What Was
What Was
Owen
"Did you miss me kids?" Whack. God I love Tosh at times like that. None of us quite knew how to react when Jack just bundled in and we sent the civilians to the hospital. It was Tosh who broke out of the funk first and just hit Jack. She has a bloody good right arm on her, even better then Gwen's – trust me, I've been whacked by both. Gwen is just a kitten compared with Tosh. Sexy, sophisticated Tosh… So different to the other women.
Kind, yet silly Katie, my gorgeous fiancé, smooth talking pretty Gwen, with her sultry grins. And Diane, the mind-blowing woman who well and truly broke my heart. With Katie I lost my dreams, with Gwen I lost my morality and with Diane my sense of self. I'll admit, none of them could hold a candle to Tosh, granted I was too stupid to realise until Tosh's fumbled excuse for an invitation for two. For the few hours between her asking me out and my…ummmm…faulty departure from this world, I thought about it constantly, wondering how I could have missed the glances and yearning, how I could have forgotten how pathetically grateful I was to her, when I first started.
The anti-hangover pills, the space pig, her dodgy report…God I love her…but do I honestly deserve her? A dead man may dance – but he can't do much else.
Although, being threatened by Ianto and Jack SEPERATELY was no joke, I'll tell you. In actual fact it was Ianto's calm yet clear threat which scared me more then Jack's jokey one. Ianto and Tosh are close, which if I hadn't seen the video footage of Jack and Ianto…I'd be a very jealous man.
Who am I kidding? She probably despises me, is disgusted with me. Bring it on Ianto – I may be a dead man but I'd welcome having every bone in my body broken and being boiled in acid, what's left of me being eaten by weevils. Oh, and not to mention watching him burn my apartment and clothes and my 'dodgy' magazines…On second thought – I'll just go with Jack's threat of decapitation –at least that would be quick and I wouldn't have to live through it. Hopefully.
TOSHOWENTOSHOWENTOSHOWEN
I know that was a bit short, but I thought it ended quite aa serious former chapter quite nicely, showing regret and a little bit of Owen. I probably could have done better, and I may do a character analysis at a later date. Criticism welcome. See Heathenseyes for 'What Is'
