Ch 2 A new life?

Bella's POV

(Suicide)

I took a knife and placed it on my wrist. I had already written a note to my father and left one so he could send to my mother.

"Edward, I'm sorry, but without you life has no meaning. I have no desire to life what so ever. I love you." I whispered and closed my eyes, slicing my wrists open.

I felt pain, but nothing compared to the pain of Edward's loss. I felt myself drifting away into the darkness and was grateful.

Now:

I woke up in a bright place. What in the name of hell is this? Everything was so bright here and it's not a hospital that much I'm sure of. Just when I thought this couldn't get creepier someone whispered my name.

"Bella?" I turned quickly at the sound of my name. Who is this? I can't even see him. It was so bright, he appeared as a shadow.

"Yes?" I asked. He sighed.

"Oh Bella, what have you done?" He asked a little sympathetic. I frowned; I didn't like people feeling sorry for me. He chuckled. "Bella, I feel sorry for what happened to you." He said. What? Can he read my mind? "Yes Bella I can." Wow.

I looked into the light and answered his first question. "Well, I killed myself." I said.

He shook his head. "Why?"

I looked down at my hands as I spoke. "Because, I fell in love, but the person I loved didn't love me anymore, so I couldn't take my life."

He walked over to me, a shadow still covering him. "Bella, who did you fall in love with?" He asked. I looked up and answered.

"A vampire. His name was Edward Cullen." I said. He gasped.

"You fell in love with a vampire?" He asked too stunned for words. I nodded. "This is different. Oh and Bella by the way you are at the gate of heaven. I'm God." He stated. Are you serious? I'm having a chat with God right now? He laughed and nodded his head.

"So what am I doing here?" I asked. He turned serious now and touched my cheek with his shadowed hand.

"Dear Bella, would you like a second chance to live again on Earth?" He asked. I thought about that.

"But I don't want to be human. Can I go back as a vampire?" I asked.

"Why?" He asked.

"Human is what brought me to this. I don't want to suffer like this anymore."

He nodded. "I truly made you a strange child." I laughed. "Ok Bella, I will let you go back to Earth as a vampire, but you will be different. No one will be able to recognize you. You must choose a different name than Bella."

I thought about that. I really wanted to keep Bella. So I picked out the name Annabella.

"That's beautiful." God said.

"Thank you."

"Ok Bella, close your eyes and I will change you." I did as I was told. "Ok Bella, or should I say Annabella, open your eyes."

I slowly opened them and saw myself in the mirror he held and gasped.