Chapter 2 - Confession
(Near P.O.V)

I don't know why I just did that.

As I leant against the wall of the corridor exiting the library, I couldn't help smiling to myself, something I rarely did even when alone. I had finally done it... I had finally plucked up the courage to kiss Mello. It was just as I had anticipated it would be... very, very short, and yet very, very sweet. Mello tastes like chocolate... but then again, that is not a surprise...
I headed back to my bedroom and continued with my lego fortress that I had started that morning. As the walls grew higher and higher above me, I couldn't take my mind off of him. I couldn't stop him taking over my every thought. Even my toys couldn't help distract me from what I was trying to deny to myself.
I loved Mello. And there was nothing I could do about it.
I sighed and pushed at one brick on my lego wall, and watched as the entire thing collapsed around me.

~~the next day~~
I stayed in my room for the entire next day. There was a chance that I would run into Mello, and I didn't want to ... No, I couldn't explain my actions to him just yet. At around five pm I heard someone knocking on my bedroom door. I opened the door without thinking, and the door was slammed against the wall as Mello stormed into my bedroom. I shut the door behind him, knowing I had to face him now. He turned to face me, and to my surprise there was a small smile on his face. "Sheep. You know why I'm here, right?" I just nodded, and he took a step closer. "Good. So hurry up and tell me why the fuck you kissed me yesterday."
I looked him in the eye as I reached up to fiddle with a lock of my hair. I had been picturing this moment all day and therefore had a ready response; "Mello would know why if he is as smart as he claims to be."
He didn't answer at first, and I had to refrain from smiling at the expression on his face. Although I didn't particularly enjoy getting hit by Mello, it was sometimes fun just to push his buttons.
He moved closer again, and I couldn't move away, my back pressed against the wall. "Shut up Near. You smiled yesterday too. I wanna know why dammit."
My eyes widened for a moment before I could force my face to go blank and emotionless again. "That is simple Mello. I smiled because I was happy." I could tell he was about to interrupt me so I held up my hand to silence him. "Please let me finish. I was happy because.. Well, because I finally kissed you. In absolute honesty Mello, well..."
My sentence was interrupted as I felt his hands grip my wrists and pin me to the wall. I looked up at him, shock clear on my face. He was smirking down at me as he leaned his face closer to mine, our lips just inches apart.
I couldn't form a sentence. I couldn't move.
No.
I didn't WANT to move.

TO BE CONTINUED :3