For me my world changed 1 day 5 months ago. I was forced to grow up. I'm leader of my kind. I can pinpoint the exact day that my world changed it was Friday, October 13th. In fact it is the start to my story, and to my journey. It was the day I became pregnant, and the day my blood was irreversibly altered. I say no more and show you the rest.

Jacob kissed my gently looking deep into my eyes.

"Are you sure?" Jacob asked lovingly.

"I've never been more sure of anything in my life." I replied into his sweet lips.

Slowly he kissed me then, but I didn't want slow. I nipped at Jacobs bottom lip and rolled him over.

Gently I kissed his chest dipping lower and lower as I placed kisses on my way down. I pulled down his zipper and that's when things got hurried. Before I knew it I was on my back with Jacob looking at me adoringly before him slowly entering me. It was so beautiful that in his eyes and in this moment I knew I could love no other more than I did him. The pain was harsh at first but Jacob slowly pulled out then gently pushed all the way to the hilt in. I moaned as the pain turned into something beautiful. It made me want more, but I was unsure if Jacob would give me more. So I resorted to the only thing I could do in the position I was in.

"Jake please, Harder. Mhmm Please!" I moaned.

Jacob sped up then bringing us to a climax so beautiful it brought stars to my eyes. Gently laying to the side of me Jacob kissed my forehead. I smiled and walked into the bathroom to clean up slightly. Jacob followed and did the same.

"Uh oh. Um Bella." Jacob said guiltily.

"What's wrong?" I asked gently.

"We didn't use a condom." Jacob said quietly.

"Jacob I'm sure there's probably nothing to worry about it was our first time. " I said calmly.

A/N Famous last words Bella. Alright guys I'm back. In order to get all of my stories up and running without a jumble and actually making sense. I need a beta. Simple as that. I will not continue my stories without one. Because of my medical problems I need someone to oversee or in this case beta my work. I usually pride myself in my ability to edit work, and am embarrassed to have to ask, but will someone PLEASE beta my stories. I'm begging. Read and Review also. I love hearing what yall think weather it be bad or good reviews any reviews are nice! Thank you!