This is part 2... Read and Review.
-Better in time-
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
-Leona Lewis-
So it's official. Addison and Derek. Together. But they don't seem to realise how much I'm hurting or if they do they don't show it. All smiles, holding hands, kissing when the teachers aren't looking. I want to focus on something else, get him out of my head.
'Mer, you better be coming to the party tomorrow' Sloan said as he clapped me on the back.
'I'll think about it'
'Oh come on! Tequila, music and well me, you couldn't ask for more'
'Uh huh, that's what you think. I know different'
'Ok so I know different but that ship has sailed you need to get moving'
'Moving? You mean I need to move on'
'Yeah something like that'
'Mark, I feel in the love with the guy and he shoves it in my face by going and asking someone else out and bragging that he has it all'
'So who is the guy?' Oh crap! Derek, crap!
'Oh no one you uh you weren't supposed to hear that'
'Meredith we've been friends for years I thought we could tell each other everything'
'Well it doesn't look like it'I grabbed my bag and started to walk away only for him to follow me why oh why does he do this.
'Wait, what does that mean?'
'Nothing, I'm sorry. Just a bad day' in fact really bad week, see I even know how long they have been going out for. Sad? I think so. Pathetic? I think so.
'Well whatever it is, I'm sure it will sort itself out. You going to the party tomorrow?'
'Uh yeah I think, Derek I have to go'
'I'll see you there and Meredith it will get better in time'
'Yeah? I sure hope so' I sighed, I walked away. I'm not good at this. Being friends with someone you are in love with just doesn't work. But me I don't do love, I have never really seen true love so how should I know this is what I'm feeling. Maybe I don't but it's the best way to describe it because, because when I look into his piercing baby blues I get butterflies. When he says everything will be ok, I can't help myself but believe him. It's like what was said in Can't buy me love 'someday my wish is for him to hold me in his arms, in a sea of deep blue, together at last, together as two.' And he makes it hard to hate him, because it hurts so much. So I will go to the party tomorrow, have a good time, because I deserve it. Right? Well it should be a good distraction what with all the tequila I could drink and maybe just maybe he'll see what he's doing to me.
So I wanted this to be longer, but honestly I couldn't add more to it. Hope you like it. Please review.
