Author's note - I'm back already, I was just feeling it and wrote this when I got home, enjoy. Any reviews are appreciated, also if you have any ideas of where the story could go, or where you'd like it to go, I'm more than happy to take suggestions because I have no idea where I'm going with this. Thanks!

Scrambling to gather herself, Arizona sat up and swung her leg over the bed quickly, knocking her prosthetic down and across the room in the process.

'Shit' she whispered, trying to reach it by leaning backward on the bed and extending her right leg as far as it would go. Just out of reach.

'Are you kidding me!?' She lowered herself onto the ground, taking a breath to stop the anger at her predicament from taking over.

A voice came from behind the door. 'Umm, it's okay, I was just checking to make sure you were ok, you've been in there a while'

Arizona rested her head against the bed and close her eyes before making a concerted effort to scoot her way towards her prosthetic

'Ya, no, I'm fine, just give me a second, I'll be out in a second Lauren'

Finally reaching her prosthetic, she used it as a crutch to stand after quickly stepping out of her pants. She pulled the prosthetic and liner into place and pulled her pants up around her hips.

'It's okay if you need a few more minutes, I'll just go'

'No!' Arizona half yelled out, determined not to appear weak in front of yet another person. She leaned over and unlocked she door, quickly turning the knob so Lauren could come in, she brought her hands back to her scrub pants to tie them. Lauren barely had time to step into the room before the lights flickered and fizzed out completely. Absolute darkness wrapped around them and Arizona froze.

Burning fuselage. Pain. Fear. Mark dying. Insects crawling up her leg. In her leg. Wolves getting nearer every second. Mark dying again, always dying. Always fear.

She couldn't breathe, her leg was mutilated and her insides were trying to kill her. Mark was leaving her. She couldn't stay out here without Mark. In the burning wreck that their lives, there was no way she would be able to keep going without the tangible proof of something to come back to staring at her from her lap. Cristina hit with something and he came back, coughing a little bit, his eyes wide. But she still couldn't breathe, why couldn't she breathe?

'Callie!' Callie looked around for the source of the shout, spotting Alex Karev jogging towards her. She turned back to the severely crushed bone she had been tending to as he neared the gurney.

'What Karev? I'm a little swamped here' He stopped in front of her, taking several breaths before stealing himself to speak,

'Something's going on with Robbins' Callie head snapped up, patient forgotten.

'What do you mean, is she hurt, did she fall, is it phantom pain again?' She was already ridding herself of her gloves, making her way towards the PEDs floor. Karev followed her, matching her pace as they took the stairs, lit only by the angry red exit signs above the doors.

'Uh, I'm not really sure. The power went out and then Lauren, that visiting doctor, came to me all panicky saying, she was in an on call room with Arizona when the power went out and Robbins freaked. By the time I got there she was sitting in the corner and her prosthetic was across the room, she was talking but I couldn't really catch any of it'

Taking the rest of the stairs two at a time, Callie rushed into the PEDs ward heading towards the on call room. Taking the slightest second to wonder why Lauren and her wife had been in there together, she pushed those thoughts aside and walked into the room.

What met her eyes terrified her and broke her heart all at once. Clutching her right leg to her chest like a life line, Arizona was staring into the distance, as though she wasn't really there at all. Her mouth moved quickly and Callie only caught bits of what she was saying. Callie stepped forward and Arizona's eyes snapped toward her and she stopped talking. Callie was about to open her mouth, relieved when Arizona spoke

'You can't die Mark, I can't do this without you, stop dying'

It was barely above a whisper but Callie heard it and tears welled up in her eyes. Taking a deep breath, she turned to Alex who was standing in the doorframe.

'Can you get Cristina?' She turned her attention back to Arizona, who had gone back to incoherent mumbling, rocking herself back and forth.