Monday, January 9th
As I walked up to the West Wood high I noticed the great amount of people in there groups smoking, drinking, and some even making out right outside the school doors. The people may have looked scary but the school itself didn't look that bad. From the outside, it looked to be about 2 stories. Three of the classroom windows were broken and covered up by black trash bags. I walked through the main doors to the school and quickly pulled out my map to find my homeroom.
"38B." I said out load to no one. Then I wondered off into the school looking for classroom 38B. I wish the school's hallways where painted different colors then all white. I must have spent a good 10 minutes going into a circle before I ran into them.
"Oh geez I'm sorry." I said slowly looking up from my school map.
"Bitch, you better watch yourself." It was Tyler smiling ear to ear, with his gang.
"Thank god! Someone I know."
"Tyler who's your whore?" said a boy with pale skin, unlike the others. This boy had a mousey quality about him. I don't know if it was his front teeth that stuck out a little further than they should. Or is big frantic blue eyes, but he reminded me of a mouse.
"She ain't a whore, she's one of us." I must have looked confused because Tyler continued, "oh yes! Stef let me show you the gang!" He said motioning to the mousey boy. "This is Lucas Harry Dick." Lucas playfully punched Tyler in the arm. Tyler laughed and moved on. "This is Hodgy... Who you met the other night... He's an uuuugly ass!"
Hodgy moved up close to me like he did that night at the pizza place.
"Girl I'd watch you back around here! Give me sass again and-"
"Ok!" Tyler said cutting Hodgy off. He turned to a tall guy who looked to be about 20. He had a sliver grill in his mouth with diamonds embroidered into it. His eyes where like Tyler's... But not as special. his eyes where brown, but they didnt have that child like look to them like Tyler's eyes did. "This is left Brian!"
Left brain put his hand out for me to shake.
"Ill be around this school if you need some blow, darling." Left brain said as he gave my hand a nice firm shake.
"This is Frank Ocean and Jasper." Tyler said doing a 180. Frank looked smart. He looked smart and sexy all at once and it was really hot. Jasper was heavy set and had a hint of stubble. They both nodded there heads to me and smiled.
"Tyler," Frank said taking a step forward. "Don't forget the boys who ain't here."
Tyler smiled at him, "oh yeah. Stef this ain't the whole crew. There's Syd, Mike G, Taco, L-boy and Domo. don't worry there all fags." Then the bell rang for first period.
"Frank your in fucking 38B right?" Tyler asked "Yeah." Frank replied "Take the her there." He said walking away with the other guys. Frank looked at me for a second.
"What? Got a staring problem?"
"Oh no sorry." I said blushing and looking to the ground.
"I'm just joking with you girl!" I smiled "well I guess we should go to homeroom."
Me and Frank hung out most of the school day we had most of are periods together. Tyler was in my math and English class and some of the other boys here and there. Frank loves to write and sing. Word in the street he's pretty good too. I asked him to song for me but he said HES shy. He also explained to me a lot of things about the gang and the town. Like that my the first girl that Tyler's been semi-nice to. Another thing was, When Tyler or any of the others call me names they don't mean it. I kinda guessed that one. And if and when the guys try to use me for lust/sex to run to either Tyler or himself.
After school we all met up behind Walmart, there was an abandoned skate part there that no one but them know about. It was nice for being abandoned. I mean, sure, the blue paint on some of the rails was chipping off really bad. And there was spray painted penis everywhere, and most of the trees and plants where badly overgrown, But it was relaxing.
I sat under one of the overgrown trees as the boys skateboarded. I could get use to this town. I mean so the kids are a little rough but now that Tyler has taking a liking to me it looks like things will be easier. After about an hour Hodgy and Jasper started to smoke weed. I felt like it was time to go home. So I said goodbye to Frank and was walking over to Tyler.
"Hey Tyler," I said, distracting him from skating.
"Bitch I'm skating! Can't you see?"
"I'm sorry I just wanted to say goodbye!" I hated how he called me his bitch, slut, whore, ext. I mean I know he doesn't mean it but still.
"Stef come over to the shed with me for a second." Left brain said to me grabbing my hand and basically dragging me to the shed. Oh my god... What if he is going to rape me? Forget all I said early. I missed my old home.
"Left Brain I- um... I don't know you that... Well... Please don't-"
"Chill!" He snapped at me, "I just wanted to ask why the hell is a girl like you hanging around with us!?"
"Does it look like I have anything better to do?"
"Bitch! Don't give me attitude!"
"Sorry."
"Listen you ain't leaving this skate park until you see who all us boys really are? Got it? At night we different people."
"Oh but... I have to get home."
"I don't give a fuck!" He laughed. "Don't worry we'll get you home."
"But my dad-"
"Here!" Left brain said shoving a stick of weed in my mouth. "Now breath in." I shook my head no. So left brain held me there my hands pinned on the old sheds walls, the weed in my mouth for so long I had no choose but to breath in. "Good girl."
Admittedly after I took the long drag I felt dizzy and happy. I took another drag and another. Then I drank a beer and took another drag and beer. Soon I was grinding up against Tyler in my bra and thong. Then I was in the back of Franks car. The advents where followed by a pounding in my head and darkness.
"Good morning Stef... Wakey wakey." It was Frank. I was in his room sleeping on his chair. He was sitting in the floor beside me in his boxers. He had his arms around me.
"Sorry you looked cold."
"Um..." I said wiggling out of his grasp."
"Are you ok?"
"Yeah. What happened last night?" I said as the throbbing in my head started again.
"You got drunk and high... You and left brain where wasted so early then you went with Tyler and Syd to a club and fooled around. I picked Tyler, Syd, and yourself up. But you all were so wasted I could get directions for where you lived so I just took you home."
I was frantic, "oh my god?! DID I HAVE SEX?! WHAT ABOUT MY DAD?! OH MY GOD!"
"No you didn't have sex, I don't think. And just tell him the truth."
"He's going to kill me!"
"Better then lying."
I smiled at Frank. I looked at myself and realizing I was still in my bra and thong. Then I looked at the clock. It was 10:00 I was late for school.
"What about school?"
"I already called them. Told them you where sick."
"I do feel horrible."
"That my friend is the hangover."
"Where are my close?"
"You can borrow one of my sweat shirts. There pretty big!"
"Thanks Frank your a good friend."
He leaned in to kiss me just as Tyler bursts threw the door.
"HELLO MY NIGGAS! Oh... My..."
Frank got up and tossed me a grey sweat shirt. I put it in quickly.
"Tyler why the hell arn't you at school?!" Frank said "Why arn't you?" Tyler shot back the clever remark "Me a Stef took a sick day." Frank picked me up and then say down with me on his lap.
"Wait what?" Tyler say with anger in his voice. "are you going out?"
"No! Tyler we're just friends." I said getting up. "And plus why do you care?"
"I don't!" Tyler said offended "I was just fucking asking bitch!"
I slapped him across my face. "STOP CALLING ME A BITCH!" Tyler slammed me against the wall. Holding up his fist to punch me. I screamed.
"TYLER CALM DOWN!" Frank said pulling him back.
"DONT TOUCH ME FAGOT!" Tyler said storming out of the room. Frank looked at me then ran after Tyler. Geez these guys are dramatic.
