WARNING: Sensitive souls proceed with caution. This chapter contains more swear words than is probably necessary and there is sexy time. Graphic sexy time. But not TOO super graphic. Just beware, okay? Also, pretty sure this is quite a bit longer than my first chapter.
DISCLAIMER: Kishimoto-sensei created these beautiful sons of bitches and I am a mere peasant who just enjoys using them to play out my fantasies. Shame on me.
~0~o~0~
Naruto burst through the door of his apartment and slammed it shut behind him. Breathing hard, he pressed his back against the door and slid down to the floor where he sat staring at nothing in particular, unable to really see his surroundings and lost in his mind where his thoughts were a chaotic mess.
He ran his hands through his hair and slowed his breathing. Could this really be happening? Where did that come from? Had he been suppressing those feeling for longer than he realized? He seemed to have a thousand questions but not a single answer. He looked around his empty apartment and spotted his Team 7 portrait resting on an end table. His eyes fixed on the image of Sasuke and thought back to earlier days. Had he wanted to kiss him then? No...he wanted to challenge him, wanted to befriend him...defeat him in a sparring match...but kiss him?
Why were things so different now?
Why was he noticing the way Sasuke walked with such an air of confidence? The way his dark hair framed his fair skinned face so perfectly? The way his pale lips curled into a smirk, his muscular arms exposed due to his sudden affinity for cut-off shirts, the faces he made when he was amused, when he was annoyed, when he was angry, happy, sad. Why were all of these things so beautiful to him now?
He buried his face in his hands feeling the heat radiating off of his skin. His eyes began to water and tears spilled into his palms. His body began to shake as he lost control and sobbed, letting it all out. The confusion, the anger, but most of all the fear.
No.
His sobbing came to an end as he stood and struck the wall with his fist, breaking through the plaster and leaving a hole. He shook off the pain and wiped away his tears wearing a look of determination.
This was a one time thing. He and his best friend had been caught up in a moment and that's all. They shared a bond stronger than most, understanding each other like no one else possibly could. They balanced eachother out perfectly. They were Yin and Yang. But lovers? No. They simply confused their feeling for romance. It was an occurance that would not re-occur.
He would pursue Hinata. He would explore his feelings for her and focus on their relationship. He would make them official. He would touch her the way he had touched Sasuke and realize that is was the touch of a woman that he really wanted and not his best friends'. He would pretend the events of this evening had never happened and continue his friendship with the Uchiha as if everything was fine. Because it was fine. There was nothing weird between them.
And Naruto was sure that Sasuke must have felt the same way.
~0~o~0~
It had been two weeks since Naruto and Sasuke's "incident" and Naruto was determined to get serious with Hinata. He had taken her out a few more times and had made an effort every day to spend time with her, no matter how breif. And Sasuke had noticed.
Things remained the same between the two friends. They sparred three times a week as per usual and spoke to eachother as if nothing had been out of the ordinary. They paired up to work on the reconstruction as they always had and neither dared speak a word of that night. Naruto was feeling content and relieved at the way things were going. Sasuke, however, felt frustration growing bigger with each passing day and constantly suppressed the urge to punch something.
The Uchiha leaned casually against the side of a small shop in the busy streets of Konoha's market place. He fixed his gaze several feet away from him, remaining in the shadows and hiding his chakra. He scowled as Naruto exchanged his money to a street vender for an ice-cream cone which he handed to Hinata. He clenched his fists as Naruto grinned widely at her and took her hand in his own. His body shook with anger as Naruto placed a kiss on the blushing woman's forehead.
Why am I torturing myself?
He turned away from the rage-enducing sight before him, and walked in the opposite direction. He weaved through the crowd of people keeping his angry expression aimed at the ground. Why was Naruto doing this? Was he fucking with him? Was he in denial? Or worse...was he really falling for the Hyuuga bitch?
He snapped out of his thoughts when he felt his shoulder slam against something. He looked up to see an angry looking man wearing a standard chunin uniform.
"Sorry" the raven haired nin mumbled before turning away. He was grabbed by the back of his navy blue cut-off and yanked back with harsh force.
"What the fuck is you're problem?!" The man's face was red with anger and his eyes narrowed at the bored expression on the Uchiha's face.
"I said I was sorry. It was accident. Now get your fucking hands off of me. Now." Sasuke's poker face was unfaultered which seemed to fuel the stranger's rage even more.
"You arrogant fuck! You walk around here all high and mighty...do you think you're special because you're the last surviving Uchiha? You just expect everyone to cower before you and stay out of your way? You're nothing but traitorous slime. You're a murderer and Kakashi-sama never should have let you back here. That was his first mistake as Hokage." The man pulled out a kunai from his side pouch and pressed it against Sasuke's throat. Everyone in the street was staring, murmuring amongst themselves, and pointing. But no one was stopping him. "You killed Danzo...and even your own brother. Sure, Itachi was a piece of trash who deserved what he got, but what kind of psychopath can look into his own brother's eyes and take his life? You're fucking sick, Uchiha." He spat in Sasuke's face.
And that's when Sasuke's patience had worn out. He grabbed the man's arm and channeled his chakra into his hand and squeezed as hard as he could manage. The man winced and tried to pull away, but hadn't the strength. He activated his Sharingan and grabbed the man's head with his free hand, forcing eye contact. When his genjutsu took affect the man fell to his knees screaming in terror as he covered his head with his arms, protecting himself from an imaginary threat.
Sasuke stood watching him for a moment, his expression something wicked as he sadistically stared at the vulnerable man before him. He deactivated the genjutsu and kicked the man in the gut and pulled him up off the ground by his hair, forcing their eye contact yet again. "Dont you ever speak of Itachi in my presence you weak pathetic peice of shit." He suddenly felt a familiar chakra behind him and was pulled away from the man and thrown to the ground.
"What the hell are you doing, Sasuke?!" Naruto was furious, his face red with rage and his clenched fists trembling. "You know you're on probation! Kakashi-sensei is going to be pissed!"
"He started it!" Sasuke inwardly cringed at how childish he sounded. "He purposely tried to set me off."
"The bastard's lying!" The angry man was clutching his stomach and he pointed at the Uchiha "He rammed into me and started a fight! He's fucking nuts!"
Sasuke lifted himself from the ground and turned to Naruto, his expression transitioning from anger to hurt. "Naruto, you know I wouldn't do that. I made a promise and I fully intend to keep it. I was pushed to my breaking point and I know that's no excuse, I should have handled myself better but..." he lowered his head and fixed his eyes on the ground, softening his voice "I just lost it when he mentioned my brother."
Naruto's eyes widened and he placed his hand on Sasuke's shoulder. "I'm sorry..." Sasuke's head rose to meet his eyes. "Sasuke, I know that's a sensitive subject for you and this guy is a total asshole but you need to be more careful. I don't want you to ruin the progress you've made." He removed his hand from Sasuke's shoulder and turned to the stranger in the chunin uniform who was clearly still angry. "If I ever find out that you've been messing with Sasuke again I'll kick your ass! He's changed and he's trying to redeem himself. You pushing him until he breaks is going to fuck up his probation and I'm not going to let that happen. Leave him alone. He's fucking trying, okay? You can trust him, you have my word on that." He glared at the man with a stern expression.
"Whatever. I'll hold it to you, Uzumaki. Because I respect you for what you've done for our village, I'll do what you've asked. I just hope you're not too crushed when he snaps and turns on us again." He shot a dirty look at the Uchiha before turning away and making his way down the street.
"Thanks, Naruto."
"Shut up, teme."
~0~o~0~
Naruto and Sasuke were seated on a bench in the contruction site where they were currently working. They were taking a quick break with which they used to guzzle down as much water as their stomachs could hold.
The blond wiped a bead of sweat from his forehead and sighed. "If it gets any hotter I swear to god I'm moving to the Land of Snow."
Sasuke laughed quietly and nodded in agreement. "The heat is getting ridiculous." He wiped the back of his damp neck and decided he'd had enough. He pulled his shirt, which had begun to cling to his skin, over his head and tossed it on the ground beside them.
"You may want to put that back on, Uchiha." Sasuke's head snapped forward to see Shikamaru standing in front of them, looking exhausted. "Kakashi want's you in his office."
"Damn it." Sasuke stood and retrieved his shirt, cringing as he pulled it back on. "This is about earlier today isnt it?"
Shikamaru sighed in annoyance. "Im just the messenger. I have no idea what this is about. Just make sure you show up or it'll be my ass." He turned and walked lazily away.
Naruto stared at Sasuke with a look of concern. "Good luck." He swallowed as he watched his friend walk towards his impending doom.
~0~o~0~
Sasuke walked through the Hokage building with his head down, hands in his pockets, and panicked thoughts in his brain. He stopped in front of Kakashi's office and released the breath he hadn't realized he was holding. Let's get this over with.
He entered the room to find Kakashi leaning against the front of his desk reading a copy of Icha Icha Paradise.
"Oh hello Sasuke." His eyes curved, signaling a smile. "How nice of you to join me."
"You summoned me here. Just get to the point, I'm not in the mood." Sasuke glared back at him, his arms crossed and his finger tapping with impatience.
"Yes I did summon you here." His tone suddenly becoming more serious. "Why do you think that is?"
"That asshole from the market place provoked me and I defended myself." His eyes narrowed as he held Kakashi's gaze.
Kakashi sighed heavily and sat his book down. "You lost control, Sasuke. You haven't been back a year yet and you-"
"He pushed me until I snapped! He did it on purpose! He knew I was on probation! Nobody batted an eye when he put a kunai to my throat but the second I fight back suddenly I'm the fucking bad guy!" His chest was heaving, his fists were shaking.
"But you took it too far. How is anyone supposed to trust you when you can lose it so easily? The people are nervous about you being back, don't you want to show them you've changed?"
"I've been trying. They don't care and they won't even give me a chance. And if I'm threatened I'm not just going to sit there and take it, I'm going to defend myself." His expression was stern as he glared at the masked man.
"What were the conditions for letting you return to Konoha?" Kakashi waited for a repy but only recieved an eye roll from the stubborn Uchiha. "Answer me, Sasuke. What were your conditions?"
Sasuke sighed and crossed his arms. "Weekly therepy sessions and a probationary period in which I am not to engage in any fights unless they are consented sparring matches for training purposes only. I am not to be awarded the title of Leaf Village shinobi or be assigned to any missions until is it voted unanimoulsy within the counsel that I am in good mental health and the people of Konoha can trust me to defend the village." His voice was almost robotic as he spoke.
"You do want to earn back the title of Leaf shinobi don't you?"
"Of course I do. You know I do." Annoyance was growing in Sasuke and it did not go unnoticed.
"Then you'll do whatever it takes. Your therepy sessions have been bumped up to twice a week." Sasuke shot Kakashi a menacing look. "You will not argue about this. You should consider yourself lucky actually. The counsel members are crabby old people with very low tolerance for anything. I'd say you got off pretty easy." He picked his book up, and returned to reading. He waved a hand at Sasuke signaling his release. "See you later, Sasuke. Stay out of trouble."
~0~o~0~
Naruto stood in his kitchen waiting impatiently for his water to boil. He picked up his chopsticks, broke them apart and began drumming the top of his instant ramen cup. Just when he started to fear losing his mind from hunger, the kettle shrieked it's obnoxious whistle and he immediatly threw down his chopsticks and poured the water into the cup. The steam burned his hand but it was well worth it so he just sucked it up. And now the wait for the ramen to be ready. He sighed heavily as his stomach growled angrily at him.
He turned to grab his timer when the door to his apartment flung open and a distressed Uchiha stormed in and plopped himself down on the blonde's couch.
"Oh god, what did Kakashi-sensei say? How much trouble are you in?" Naruto stared at the raven haired man eager to hear his response and dreading it at the same time.
"Twice a week now!" He threw his arms up for dramatic affect.
"What?" Naruto furrowed his eyebrows in confusion.
"I have to see that damned therepist twice a week now instead of just once. And once was bad enough! 'Got off easy' my ass! This is the cruelest punishment those old bastards could have come up with!" He propped his elbows on his knees and buried his face in his hands.
"Wait...that's it? Just more therepy? Sasuke that's a good thing, it could have been much worse. Why are you freaking out?" Now that Naruto was relieved with Sasuke's answer and no longer stressing he snuck away to check his ramen.
"They expect me to talk to a stranger about my feelings not once but twice a week now. What do you mean 'why am i freaking out?' this is awful, I'd rather them just throw me in jail for a bit." He closed his eyes and rubbed his temples as he listened to the annoying slurping sounds coming from the blonde who was now seated next to him.
"You're over-reacting." the whiskered nin was shot a threatening look from the Uchiha so he swallowed his noodles before speaking again. "Therepy is good for you. Why don't you just open up to your therepist? You'll make good progress with her and she'll report that to the counsel which will help you out a lot and you might even find it comforting to let everything off your chest. It's a win, win really." upon finishing his sentence he immediatly shoveled more noodles into his mouth.
"I already tell you everything. That's good enough, I don't need her. Strangers have no business knowing my personal thoughts. It makes me uncomfortable and doesn't help me in any way. Sending me to therepy is pointless." He stared at Naruto as he slurped up an ungodly amount of noodles, forcing his cheeks to puff out like a hampster storing it's food. "Must you?"
"Sorry, man, Im freaking starving!" Naruto spoke around the mushy ramen occupying his mouth.
"You're gross." he watched as Naruto slurped up the rest of his noodles and sat the empty cup on his coffee table.
The blonde breathed a sigh of relief after swallowing the last of his meal and leaned against the back of the couch. "Well since it's so easy to talk to me just pretend she's me. I dont know, draw my face on a paper bag and make her wear it when you talk to her or something."
"Yeah. That will solve everything, what a genious idea." His sarcasm and eye rolling earned him a punch to the arm.
"I wish you'd try to help yourself as hard as Im trying to." he frowned at his friend who had put his poker face firmly in place. "Hey, stop with the shitty attitude, I mean it! I really am trying to help you as best I can, you need to make more of an effort."
"It's pretty hard when I'm surrounded by people who hate my guts and make it painfully clear they'd like to see me dead." He looked at the blond, who's big blue eyes were staring at the floor.
"I know. Trust me, I know what that feels like." He scratched the back of his head and met Sasuke's gaze. "You need to rise above it. Make them see how great you are."
"How great I am? Ha! Okay yeah sure, I'll get right on it." he laughed mockingly at his annoyed friend.
"I mean it! Just ignore everyone, don't let them get a rise out of you and just continue helping the village however you can. Be polite and don't give them any more reasons to be angry with you. Eventually they'll get over it and realize you're different from who you were." The blond stretched his arms upwards and let out a yawn. "Just give it time." he began rubbing his eyes now.
"Hey, usuratonkachi, don't fall asleep on me now." The raven haired nin flicked his friend in the forehead, to which Naruto replied by lazily swatting at his hand letting out another yawn.
"I'm not." his voice was a whisper as his head tilted back.
"You've got to be kidding me. First you stuff your face like a savage and now you just fall alseep?" He let out a heavy sigh as he stood and pulled Naruto's arm helping him to his feet. "Come on, dobe. Time for bed." He rolled his eyes as he helped Naruto to his room where he collapsed on his bed. He began snoring seconds later. "Obnoxious even when sleeping. What a surprise." The Uchiha smiled at his friend sprawled along his bed, a pillow suffocating in his tight embrace. "Good night, loser." Unable to fight the urge, he bent down and placed a soft kiss on the blond's forehead. The butterflies showed his stomach no mercy.
More than anything Sasuke wanted to crawl into bed with him and hold him tightly. He gazed at the blond's whiskered face as he slept and stared at his lips, remembering how they felt pressed against his own and longed to experience it again. He shook the thoughts out of his head and pulled a blanket over his friend before making his way back to his empty house where he would lie awake for hours unable to get a certain hyperactive-Knucklehead ninja out of his mind.
~0~o~0~
The next day Sasuke found himself seated at long table joined by his former teammates and most of the rookies. Lee was absent due to a promise he made to Guy-sensei to lap the village thrice on his hands so as not to waste his youth, and Neji's absence hung heavily over everyone's hearts. For the first time since the restaurant had been rebuilt, they were finally eating their favorite barbeque.
Naruto sat across from Sasuke with Hinata at his side, and Sakura had claimed the spot beside the Uchiha. The blonde was smiling brightly at Hinata as she droned on about her day at the hospital and Sakura was arguing with Ino about something he assumed was unimportant. Kiba was fighting with Shino over who got to cook their meat next while Shikamaru sighed and propped his elbow on the table, resting his head on his hand. Tenten was staring at the two arguing kunoichi with amusement and Chouji was stuffing his face as usual. Sai meerly sat and observed the interactions between everyone and took mental notes.
"Sasuke-kun, don't you agree?" Sasuke pryed his attention away from the blond and the Hyuuga girl and stared at Sakura wearing his blank expression, clearly uninterested.
"Sorry, I wasn't paying attention. What should I agree with?" He watched as Sakura frowned at him and huffed.
"Ino and I are having a debate on whether or not having long hair can be a burden during combat." She turned her head toward her friend sitting beside her and glared. "I think long hair gets in the way but she says it doesn't. Personally I think she's just defending her fashion statement." She turned back to the Uchiha anticipating his response.
"That's what you two are arguing about? That's just stupid." He rolled his eyes in annoyance. "Long hair shouldnt affect you in battle as long as you're not an idiot. If you put your hair up and keep it out of the way, as Ino does, then it doesnt make a difference. If you leave your hair down, as you once did, of course it will get in the way. It's common sense really."
Ino pumped her fist in the air and let out a victory cry before sticking her tongue out at Sakura who's eye was twitching in frustration. "I told you, billboard brow!"
Sasuke quickly returned his focus to the two seated in front of him. He narrowed his eyes and balled his fists. The boring Hyuuga girl was wiping the corner of Naruto's mouth with a napkin as she giggled. He felt anger rise in his chest, burning like a raging fire. Naruto placed his hand utop Hinata's, sending her into a blushing frenzy. Sasuke grimmanced at the sight of him touching her and banged his fist on the table catching everyone's attention as the chattering stopped abruptly.
"What the fuck, Uchiha? Where the hell did that come from?" Kiba stared at him with shock.
"Shut up, mutt." He fixed his angry gaze on Naruto who was looking very confused. "A word. Now." he forced his words through gritted teeth.
Naruto stood and murmured an apology to everyone as he followed his angry friend out of the restaurant. The raven haired nin led him into an allyway beside the building. He ventured into the shadows to assure their privacy. He pinned Naruto against the wall and grabbed a fistfull of his white t-shirt.
"How long are you going to keep this up, usuratonkachi? Are you torturing me on purpose? I've tried to be patient but I'm at the end of my rope, here! Why haven't we talked about what happened?" His words were like venom seeping into the blond, leaving him paralyzed. The Uchiha stared at his friend who failed to speak and released his shirt to grab the side of his face and pressed their lips together.
Naruto's body warmed instantly and his heart raced. Butterflies occupied his stomach and the feeling of Sasuke's hard body pressed against him was starting to awaken the member between his legs.
No, no, no, Fuck!
He pushed the Uchiha off of him causing him to stumble backwards, almost losing balance. "Sasuke, stop! We're friends! This is fucking weird!" He glared at the pale man who was keeping his distance and looking frustrated. "Im going to ask Hinata to be my girlfriend and this is going to stop. You need help, Sasuke. Put those extra therapy sessions to use." his words peirced Sasuke's heart like a dagger and he left him standing there with his mouth hanging open, eyes widened. The Uchiha watched the blond walk away and clutched his chest as a horrible pain thrashed inside of him.
~0~o~0~
-later that evening-
Naruto walked beside Hinata as they roamed the forest. The sun was setting behind the trees and a soft orange glow poured through the spaces between them, just barely lighting their path. He took hold of her hand and intertwined their fingers and she smiled at the ground. The cool breeze played with her long black hair as it twirled around gracefully.
"You look really pretty tonight." His blue eyes fixed on her porcelain face, cheeks stained a pale pink. "Im glad you're here with me." He smiled brightly and she returned the expression.
"Th-thank you Naruto-kun" She brushed away the silky strands of hair that had danced their way into her face. "I'm glad Im here too. And I was meaning to ask you, if you don't mind, what happened at the restaurant earlier? Sasuke-kun never came back with you. Was something wrong?"
"Oh...um" He scratched the back of his head and frowned. "Something came up and he had to go. Everything's fine though so don't worry, kay?" He turned his frown upside down to reassure her.
"Okay." Her lips formed a small smile and she fought off her disobient hair yet again. "You seemed a little distressed when you returned so I just wanted to make sure it wasn't anything serious."
They walked in silence for a while, hand in hand, taking in the quiet peacefulness of the night. When they reached a spot in the woods where there was a large gap in the trees, forming an almost perfect circle and the moon was beaming it's light into the center, Naruto stopped and turned to Hinata, taking hold of her other hand and gazing into her moonlit violet eyes. Her knees began to shake as the moment became something she could only describe as perfectly romantic.
Their lips met and Naruto released her hands and wrapped his arms around her waist pulling her close to him, her breasts pressed against chest as he slid his hands beneath her shirt feeling the smooth skin of her back.
Heat spread through Hinata's body, her head became fuzzy, and the feel of Naruto's strong rough hands against her skin made her body shake. Their kiss grew more passionate as the blond parted his lips and invited his tongue into Hinata's mouth where it circled around and massaged her own tongue. She felt as though she could melt.
Naruto felt nothing.
This wasn't how he'd imagined this moment going. Her breasts squished against him just seemed to be in the way, the taste of her chapstick was nausiating, the smell of her purfume was sickeningly sweet. There were no butterflies. There was no excitement.
His thought's wandered towards Sasuke. The way his hard chest felt strong pressed against him, the way his body shook at the feeling of the Uchiha's touch...the way his raven haired friend made him feel was indescrible to him. All he knew was that this kiss was nothing compared to when he had kissed Sasuke.
He pulled away from Hinata, who looked as though she'd collapse at any moment, and smiled sweetly at her. He took her hand and lead her back down the path that had led them there. There were no words between them. Hinata lost in thoughts of Naruto. The blond lost in thoughts of Sasuke.
~0~o~0~
Naruto stood outside of Sasuke's house, staring at the door, trying to muster up the courage to knock. As he finally found his bravery, he lifted his fist, but before he could knock the door slowly crept open, revealing a miserable uchiha on the other side of it.
"I could sense your chakra, you dobe." He refused to make eye contact. "What the hell do you want?" his voice was tired and sad.
"I took hinata to a romantic spot in the woods." Blue eyes stared at the ground, he was speaking softly and fidgeting with the bottom of his shirt. "I planned to ask her to be my girlfriend but...I couldn't."
Sasuke's head snapped up and locked his gaze on Naruto's sad expression. "You couldn't do it?"
"No." He looked into the Uchiha's mismatched eyes and swallowed. "We kissed again but it wasn't just a little peck like last time. It was a real kiss. And...and..." tears spilled from his eyes and streamed down his cheeks. "And I fucking hated it! It didn't make me feel the way it should have."
"And how should it have made you feel?"
Naruto looked away in embarrasment. "It should have made me feel the way it did when you kissed me." He covered his face and felt his tears pool into his palms.
The Uchiha sighed heavily and grasped Naruto's arm, pulling him into his home. The blond wiped the tears from his face and looked around. Sasuke's house was extremely clean, everything was organized and there was a faint scent of lavender and sage hanging in the air. The color scheme was a combination of grays and navy blues and the only decorations to be found were a few plants and a large Uchiha emblem hanging above a couch that looked as though it had never been used.
Sasuke gestured towards the kitchen counter for Naruto to sit in one of the bar stools that accompanyed it. The blond obeyed his command and took a seat, almost immediatly putting his head down, burying his face in his arms on the counter's surface.
"Don't look so pathetic, is it really that horrible to have feelings for someone like me?" Sasuke walked over to the kitchen sink where he filled a kettle with water. "Would you like some tea?"
Naruto just sat there sniffling, not saying a word. The Uchiha's eye twitched at his lack of response.
"Naruto, you came here to talk about this didn't you? So talk, damn it." His voice was a little more harsh than he intended but he was tired of the blond just sitting there saying nothing. He had been waiting far too long to have this conversation and his patience had been wearing thin and was barely hanging by a thread.
"It's just...just..." Naruto trailed off staring blankly at the floor and fell silent again.
"JUST WHAT?" Sasuke slammed his fist on the counter making Naruto jump, nearly falling out of his stool. His expression held fear and hurt which immediatly had the Uchiha feeling guilty. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to yell. I just think it's really important that we talk about this. Please, Naruto, tell me what you're feeling right now?"
"I don't know what I'm feeling...well I do...but it doesn't make sense, I dont understand." He avoided eye contact as he looked around the house examining the Uchiha's living space.
"You're in denial. You refuse to admit your feelings because you're afraid of what that will make you." He placed his hand on Naruto's face and turned his head to meet his eyes. "Do you really want to be with Hinata?"
"No."
"And how did it feel when we kissed?"
Naruto averted his eyes and felt his face become hot.
"Don't be embarrassed and don't lie to yourself. It's just me, you can tell me." Sasuke softened his features and untensed his muscles, hoping to make the blond feel a little more comfortable.
"It was one of the best feelings I've ever had." Naruto's voice was soft, almost a whisper, as he stared into Sasuke's eyes. "But it also scared me. Why are we like this? It's weird isnt it? I mean, I've heard of men being...well, you know... but I've never met anyone who actually was. Men are supposed to be with women. There must be something wrong with us. So why aren't you freaking out as bad as I am? How are you so calm?" His voice held a hint of desperation that became more prominent the more he spoke.
"I know what I like and I know what I don't like. I'm not going to pretend to be something I'm not just to please people that I couldn't give a shit less of what they think of me. When I want something, I go after it. You should know this about me by now." His voice was steady and confident as he spoke.
"I wish I had your confidence. I wish I didn't care so much about what people think of me, but I'm afraid of losing my friends because of this. What if they think I'm a freak? I mean, I kind of am a freak..." He ran his hand through his messy blonde hair and sighed.
"If they're really your friends, they won't care. And even if it takes them by surprise at first, they'll get over it. You're still you." His lips curled into a small smile as he took hold of Naruto's hand. "And you've always been a freak."
"Wow thanks, asshole." Naruto laughed as he punched the Uchiha playfully in the arm. "But, could we keep things between us a secret for a while...just until I'm ready?"
"Things between us? What things? Are you saying you want some sort of relationship?" Sasuke walked around the counter, closing the distance between him and the blond. He offered his hand to Naruto and pulled him to his feet. "Because that's what I want. And when I want something, nothing is going to stop me." Some sort of animal instict kicked in, lighting a fire inside of him. He hungered for the blond and decided to make his move.
He pulled Naruto into a kiss, pressing their bodies together. Their tongues danced around eachother as they let their hands explore one another's body, admiring toned muscles and smooth skin. Naruto's brave hand had found it's way to Sasuke's ass and squeezed, causing the man to gasp in surprise. Sasuke grasped the blond's bulge in retaliation which got a more interesting reaction, the blond jerking his head back and moaning.
Sasuke smirked and got down to his knees, unzipping Naruto's pants and wrapping his hand around the blond's erect cock. He licked it slowly and stole glances of the pleasured looks on Naruto's face. He decided he'd teased the poor blond long enough and slid his entire dick into his mouth, the tip hitting the back of his throat. He heard a gasp escape from the whiskered nin and felt his rough hand grasping his head. Sasuke twisted his tongue around his dick licking from bottom to top and rolled it around the tip before plunging back down to the base. The sounds coming from Naruto were more than enough fuel for Sasuke's flame, his performance getting better the louder the blond moaned and grunted.
Sasuke sucked on the tip of the blond's cock as he squeezed the base of it causing Naruto to arch his back and bite his lower lip. Feeling satisfied with his performance, he released his dick and pulled Naruto's shirt off before trailing kisses from the blond happy trail all the way up to his neck, where he nipped at it playfully before marking his territory, sucking on Naruto's flesh aggressively. And Naruto was loving it.
"Ready to take things further?" Sasuke asked between the kisses he trailed along the blond's collarbones. Things were moving way too fast. He knew this. And yet, he had waited so long for this moment, he'd be damned if he had to wait a moment longer. So, if that meant he was rushing things, then so be it.
Naruto's face turned red and he stiffened. "Take it further...how? I mean...how do we...?" He scratched the back of his head, a panicked feeling screaming inside of him. Was this really happening? It wasn't twenty minutes ago that he was pressed against Hinata, and now he was about to lose his virginity to Sasuke? Everything had happened so fast, it was making him dizzy.
"Well I'm not exactly experienced either, but I do have common sense." The Uchiha slid Naruto's pants and boxers down as he left another trail of kisses along his toned thighs.
Naruto stood before Sasuke completely bare while the Uchiha was still fully clothed. "That's not fair, Sasuke! Why do I have to be the naked one?" His whining only caused the Uchiha to smirk.
"Well if you want something to happen you have to take action. Do you want me naked? Strip me." He crossed his arms and watched as the blond stood awkwardly blushing before him, attempting to hide his erect dick. "Don't be shy, dobe."
Naruto swallowed and pulled Sasuke's shirt up over his head, throwing the garmet aside, causing it to land on an innocent plant a few feet away from them. He stared at the well toned chest he had exposed and bit down on his lip. He placed a hand against him, tracing his abdominal muscles and admiring the contrast of his tan skin against Sasuke's paleness. He let his hand wander down to Sasuke's bulge and squeezed before unzipping his pants and releasing his member. He slid the pants and boxers down and openly stared at Sasuke's bare body, his eyes wide with hunger.
"Okay, I want to take things further. I don't care what it is we do, let's just do it." He wasn't even attempting to hide his eagerness or desperation. The Uchiha's eyes lit up at this and seconds later he was turning the blond around and bending him over a bar stool.
Sasuke grabbed naruto's hip with one hand and used the other to guide his dick into the blonde's back entrance.
"OW, FUCK, SASUKE!"
"Well I've never done this before just..." Sasuke grunted as he pulled himself out. "It's really tight...I think you need to loosen up first." he stared at Naruto's entrance, biting his lip, his cheeks flushed. He slid a finger in, moving it inside of him. The blond gasped and cursed in pain. "Stop tensing, dobe. Relax."
"Easy for you to sa- FUCK!." A second finger had joined the first.
"Relax." Sasuke repeated, continuing to finger the blond. He could feel him loosening and had noticed that Naruto seemed to be in less pain.
Deciding to just go for it, Sasuke pulled his fingers out and replaced them with his manhood. Naruto started, screaming out in pain. If Sasuke were honest with himself, it was extrordinarily painful for himself as well. He winced as he rocked his hips against the blond, he picked up the speed gradually and hit a spot that made Naruto moan with pleasure.
A victorious grin spread across the Uchiha's face as he pumped the blond with his cock, rocking at what seemed to be the perfect speed for the blond, judging by his moans. He released Naruto's hip and reached around to grab his dick, which he stroked and played with, driving the blond crazy. "Fuck, Sasuke...unf... so good...I'm gonna bust...oh fuck"
Naruto's cock throbbed and thick warm cum burst from it's tip, covering Sasuke's hand and dripping onto the hard wooden floor. The blond hunched over in exhaustion and let out a shaky sigh as his body trembled.
With the feeling of Naruto's quaking body, vulnerable and submissive beneath him, Sasuke couldn't hold it back any longer and he filled Naruto with his load mere seconds later.
"Wow." Naruto was panting "That was...oh my god." He turned to Sasuke who was sitting beside him on the floor where both men had practically collapsed. "I mean at first it fucking hurt like hell but once you figured out what you were doing...fuck."
"Well if you weren't all tensed up we could have avoided so much pain, dobe." Sasuke leaned his head back and tried to regulate his breathing.
"You stuck your dick in my ass! Duh, it hurt! I don't think there was any avoiding that, teme!" The Uchiha just smirked and shrugged.
"Well, to be fair, I think things would have gone more smoothly with some sort of lubrication. It hurt for me too." He ran his clean hand through his hair and turned towards the blond. "Come on." he said, and stood, offering his hand to Naruto, who accepted, and pulled him to his feet. He led him to his bathroom where he gestured towards the shower. "Let's get cleaned up."
"Let's? As in...together?" Naruto blushed furiously.
"I just fucked you in the ass and you're going to get embarrased about showering together?" He took hold of naruto's hand and tugged lightly, smiling at him. "Let's get cleaned up." he repeated firmly, leaving no room for argument.
Naruto swallowed as the Uchiha turned the shower on, the room getting steamy and hot. He watched as Sasuke pulled the curtain aside and stepped in, he hesitated for a moment but decided to follow and stepped in after him. The two men stood in the steamy shower admiring eachothers bodies as the hot water ran over their flesh, leaving it hot and pink. 'Getting cleaned up' quickly turned into a make-out and groping session.
Their hands explored eachother as they were connected by their mouths circling their tongues and playfully biting lips. Sasuke had made an attempt to 'go for round two' but Naruto pleaded with him, insisting that he was too sore and that he might die if they did it again so soon. Sasuke respected his wishes, despite his urge to rape him, and proceeded to actually clean himself. They took turns standing beneath the shower's stream, fighting over their preffered temperatures which led to a slap on the ass, which in turn, led to more kissing.
Once they were nice and squeaky clean, Sasuke led the blond to his bedroom where he offered him some pajamas.
"Um, you want me to walk home in your pajamas?" He stared at the clothes in the Uchiha's hands with a raised eybrow.
"Who says you're going home?" his lips curled into a smirk as he tossed the clothes to the blond.
Naruto smiled as he changed into dark grey sweat pants and a navy blue tee-shirt with a large Uchiha emblem sewn into the back.
"Coming to bed, dobe?" Sasuke was already in his bed, pulling the corner of the blanket back, inviting the blond to join him.
Naruto crawled into bed and nuzzled up against the Uchiha, resting his head on his chest and interlocking his leg with Sasuke's. Neither of them had felt this peaceful in a very long time. Finally, everything seemed to be exactly as it should.
A/N: Yeah, I know, the land of Snow was made up for the first Naruto movie. Don't care. I needed it for comedic relief.
