God, God, God.
How many times I invoke, I pray, I beg you?
But I can't hear your voice: what's happened my God?
They said you are dead ... Raphael repeated it strongly.
But God can't die! Father, I need to know if you are there and if you can hear me.
My Lord, I disobeyed but only because the orders were ... wrong.
I am a soldier, a soldier of God: please, command me Lord: I will obey.
But those orders were wrong. Only from you I can receive orders and from no other.
And this makes me a deserter? A traitor? God, are you angry with me?
I don't want feel these sensations, they hurt me.
I suffer: the emotions I can perceive are all painful.
Fear, confusion and. ... anger. Perhaps they are Jimmy's emotions and I think they are mine.
Yes, it must be so, I'm confused because Jimmy is conscious.
Who I want to kid? The truth is otherwise:
Two souls are suffering in this body.
God help me, only you can do it: raise me from this pain.
Are you there God? It's me, Castiel. Your son.
