Second chapter is up. As you may see I'll write every chapter like a episode of Skins. For every character. I'm just changing some staff so they make sense with my OC.
Hope you like it. Cheers! :-)
EPISODE 1X02- COOK
I'm fucking 17 years old. That was my first thought when I woke up. Next one was the fact that I didn't wake up alone. That's not fucking first time. But it felt different. And I fucking didn't like that. Marissa stayed over last night. Bought me a present and everything. And I didn't fuck anybody else for a week. I fucking hated this. I have to get laid tonight. And not with her. Definitely not with her. I got up and started to get dressed while watching her. Stop it Cook! Right fucking now. She started to wake up.
''Good morning birthday boy!'' she said smiling and I couldn't help but smile also.
''Good morning princess.'' I said and put my shirt on. She toke the bottle of vodka and had some then throw it my way. I caught it easily.
''To have something to fuel you up.'' she said while getting up. I couldn't help myself and watched her naked body walking around trying to find clothes.
''Cheers!'' I said and toke the swing.
It was strange. For a long time it was only Freddie, JJ and me for my birthday. No mum, no fucking dad. No fucking presents. And now she was here. She had presents and fucking vodka. It was like she fucking knew me. I didn't like this. Not one fucking bit. Getting laid tonight is what I need.
''Well... Have a good day at pub.'' She said and started to go.
''What? You're not coming to mine amazing party?'' I couldn't help but ask. Shut the fuck up Cook!
''I thought you would want to have some fun, girl fun, involving getting laid.'' She said looking strange. Well, fuck her. She wasn't supposed to know that.
''Right... That doesn't mean you have to be fucking absent. Only if you have problem...'' I started and then stopped taking more vodka.
''Problem with what?'' She said lighting up a smoke. I watched her lips while she breathed out smoke. ''You fucking other girls? It's not like you are not doing it already.'' She said smiling and rolling her eyes. ''See you if I see you.'' She said and walked out.
What the fuck just happened? I fucking hate girls. Fucking cunts.
Freddie, JJ and me were walking down the street on our way to pub. I was already drink. Thanks to Marissa and her vodka. Stop thinking about her Cook. I was singing Ace of spades and having a blast. Not thinking about fucking... Stop Cook.
''Dude, calm down a bit. It's like five o'clock. Neighbors' hasn't even started yet.'' Freddie said sounding worried. Good ol' Freds.
''Sorry, actually no, not sorry. I'm so fucking stoked man. I'm 17 today. That's an event horizon, that's a milestone.'' I said taking more vodka. This is my fucking day. I smiled a tapped Freddie on the back.
''Isn't 18 traditionally the age...'' JJ started. What the fuck was wrong with them. It was my birthday. THE reason to get shitfaced.
''Fuck tradition.'' I said and started walking faster. Maybe if they fucking start to drink, they won't be such wankers.
''Just hope some people turn up.'' said Freddie. He means Effy of , Stonem twins. You're fucking doing it again, my mind said.
''They'll come.'' Of course they will. It was my fucking party.
''You invited half the college.'' said JJ. They were really pissing me off. Thanks to fucking God I had my precious bottle of vodka.
''All I know it involves my dick getting damp.'' I said smirking. Mine mane goal for the evening. Laid. Me. Laid. Me. Fucking. Me. Marissa. No, no... Not Marissa. I saw a couple of prep boys. Exactly what I need. To fucking beat someone up.
''What are you looking at, you posh student bastards?'' I was ready, but Freddie and JJ stopped me and bustards run away. Stupid wankers... I need to hit somebody. Hopefully with my dick.
''We're here.'' I said when I spotted the pub. ''Best pub in the west.''
I met the boys with Uncle Keith. The fucking legend. He scored me some drugs. Now that's what I call a good fucking birthday. When I ordered one more beer, girls started coming through the door. And I couldn't help myself but look for Marissa. She got in the last in the same outfit from last night. I remembered taking that off.
''Look man, look at that. Quality totty. That's top shelf shit. I'm happy to introduce you to my legendary night out in celebration of my birthday.'' I said smiling. I said hello to the girl, looking at Effy. If I tapped that, Marissa and me would definitely be over. Right... Mission for tonight. Ger laid. With Effy.
We sat around talking and I got up to bring us more drinks. Tequila!
''He's fun.'' I heard Katie say and Freddie answering something like ''You have no idea.'' Well, they fucking don't.
''He already had half the bottle of vodka.'' JJ said like it was some big achement. Effy smiled in his way and added ironically. ''Really, how crazy.''
''I think we have to send him in rehab.'' Marissa added while rolling her eyes. I looked at her before taking my first shout. She just smirked. Laid. Tonight. Effy. Me.
''It's shit.'' Effy finished complains of how stupid and fucking boring the party is. Well fuck them, if they want a party I'll give them a fucking party. Only I had no idea where to take. Luckily Freddie's sister, lovely pussy Karen had her party and I had the drugs they needed. The party was actually a wedding, but what the fuck. Drinks were free and soon to be married Kayleigh was smoking. And her dad was no other then Jonny fucking White. Well, fuck this will be fun.
''He's legend.'' I said while downing my 10 glass of champagne. I fucking hate champagne.
''He murdered those two nuns over a pint of Guinness.'' Freddie said worriedly. ''Allegedly.'' Added Kayleigh. Fucking right, allegedly. Well she was stupid as she was smoking. Marissa rolled her pretty eyes again and I felt my cock coming to life. Fuck her. Laid. Me. Effy, I kept repeating in my head. That was my fucking mantra tonight.
''I heard he stabbed a policeman in the neck with a stuffed guilleniot.'' JJ added. I rolled eyes. This was getting fucking boring, very fucking soon.
''Who's up for some drugs?'' I asked and everybody said yes. Now, that's what I call a party.
Crazy girl, Panda took whole bag of my drugs. Bloody fantastic! Why the fuck would somebody to that?
Kayleigh took me to side and promised a her nice ass if I get more drugs. Easy, I thought smirking. I got out to ask for a little help from my boys. Marissa and Effy were dancing and JJ and Freddie were looking at them.
''I thought you liked Marissa.'' said Freddie. No, I didn't.
''I already tapped that. Good fuck, but that's all. Now her sister...'' I said smirking.
''JJ likes her.'' Freddie said covering for himself. Right JJ. Jesus fucking Christ Freddie, get a pair of balls would you.
''Well fuck me. Sorry JJ, bur who comes first, fuck the first.'' I said tapping him on the shoulder. I had a idea. A good fucking idea.
After I finished my singing I looked at my prospects for tonight. Effy was standing next to Marissa giggling. She was pissed off drunk and high. Just how I liked it. I don't attach. Everybody leaves me. Look at my mum and dad. Don't attach, that's the lesson I learned. I was preparing to leave off the stage when someone pushed me. It was Jonny fucking White and his fucking gorillas.
''I'm upset Cookie. You made me look like a fucking idiot and I'm not used to that, you know?'' He asked getting into my face. Was he fucking kidding me?
''Are you sure?'' I just couldn't beat my tongue. I knew Freddie was there to cover my back. He was always there. My only constant in life. I felt knuckles connecting with my face and it felt good. Back to old Cook. The one without attachments.
''I wanna teach this fucker a lesson he'll never forget.'' Jonny said and they started taking me to other room. Good. Beat the shit out me. That's something I know. I know how it feels. It's simple, all I need. I saw panicked look on Marissa's face and Freddie coming over. I smirked.
''See? You tried to ruin my lovely party. And now rally bad things are gonna happen.'' Jonny kept talking. I just wished he would hit me again. And I knew what to say to tip him off. ''It was worth it. Her tits were mint.'' I said smirking with my bloody lip. Finally I felt his arm connecting with my face again. I welcomed the pain. Feeling I know. Feeling I deal with.
''He's very sorry.'' Freddie finally jumped in. ''I'll take him home, and we're leaving. We don't want to upset your beautiful daughter any more.'' Oh I wanted to upset her. I wanted to upset her very much. But I kept my mouth shut this time. My head was starting to hurt.
''You're right. She's beautiful. It's your lucky day. Let him go.'' said Jonny and Freddie grabbed me before I could say anything more. Soon we were running.
''That's far enough.'' I said after at lest half an hour of running. At least it felt like that. ''Cool party. Cheers!'' I said trying to catch my breath. Fighting, getting drink and high... I just needed to get laid and SHE will be out of my system. But the more I thought about it, the more I wanted to get laid with her.
''You' re fucking unbelievable.'' Said Freddie. Well, I know that...
''I needed to get laid, man.'' I answered like it explains everything. And I still do, I might add.
''You're always fucking trying to get laid.'' Freddie said pissed off.
''I try. I succeed. Right?'' I asked smirking at Marissa. She was laughing with Effy and Panda. She was fucking beautiful. ''Speaking of which...'' I got back on my track. ''Any of you girls fancy it?'' I asked lighting up a smoke.
''No, thanks. You're repulsive.'' Answered Katie. Well, one down three to go. I looked at Panda. She answered with really fucking high answer.
''How about it then, Peachy?'' I asked Marissa putting my hand on wall next to her. She looked at me smiling. This is it, I thought. ''Looks like it's just me and you.'' She laughed at looked at me. And just when I thought I had her, she turned around to Panda. ''Come on, we're going home.'' She said and Panda and Katie followed. But Effy? The other twin stayed looking at me with big blue eyes.
''Effy?'' Marissa called with a question.
''I think I'm gonna stay.'' Effy answered and for a moment Marissa looked like she's going to vomit. This is just what I needed, right?
''Ok'' Marissa answered not taking her eyes off me. I had decencies to look away. I felt ashamed. But why? This is what I do. When I looked up, she was gonne. But Fredie was there. Oh, right. Freddie liked Effy.
''Let's go somewhere else.'' I said putting my arms around Effy. She drunkenly leaned on me. ''To find you two some women.'' I added with a smirk.
''I'm not going anywhere.'' Said Freddie looking at Effy.
''Why the fuck not?'' I asked even thou I knew the answer.
''I'm tired.'' said Freddie starting to walk away. ''I'm going home.''
''How the fuck tired?'' I asked ''It's only two.''
He turned around looking at me and at that moment I felt the weight of everything on me. I let Effy go and she leaned on the wall. ''I'm tired of you man.'' He said and turned around to go. Fuck, Cook. You really fucked up. But this is good. You're leaving all of your attachment at the age 16. No more heart- breaks. No more people leaving you behind. ''What the fuck that means?'' I yelled. I just needed to hear it.
''It means I can't look after you any more.'' Freddie answered, turning around one more time.
''Well fuck you then. Go on, fuck of home.'' I yelled and looked at JJ. She nodded his head after Freddie left our sight. I looked at Effy and she smirked leaning on me again. We were off.
''Where are we?'' asked JJ when we came on our destination.
''It's a club JJ.'' Effy answered before I could. I smirked at her. ''A girl club.'' I added not taking my eyes off her. I just needed to fuck her and get it over with. ''Wait for me here while Effy and I...Well you know.'' I said tapping JJ on the shoulder. JJ looked at me and Effy.
''But Freddie..'' I cut him off. ''Freddie's gonne JJ. So fucking forget about him and go in.'' I said softly. He looked at us one more time and was on his way.
''I thought Freddie's your best mate.'' Asked Effy while we were looking for a dark street. Why was she talking?
''And I thought Marissa's your sister?'' I asked smirking at her and grabbing her ass.
''Fuck you.'' she said bitterly and leaned on the wall. ''Are we gonna fuck or what?''
''That's why I'm here princess.'' I said and garbed her ass again while she hooked her legs around my waist. Calling her princess sounded fucked up. Marissa was princess, not her. She pulled my pants off and grabbed my dick. I moaned.
''You like that?'' she asked.
''Shut the fuck up.'' I said before taking her. I really didn't need to hear her voice. It was so muck like Marissa's, but at the same time so different.
I couldn't believe it. We were at the club picking JJ and Jonny fucking White was there. Tied up, getting spanked. I laughed at him and started to go, but he didn't let me.
''Hey Cookie. Does your mummy know where you are?'' She asked ironically. I stopped. Oh. he didn't just go there. My mother was of subject. Even to JJ and Freddie.
''What?'' I asked looking at him. I felt JJ and Effy stiff beside me.
''Your mum. I bet you're apple of her cunting eye.'' He said.
''Shut up! Don't speak about my mom.'' I said getting in his face.
''I think you came her to see her.'' He added and I started seeing red. I gave punch after punch in his face. I thought about mum, about dad, about Freddie and Marissa. All the attachments in my life I didn't need. Finally I stopped and turned to go. When we were at the door we heard Jonny.
''This isn't over. You're dead man.'' For the first time on my life I was scared.
I had to see Freddie. Make at least something right tonight. I woke him up and we meat in the shed. Our hiding place. I opened the can of beer at kept staring ahead of me.
''Jesus man. have you not stopped drinking?'' Freddie asked me.
''Oh don't be a cock about it. I've been up all night.'' Screwing the girl you like, screwing my life. ''So what are we doing today?'' I asked taking the sip of my beer.
''Didn't you hear me last night? He asked getting serious.
''Oh come on man. You were just in the bad mood.'' I answered hopping I was right. I wasn't too late, right?
''Yes I was. Cos you almost got us killed.'' Freddie said sitting down.
I smirked. ''Yeah, sorry about that.''
Freddie looked like a he saw me with two heads. ''You're apolozing. That's a first.''
I looked ahead of me again. Maybe I could say something honest for a change. ''Something happened. I wasn't me. I was me.'' I started, not making any sense. But this night. Things I did. To him, to Effy, to Marissa, to me... Freddie just kept on looking at me. ''I don't know. I did something stupid. Something really stupid. Something I wouldn't have done if you were there.'' I finished taking one more seep of beer. I wasn't talking just about Jonny.
''Do you want it die? Is that what you want mate?'' Freddie asked me. And I didn't know how to answer. Sometimes I felt dead anyway.
''I need you with me man. Because it's us. Me, you, JJ. Best mates for life.'' I said and the really looked at him. ''I fucking love you man. I fucking love you to bits.''
Freddie just looked at me and nodded his head. I so I was forgive. But it was close. I was close to losing my best mate. And why? Because I fucking didn't know how to deal.. How to deal with attachment.
