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[To The End]

[The Eyes of Sir Hellsing]

Sir Hellsing…

The title itself banned me from ever joining him in the darkness.

I thought that he knew that.

Never once did he give me reason to think that my wedding… and my daughter… would reduce him to a mute soldier.

That's all he is anymore.

He's no longer my caretaker and savoir… that he'd always been.

I regret nothing…

But I sometimes wish I could change fate anyway.

He only emerges from his dungeon for work. Seras keeps telling me how worried she is…

I wonder if she'll be able to stay with him once I'm gone…

Or if it will be just too much to see her master tear himself to pieces.

He will have a place in my heart until the end of time…

I never meant to do this to him…

But I thought he knew…