He He! I'm back with chapter 2! I already have one review and an alert! I feel so special! Thank you, Deishi-Sama and AnsemMesna!!
Anyway, there are actually a lot of songs I listen to as I type this.
Stupid Girl – Cold
Ocean Avenue – Yellow card
Michi (To you all) – Aluto
All Around Me – Flyleaf
Victoriam Speramus - Krypteria
But none of them have to do with the plot. (Not that I know of right now anyway. If I think more about them and the lyrics then they might.) Somehow though they influence me…So maybe they do… There's only one song that actually I listen to which has to do with this.
Strawberry Gashes – Jack Off Jill
Disclaimer: I don't own Death Note, Matt, or BB. Just this messed up/disturbing story plot.
The man named Rue Ryuzaki stood up from his bent-over bow and stood there, slouching. Matt stared at him. He opened his mouth
(ryuzaki… L…is that him no he's dead that's impossible)
but no words came out. 'Are they brothers or something? They look exactly alike!' The man had raven black hair that looked like it hadn't been brushed or shampooed or anything in weeks. He had deep, dark lines underneath his eyes, from either no sleep or just he puts on a bunch of eyeliner. His skin was incredibly pale like he had never seen the sun. Ryuzaki noticed Matt trying to talk.
"What is it? Do you have something to say?" He questioned a soft smile on his face. The boy closed his mouth and shook his head. "Okay. Well. Are you hungry? Or thirsty?"
Those words made him remember how hungry he was and his stomach pains came back. He nodded to Ryuzaki. "Come along." He motioned for Matt to follow him into he kitchen. The amber red head followed him. Ryuzaki opened the mini fridge. He pulled out a new, never opened jar with something in it. Matt read the label and it was strawberry jam.
(strawberries…strawberry gashes…all over all over)
"Would you like some jam?" Ryuzaki said kindly to him. "Um…Sure." Was the quiet reply from Matt. Ryuzaki handed the boy the jar. Matt stood there, holding the jam, looking at it. "Are you going to eat it?" The man asked him, looking down at him. "Uh…"
Ryuzaki ignored him and took out another already opened jar. He popped the lid off and stuck his hand in. He took out a glob of pink mush and stuck it in his mouth. Matt stared at him, a look of shock and disgust on his face. Ryuzaki looked at him, jam on the side of his mouth. "Is something wrong? Do you not like jam? Or are you unable to eat? Should I feed you?" Ryuzaki questioned. Matt shook his franticly. "N-No. It's just… you eat it without bread or anything?"
"Why would I do that?" Ryuzaki said to him, like it was completely insane. "Eating with your hands lets you get more." Matt slowly backed away from the deranged man. He fucking ate jam with his bare hands! He is insane! What's next? He is a murderer?! "Um... Do you have anything else?" Matt put the jam on the counter beside the mini fridge. The man looked through the fridge, a single finger in his mouth, a hand holding open the door. "No. All I have is jam. Oh!" He closed the fridge. He turned to the boy. "Excuse me! I have completely forgotten to ask you if you wanted some tea!" He said in panic, like he did a huge and unforgivable sin. "Um… Yes, please." Matt said shyly. Ryuzaki went over to the single cabinet and took out two cups and two packets of tea. He placed the packets in the cups and grabbed a kettle that slept on the counter. Ryuzaki filled it up with water from the sink and put it on the stove top. He turned the stove on and set it to the right temperature.
"So it's not broken after all…" Matt thought to himself.
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They sat at the table, drinking their tea and making small talk. Matt thought the tea tasted like shit but drank it anyway to be polite and he desperately needed to fill his stomach with something. He was still trying to get over the jam incident.
"So what were you doing on the streets of Tokyo all by yourself?" Ryuzaki asked him, a smile on his face. Matt looked down. He remembered Mello and Near and Wammy' House.
(that god forsaken orphanage where he met mello the asshole of all time)
"I…I'd rather not talk about it." He choked out. He held back tears. He had no idea why he was about to cry over them.
(cry baby)
Ryuzaki noticed this and didn't ask him any further. He stood and went to the boy's side. He rested a hand on his shoulder, making Matt look up. He bent over and hugged the broken boy. Matt sat there in shock. He didn't pull away or shove him off. He was actually happy this man was hugging him. He had never been hugged before by anyone. Not Mello. Not Near. Not even his own parents. No one. Now he did start crying. The man held on tighter. He feared the boy would leave if he let go. Matt eventually hugged him back. They sat there for what felt hours but was only minutes. They both pulled away when Matt stopped crying. He pushed his goggles on to his forehead. He wiped his eyes of extra tears.
Ryuzaki knelt in front of him. He pet his hair again. "You look quite handsome without your goggles, you know." The man smiled. "Is he a pedophile or something? Wait, I'm eighteen. So he's not a pedophile but still…He's hitting on me." Matt knew he liked men but he was not fully gay. He was bisexual, as he tried to explain to Mello so many times. He knew deep down that Mello was gay. He was actually the first and only boy that Matt liked. That is until now. Was he seriously going to fall for a man he met not even an hour ago? What if the man was just kidding? Or what if he wasn't gay?
Matt blushed at the comment. "I would like to see you without them more." Ryuzaki said, taking the goggles fully off his head. He kissed his forehead. "Much better." He smiled at Matt. Matt's face turned an even deeper shade of pink. It became red. Ryuzaki noticed this and let out small laugh. "Am I embarrassing you? I'm sorry."
Matt was silent. He didn't know what to say. His heart was beating faster and faster.
(BA-BUMP BA-BUMP BA-BUMP)
Ryuzaki had a look of worry on his face. "What's wrong? Do I frighten you?" He asked. Matt slowly shook his head. "No… I'm just surprised. First you take me in, offer me your food, hold me, then compliment me and kiss me." Matt responded quietly. "Is that bad? I won't kiss you anymore if you don't want me to. If it really makes you that uncomfortable…"
"N-No! It doesn't make me uncomfortable at all! I actually am enjoying your affection very much!!" He yelled out. He quickly covered his mouth. Why did he say that? He practically just confessed his sexuality and his feelings towards this random man.
(is there a such thing as love at first sight no I don't think so well I do)
Ryuzaki smiled softly. "Enjoying? So you're gay, eh?" he said removing Matt's hand, not letting go of it after. "I'm not gay… I'm bisexual." Matt muttered, blushing as Ryuzaki held onto his hand. "Hmm? Bisexual? You like women and men…"
"Y-Yeah." Ryuzaki started to rub his thumb on Matt's gloved hand. "Hmm." Ryuzaki made the sound quietly, thinking about the boy. Should he make him his pet? What if he belonged to someone else? ...Well, fuck them. Matt is his now. Matt is his special pet, to be forever his. He knew the boy would agree. Ryuzaki slowly rose his head up, pressing his lips onto Matt's.
Cliff hanger? Read chapter three to find out how Matt reacts! Reviews are very much welcome! Also! Also! Tonight is episode 35 of Death Note!! Matt's English voice shall be heard!!
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