How About Forever :2
Emily's POV
Alison loves me. She might not know she told me but i still counts to me. After Alison stops speaking i started to open my eyes. She was beside me openly weeping.
I can tell she is felling guilty. I try to comfort her by giving her a hug but she still was crying.
"I'm sorry em but I'm going to leave." She says getting up to leave.
"Ali don't go. I don't want to be alone." I say trying to get her to stay.
"Maybe five more minutes but I'm going to wash my face. Back in a minute."
When she gone all i can think about what she said and i know she doesn't know i know but i want to talk about it. I'm not going to bring it up though because i don't want to scare her off or make her feelings disappear. This is the longest minute of my life but it's like that every time Ali is gone. When she disappeared it was the longest 2 years of my life. Then there's A making us feel bad about our self's and telling all our secrets. We never know when A will strike or who he/she will pick on. This is why i understand why Ali doesn't want to tell me about her feelings.
My thoughts then are interrupted by the beautiful blonde returning to the room. She came back over to the seat beside my bed and sits down, i grab her hand so i can hold it.
"Ali do you want to talk about it." i say trying to sound oblivious to the crying and speech earlier.
"Just one question, was it my fault."
I pause. I know the answer but i also know the guilt Alison feels. I have to lie.
"No it wasn't your fault. Why would you ask that?"
"A text me about it." I can tell Alison was starting to tear up again.
"Let me see it."
Alison hands me her phone and i bring up A's text. I read it aloud.
"You say you love her. you say you care but when she needs you you're never there. You're Driving her into the grave. AD
"Em be honest, did i cause the accident."
"NO, i bought the whiskey and i drank it. Then i decided to drive my car."
"YOU WERE DRINKING! how come no one told me."
"Hannah never told you." I begin to turn away because one i'm ashamed and i didn't want to explain why i was drinking.
"Em why were you drinking."
I just ignored her hoping she'd let it go but no.
"Em why?"
"I was drinking to get over you."
