Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight "sigh" I wish I did :-P

This is my first fanfic so I don't know if anyone will read it. If no one does then I'm talking to myself right now.


Third Person

Bella Swan sat in the Cullens living room by herself. She had been isolating herself ever since Jacob left. Edward was off on a short hunting trip with Emmett. Bella had finally convinced him to go hunting. She needed the time to mope anyway. Edward was always saying that it wasn't her fault, making it a million times worse than it already was.

With Edward gone, all Bella could think about was Jacob. She knew it was her fault that he ran away. Everyone knew it was her fault. But no one would say anything.

Bella sighed, thinking about all the stupid mistakes she had made with Jacob. There were so many things she could have done differently. "Bella, are you okay?" Jasper asked her as he appeared in the living room.

Bella jumped at the sound of his voice. "Gosh! You scared me!" She hadn't even heard him come in. Without the enhanced senses of everyone else, she always felt a bit freaked out when they appeared out of no where.

"Oh, sorry," Jasper murmured. He could tell that Bella was avoiding his question. "Bella, it's not you're fault about your friend. I know you feel guilty about it." She had been making him feel a bit weird. He always felt guilty when she was around. It was unnerving when he knew he had done nothing wrong.

Stupid vampires and their stupid powers. "You must be confused, Jasper. I don't feel guilty at all," Bella lied, wanting to close the subject.

Jasper just raised an eyebrow at her, but let the subject drop. No doubt he would start again on it later. He was suffering right along with her. She felt bad about that for a moment, but then a feeling of calm spread through her. She glared at Jasper, but he just shrugged.

"Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to upstairs to help Alice with some wedding details," Bella said as she slowly made her way off the sofa and up the stairs. Well, it was slow to Jasper. She had meant to dramatically sweep out of the room. But, of course, she stumbled on one of the steps. Luckily, she caught herself. She thought she heard Jasper chuckle.

After carefully walking down the hallway, Bella opened the door to Alice and Jasper's huge bedroom. She couldn't even tell the room was part Jasper's, there was so much pink in it. But then again, Jasper loves Alice and probably doesn't even mind the pink if that's the way Alice wants it. The things people (and vampires) do for love…

Bella had been putting this off for as long as she could. Wedding details. But now she had to help Alice. Well, it was her wedding. It would make sense if she helped plan it. And besides, if she was helping, maybe she could convince Alice not to go so overboard.

"Bella, do you like this color better or this one?" Alice asked pointing out two colors that looked exactly the same to Bella. Alice had been asking for Bella's opinion on every pointless detail. It was enough to drive anyone up the wall.

"Um, this one," Bella said pointing to the one marked cream. It really didn't matter to her. She was just ready for Edward to get back.

The rest of the evening was like just that, making choices. Choices. Bella hated making them. It was too ironic. She felt like every time she made a choice, it was the wrong one. Edward or Jacob? Choices. Vampires or werewolves? Choices. The Cullens or the Quileutes? Choices. Life or Death?


Hope you like it! I'll try to update soon but it all depends on how many reviews I get. The more reviews, the faster I'll type.

Until next time…