God, God, God.

How many times I invoke, I pray, I beg you?

But I can't hear your voice: what's happened my God?

They said you are dead ... Raphael repeated it strongly.

But God can't die! Father, I need to know if you are there and if you can hear me.

My Lord, I disobeyed but only because the orders were ... wrong.

I am a soldier, a soldier of God: please, command me Lord: I will obey.

But those orders were wrong. Only from you I can receive orders and from no other.

And this makes me a deserter? A traitor? God, are you angry with me?

I don't want feel these sensations, they hurt me.

I suffer: the emotions I can perceive are all painful.

Fear, confusion and. ... anger. Perhaps they are Jimmy's emotions and I think they are mine.

Yes, it must be so, I'm confused because Jimmy is conscious.

Who I want to kid? The truth is otherwise:

Two souls are suffering in this body.

God help me, only you can do it: raise me from this pain.

Are you there God? It's me, Castiel. Your son.