Chapter 2-One Last Cry
Before he left he want to the gravesite and had one last cry and than he left to go away maybe for the last time his cell phone ring while he was waiting for the plane.
"Do you have everything?" his mom said
"Yes mother I have everything."
"You have a good trip out there."
"I will thank you for everything giving birth to me everything I have to go now love mom."
"Love you too you take care of your self now."
"I will."
John got the plane for his first stop on his way to Hawaii he had to go to Memphis and than to San Francisco and than to Hawaii and he sat down and he look at his cell phone at pictures he and Selena had on each other phone and he did not want to ease them but he knew he would go insane if he did not.
"This is your captain we should be taking off in the next bus to leave and we will be arriving Memphis 1hour and 52 minutes the weather for this trip will be good please turn off all cell phone and MP3s and cd players and have your try on the upright thank you for flying with us today."
"Here goes nothing." John said to himself.
When he got to Memphis, he had to take another plane to San Francisco, that plane came on time everything was going well for him he ran into couple of fans who knew him, and they let him have his space after they walk by him and than he got on the plane to go to Hawaii.
"Welcome to Hawaii."
"Thank you."
He call his parents to tell them he was okay and he want to sleep and he was dreaming of Selena and than he woke up and he took a shower and he want down to the hotel restaurant.
"Table for one?" The server said
"Yes please."
The server show John to a quiet table in the corner and he thank her and she gave him a menu and she ask him what he wanted to drink and he told her and she want and get it he look around he seen this woman who look like Selena but he knew that it wasn't her and she had the same color skin and eyes and built John was amaze but he knew he couldn't love any other woman the server came back with his drink and his appetizer and than he order his dinner.
"Can I get you anything else?"
"No thank you."
John still looking at the young lady but he shook his head and he after he finish his dinner he want to club and he saw the same girl again .Mariah Morton who is from Orlando Florida was there who just started college a year ago and she lose her fiancé the same week as John lose Selena. She was there on her own she didn't want to go but her friends and family thought it would be a good idea for her to go John wanted to go over there to talk to her but he didn't. Mariah notice that John was checking her out she walk pass him a couple time but she didn't know him she thought it might be someone she want to school with the next day John rented a Harley for a day and he want riding on a dirt road and when he came back to the hotel they had a bad thunderstorm that knock out the power.
"Can I help you?"
"Got a light?"
"No."
"I have some candles I can light them up for you."
"No thanks the power will be back soon."
"Oh okay."
"You're shivering can you make?"
"It's nothing, Just haven't eaten much today at least the room stopped spinning anyway what?"
"Nothing your smile reminded me of…"
"I always remind people of who is she?"
"She died. Her name was Selena."
"Sorry about your friend. They say I have the best ass is true?" Mariah said walking into the room.
"What?"
"You're staring again."
"Oh no. I mean you do have a nice I mean -- You look familiar."
"Like your dead girlfriend that's why you were staring at me last night?"
"Only when you smile."
"Will I must say you sort of look like my dead fiancé but he wasn't that buff like you. What do you?"
"I am a wrestler."
"I didn't recognize you with out your clothes on."
John started to laugh.
"It's a living are you a fan."
"No I am not but the gym I go to have a lot of your co workers in there."
"I see."
Mariah look at John and John was looking at her.
"Got a light I need a smoke."
"Why don't you forget that stuff you look like you're sixteen?"
"I'm nineteen but I'm old for my age I'm just born to be bad."
"I once was born to be bad."
"What change you?"
"My fiancé she changes me."
"How she die if you mind if I ask?"
"Selena she dies in a car accident."
"Really my Michael dies in accident also where you from?"
"I was born and raise West Newbury Mass was living in Tampa Florida I am thinking of moving from there too much memories. How about you where you from?"
"I was born and raise Chicago now living in Orlando Florida I am in college there."
"Anyway you should go thanks for the little chat but I rather be alone right now. Another time another place our temperature would climb trust me but it only been a week she been gone."
"I know what you mean
the pain will ease if I can learn that there is no future
there is
no past no more I should live this moment as my last thank for the
chat I'll let you have your space hope to see you around."
"Long ago you might've lit up my heart But the fire's dead ain't never ever gonna start I promise her I will never fall in love again."
"I did the same thing but it is only us we must let go to know what's right No other course No other way No day but today fight hard live hard you know but I do understand she was your soul mate and he was my soul mate high school sweetheart good bye."
"What's your name?"
"Mariah they call me Mimi what's your name?"
"John."
"Good to meet you see you around."
"Yeah."
The week want by and John was checking out and getting ready to go Tahiti and Mariah was also checking out and John smile at her and left and John was waiting on the shuttle bus to take him to airport.
"You're leaving so soon?"
"I am going to Tahiti for 12nights."
"Oh my god so am I, that's cool at least I know someone on the ship."
"You are young you'll meet someone new."
"I know but I was just saying you know."
"Where we are going?"
"To the airport." They said together.
"Are you two together?"
"No."
"No."
"Will since you two are going to the same place I can take both of you to the airport."
"I don't mind sharing the shuttle bus with him."
"I don't have a problem."
"Okay let's go."
Mariah and John was quiet on the trip to the airport and when they got there John was nice of enough to pay for the ride and even gave the driver a tip and than they got check out and they took the plane to Tahiti and when they got on the ship John room was right around the corner from hers and John want to sleep he was tired and he didn't feel like partying that night.
"John it is okay to love again if you want to be with her you have my blessing."
John woke up and heard his cell phone ring and he answers it.
"John hey it is your mother."
"What's wrong mom?"
"I am just calling to tell you that all your things are pack up now and that everything is in storage just like you wanted."
"Thank you mom, mom can I you put dad on the phone?"
"Yeah hold on."
"John how are you?"
"I feel like shit but other than that I am well I guess listen would you mind if I move back home for a while?"
"You sure you want to do that?"
"I don't know what I want to do the reason I want to talk to you is after your divorce was you scare to date again?"
"Um yeah I was nervous to date again but I did do it and we are happy you know that why you met someone."
"She reminds me of Selena she is beautiful she has the most amazing eyes and the most beautiful smile but I keep hearing Selena telling me it is okay but when I wake up there is no one in the room."
"Son it is going to take time but if you think she is a nice of enough people go for it but it isn't any good if you still hung up on Selena."
"Mimi has baggage too that's her nickname her real name is Mariah she looks so much like Selena that beautiful olive tone with those brown eyes beautiful lips she is my younger version of Selena."
"John how old is she?"
"19years old."
"Don't you think that's little too young?"
"She lose her high school sweetheart in a car crash too that's why we hitting off so well."
"I don't know what to tell you, enjoy yourself okay we all miss you and we hope you come home soon."
"I will take care of myself and I'll be there to get my things but I am not staying in Tampa I don't know where I am going to go but I am going somewhere."
Meanwhile Mariah was on the deck and she was thinking about her fiancé.
"No more midnight rides with you No more secret rendezvous. I am going to miss all the things we will never do. I just cannot believe you left me here alone, how in this world can I make it on my own? Oh, it all seems so unfair. Just when I found you, I lost you."
"Mimi, please don't cry." John said walking over towards her.
"John, it hurts so bad I can not believe he is gone he just up and die on me." She cried.
"I know how you are feeling on that May 31st my Selena die on me because some motherfucker wanted to drink and drive."
"Where did she die at?"
"She dies on the highway in a four car crash."
"Was it highway 441?"
"Yes it was why?"
"My Michael was part of that crash oh my god they brought us here together."
"This is not happen how in the world did we get here I mean why we both us pick to go to Hawaii and to Tahiti?"
"Don't you see they want us to move on?"
"I can't move on."
"Either can I. I am much younger than you I have my whole life."
"I am not a walking dead man I am 30 years old now I am ready to be husband and have kids you just a baby just starting life."
"Age do not matter to me my Michael was year older than me so I like older men."
"Oh wow one year I am 11years older than you do know that?"
"Yeah so we both lose someone on the same day he been going to school working three jobs so we can go on this trip together."
"I know what you mean I work so hard we were going to come here next summer for our honeymoon. You want hang out tomorrow together?"
"When we dock?"
"Yeah want to I mean if you want to."
"Why not what can happen."
"Nothing."
"You keep thinking that."
The next morning John got ready, he had his t-shirt and short and sneakers on he want down the hall to get Mimi who was dress in a black and white summer dress and her sandals on.
"Hi."
"Hi."
"You look nice."
"Yeah you do too."
"Want to eat breakfast first than go sight seeing what ever you want to do you pick the activities we do today."
"Are serious if I want to shop all day you wouldn't mind doing that?"
"Will I don't think you don't look like a person who enjoy shopping."
"Looks can be fooling I love to shop."
"No wonder why Mike had to work three jobs."
"You telling me Selena didn't like to shop?"
"Oh yeah she love it and she love to buy me clothes even if it isn't worn out."
"Cool so we can do this telling me are you thrill seeker or not?"
"It all depends what it is."
"Feeding stingrays and sharks you up for that?"
"Wow I don't know about that but I'll try anything once."
"Yeah?"
"Yeah."
"Sweet lets go."
"What about breakfast?"
"Okay we can eat breakfast."
"Thank you I couldn't eat last night."
"Either could I."
"Table for two?" the server said
"Yes please."
"Follow me please."
