Can we escape our crazy side?

No, we can't.

Can we kill our deepest wish?

No, we can't.

But...

Can we destroy our hindrances?

Yes, yes we can.

"Takahashi-kun." "Y-Yes?" Misaki raised his heard after he heard his name, spoken out from his favorite Mangaka, Ijuuin Kyo. "…Sorry about before. It's not that I wanted to trouble you." He said while not looking into the small boys eyes. 'He's not allowed to see it.' He thought to himself.

After everything with the manuscript was done, Misaki went to the lift and was about to go back to the publishing. 'Ijuuin-sensei finally understands about the other day… I wonder…?' Misaki continued his walk with repeating thoughts like 'That's good, isn't it?' or 'But he didn't look me in the eyes.'

'Since he's the author I've liked for so long, I'm kind of sad. But it can't be helped…'

Misaki gave the building one last glance with a heavy, sad sigh. 'But still… I'm feeling depressed'

"Misaki, where's Nii-sama?" "Ah he has an interview in the Touzansou Hotel. He'll be back soon.", Answered Misaki Kaoruko, who wanted to go souvenir shopping before going back to France." "I want to go there too." "Eh? But-", Kaoruko broke him off. "There's very delicious chocolate in the hotel. I can use those as a souvenir to, right?" Misaki stayed silent. He was defeated.

"Usami-sensei." "Ijuuin-sensei." Usami spat his name cold, like it was the cruelest thing in the world. "Best regards today." Ijuuin answered a bit cheerfull. "Already time?" "No. We came early so I still have some time left." Usami answered cold. "Can we talk a bit? It's about Takahashi-kun." "…" Usami gave a silent nod.

"Uwah! It's delicious!" Misaki said cheerfully, after taking a little bite of the chocolate. "Yeah it is." Kaoruko agreed with him. "I want to see where they made it!" "You can't do that, Kaoruko." "That's unforgivable!" She said disappointed while they were walking back home. "You sure know what to say, Kaoruko-san-""Misaki! Theres a candy shop! Let's go there too!" Misaki looked surprised. "Eh? But we just had chocolate." "You never can have enough candy! Let's go!" Kaoruko dragged Misaki with her, far away from the place where Usmai and Ijuuin had a talk.

"…I apologize." Ijuuin said after a long pause. "What is this about?" "It's about Takahashi-kun." Usami gave a sigh. "Well, there's not much to talk about-""After I met you the other day, I thought about a lot of things. Afterall, I… I just can't give up on Takahashi-kun."

"…Ijuuin-sensei-""I know that he rejected me countless times, but my feelings aren't so weak that I would give up so easily." Usami stared at him. "…Are you saying Misakis feelings doesn't matter?" Ijuuin giggled and closed his eyes. "That's what it sounds like, doesn't it?" Usami glared at his smirk. "I'll say it as many times until you understand. Misaki is-""You know I don't want to trouble him or hurt his feelings… I just want this kid to stay by my side…" forever Ijuuin added in his thoughts. "I think you can understand that. This job looks amazing and all, but it's actually lonely. In the end, writing and drawing is a battle with one's own confidence. But, in the time when I had trouble, I met Takahashi-kun…" Usami stayed silent. "It's not like he said anything special, just things any fan would say. Even so, with shining eyes, he said staright to my face "I love sensei!". I think that time I fell deeply in love with him." He looked back at Usami and giggled again.

"Silly, isn't it? I was so surprised that it was something so ordinary… but I think, those are true words from heart. I could make various compliments and flowery words on the spot, but if the number increases, things that are not my true feelings are also included. That's why, this kid who showed me an honest attitude and turned his true feelings into words, is precious to me." Usami sank into his own thoughts. Never would he give his little Misaki away. Never.

"…I understand." Ijuuin gave a small sigh. "Yes. That's why I like him." "…I understand, but Ijuuin-sensei." He looked up to Usami. "Even so, Misaki belongs to me. I will never hand him over to anyone- especially you." Ijuuins expression darkened. His eyes covered with his bangs, his smirk falling down like paper in the rain. "Because my meeting with Misaki was destiny.", Akihiko said at the end. Kyo gave him a little smirk. His eyes stared back at Akihikos, making a desperate – but also crazy – look. 'We have something in common' he thought while staring at the authors expressionless face. "Destiny huh… what if I tell you I met him before you even knew he existed? Would that change your thoughts?" "No. The beginning and end don't matter." Kyo giggled again, but darker. "Fufufu… is that so? But Usami, when he gets into Marukawa publishing, the chance that he will work with me is pretty high. It's a shame that we have to fight every month, but if he's not happy, I'll steal him without any hesitation." He said while he hid his eyes again, which got a crazier look with every word he said. "Don't worry about it. That kind of thing will never happen." Usami answered him with a deep glare. Just what the hell does Ijuuin think he is? Just because Ijuuin said some sweet words, doen't mean he will get his Misaki that easily.

After a long silence, Usami turned around and was about to go to the hotel. But something made him stay. "USamI.", said Ijuuin with a dark, cold voice. "I DIDn'T waNT TO do tHIS, – wHIcH IS a lIE – bUt you LeAVE ME nO oTHEr cHoICe." He said while coming closer to Usami. "What do you-"He couldn't finish his sentence. Ijuuin already smashed a rusty metal rod, which he found before he went here and hid nearby, right into Usamis back head.

The shock Usami took left him without any emotions. He just fell without fighting back. Kyo kept on smashing the rod on Usamis body, hid head and heart especially. Blood came out of Usamis face in mouth, leaving his insides drowning in his own red liquid. But before Usami lost his mind, he saw Ijuuins disturbed face.

No lights. No pupils. Just a grey ball, what represents his eyes, tears of happiness falling down his face and a grin, which could represent the insanity itself.

But Usami won't give up. He just let Ijuuin throw the rod into the little sea beside them, running away from the place. Before he was able to close his eyes, he saw someone approaching him with a worried face, a face he knew for 4 years. 'Misaki…' He lost consciousness.

-Some minutes ago-

"Are you happy now?" Misaki asked Kaoruko, which is eating a lot of her souvenirs. Kaoruka just gave a childish nod and ate more. While they walked, they heard fast footsteps and quick panting. They turned around to see Ijuuin-sensei running into their direction. "Sensei! Is something wrong?" Ijuuin looked shocked after he heard Misakis voice, but smiled soon after. "I just had to grab some of my paper from my apartment." He pointed at some worksheets. Misaki gave him a silent nod. "I heard Usami has an interview at the hotel nearby. Why aren't you with him?" he asked, but realized that he shouldn't have done that. "Ah he's right! Come one Misaki!" Kaoruko said while dragging Misaki back to the hotel, with a shocking view.

"N-Nii-sama…", she said shocked.

"Eh? Kaoruko what's-". Now Misaki saw it too:

His lover lying in a pool of blood, trying everything to stay alive.

"USAGI-SAN", he screamed while running to him and grabbing his phone. "I'll call an ambulance! You'll be fine!" Akihiko gave him one last glance, before losing his mind.

His hindrance destroyed, the maniac had now a free way to get his happy end.

But don't worry! That's not the end. That would be too short and boring, right?

Because the maniac had a back thought about his actions.

Usami is eliminated, but only for now. He could wake up again and eliminate the Maniac. Did you really thought…

he didn't smack his back head on purpose?

Now, lovely readers, I will warn you. This story makes everything have a complete different turn, were the unexpected shall be expected and the happy end will have a bad end for one of our beloved characters.

Do you really want to continue and read this story and its coming chapters? If so, you shall remember that you were warned. If not, leave this story in your memories. Maybe you'll think again.