A/N: Hi, my awesome readers! I'm back with another one of my poems. This one is slightly dark, though I like this one the most.

Disclaimer: I'm glad I don't own TFIOS. If I did, the book would've never had the brilliance and wonder of John Green's writing.


Never to Fly Again

(during Hazel's cancer operation)

I don't know. I don't know.

Where I am, what is happening, and who these people are,

Hovering above me, smiling so sugar sweet but so utterly fake that its sick.

"Stay still, sweetie," they say menacingly,

"This won't hurt a bit",

Even though we all know it will.

The stainless steel syringe comes toward me, like an oncoming express train,

And suddenly the train hits me.

Red, blood, covering my eyes,

I can't see, I can't hear anything but someone screaming,

Is that me?

Then everything is dark. Black. Quiet and peaceful.

I stretch out my hand into the pitch black oblivion,

Like a raven starting to fly away in the midst of the night,

But I never spread my wings. I never fly.

I am paralyzed, the pain lulling me to sleep.

I may never fly again.


A/N: I only got one review last time *tear* Still, thanks SO much to the guest reviewer that I can't thank on PM. You're awesome! Please review. Seriously. Please. I'll give you virtual cookies if you do. (::) (::)

Signing off,

~Queen Ore-sama ^_^