A Curse of Sorts

"Someone who finds himself with that power is cursed."

Cursed?

Am I cursed?

I do not feel cursed…

Am I?

Am I cursed?

If the Death Note is a curse…

Perhaps I am.

Perhaps I am cursed.

If so, then I can no longer do anything about it.

If it is a curse…

Then I have been doomed from the moment I touched the Death Note.

But curses can be lifted, right?

Can I change my cursed fate?

Should I?

I am getting ahead of myself.

I am not cursed.

Am I?

I do not know.

I doubt I will know until it is too late.