Ripped Disclaimer: Not mine never will be. Please note though every chapter will be a different point of view. One from the boy, one from the girl.

He hates everything. He hates me. He hates calm. He hates chaos. And we can do nothing to help him. The others have given up. They've all abandoned hope of bringing what's left of our group back together because of him. Doesn't he know how I am feeling? My friend died and I had to watch. She crumpled to the ground bleeding and I had to watch. He made her scream in pain and I had to watch. He beat her. And I had to watch. And then he killed her. Tortured her to death. Waited till she was on the edge and was unconscious then brought her round. Then sent one more unforgivable at her. She died screaming. All through this I was bound gagged and almost unhurt. How can I blame him for hating me? I hate myself.

I tried. I wanted to help him. I thought that if he could forgive me I could forgive myself. But he can't. And I realize now I can never forgive myself. I should have broken free. I'm a bloody witch for fuck's sake! I should be able to do something. But no. I can't. Not when it's needed. When I could do some good. I've given up on school. There's no point. In fact I have given up on everything magic. It didn't help me when I needed it so it won't now. I don't do anything. My grades have gone through the roof. Only problem is I'm sitting on the first floor. Mum and Dad are dead so no hassle from them. Why did this happen? Why can't he just let me say goodbye? He sees me he runs away. He ignores me. And there's nothing I can do.

But I need to see him. He is my last link, my last hope to get the group together again. So I'm following him. And that's why I'm behind this rock with him on the other side. That's why I'm staring at the lake. What I don't know is why I'm going round to talk to him. What I don't know why he isn't leaving. What I don't know is why I'm sitting next to him. What I don't know is why I am going to say what I am going to say. But I take the breath anyway.