Do you remember me?
Im sure you dont
Its like over the past few months I've become invisable
Only four people can see me
My parents,
and my two friends
God, please dont let my friends leave
I never had many friends
I havent slashed in awhile
The scabs are quite faint now
They look angry, red
but they dont hurt
I often wonder if I'll get scars from this
How would I explain that?
But then
What person actually looks at a persons elbow?
Ive been getting knots now
I wonder if they're guilt
Knowing what im doing
Knowing that I shouldnt
My chest aches
And deep knots get tied
They hurt
They hurt much more than when I slash
Have you noticed that I never say "cut"?
Cause its not cutting really
Cutting involves blood
I just break the skin
Hmmm . . .
I wonder if I'll start again
My chest aches now
The knots are being tied
I think that this is helping
Getting rid of all my thoughts
Its like they're flowing away
Of course they'll come back soon
When I get to class and my friends aren't there
and I sit miserably by myself and try to look like i dont care
Even though inside im crying
Im leaving now
and your going to forget me again
just like everyone else does
But this time its by my hand
Not others
and I have to say im glad
Good-bye
OBLIVIATE!
Thank you for reading
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