A/N I DO NOT OWN ANY TWILIGHT CHARACTERS! ALL BELONGS TO STEPHANIE MEYER!
EPOV
I got in my car and gipped the steering wheel as if my life depended on it. I shouldn't have treated Bella that way. Especially in front of my son whether he was watching or not. I should have let her explain. God im such an ass. ! I have to make this right.
I slowly got out of my car and walked back into the diner. I quickly scanned the place looking for Bella I found her. Her back was to me and I could see her shoulders shaking she had her head down and I could see Seth quietly talking to her from across the table. He was petting her hair quietly talking to her. I guess he was asking her questions because she kept shaking her head then she wound nod. I quietly walked up to their table and when Seth saw me ,he smiled big and said he yelled "Edward your back ! " I saw Bella visibly flinch and when she looked up she cowered away from me like I would hit her. Red filled my vision. She should know I would never; lay a hand on her. What's that about? Not the time for that Edward. Not the time.
"Seth why don't you go play with Jake? He wanted to play with you remember?" Bella spoke quietly. It was she thought I would get angry from her talking. What the hell is going on?
"You're okay mommy, right? Edward is going to keep you safe okay? "He said softly and kissed her head
"I hope so can't be sporting a black eye this time" I hear her mutter under her breath, I gasp
I sit across from her and just stared at her. When she looks up she notices me staring and she flinches and try's to shrink back into her seat as if she would get sucked up by the wooden benches. She quickly looks away and says so quietly "will you make it quick? No one is looking just do it already. I deserve it I know , I have to get home and start dinner and get ready for work". WHAT?
"Bella what the hell are you talking about do what? Make what quick?" I raise my hand to run it through my hair and when I do she shrinks back and covers her face with her hands. Suddenly everything clicks. Someone has been hitting Bella. And she thinks I'm going to do the same. I walk out of my side of the booth and walk around to her side and kneel in front of her. When I do she slides away and clings to the window seal
"Bella baby please I'm not going to hurt you. Whoever did this to you, I'm not him. I promise I could never hurt you. Please" I look her straight in the eyes as I say this so she knows I'm serious.
She breaks down crying and I slide in next to her wrap my arms around her small frame. She instantly melts into me. And I notice that the tingly feeling I used to get is still there. God how vie missed that. I've missed her sweet scent. She still used that secret wonderland shit from Victoria secret. Somethings never changeā¦.well I guess some things do but oh well. Her sobs turn into sniffles
"Bella please talk to me" I plead with her. I take her face between my hands and stare into her brown mud pools. God I love her eyes. They are one of the reasons I feel in love with her. She was light my world. I would do anything for her. No Edward she ripped your heart out, didn't even say goodbye
"I'm sorry Edward. "She says softly. And I know she isn't just apologizing for breaking down in front of me.
"I'm sorry too, I shouldn't have yelled at you or talk to you the way I did, please just talk to me. Why did you leave me Bella? Why did you rip my heart? Why did you leave that night and didn't even say goodbye, Where you that tired of me that you ran away from me? Did I do something to make you unhappy? Please Bella just tell me!" I feel tears in my eyes and on my cheek.
She grabs my face in her small hands. "God no Edward. I LOVED you. I still do love you. I've thought about you night and day. Day and night. You are the most gorgeous, kind gentle and caring man vie ever meet. You did absolutely nothing wrong. "
She looks down and says bitterly "I'm just not a strong enough woman. I should have never listened to her. We would. Be living happily by now. God I'm so stupid"
Listening to her words my heart starts hammering she still loves me, it wasn't me that drove her away I did nothing wrong. But wait who is Bella talking about when she says "she". I bring face back up to mines. '' Bella who are you talking about? Why did you leave that night? I say looking into her eyes. She looks away and she keeps taking deep breaths has in she about to tell a long deep story. Little did I know what I was about to hear.
For what seemed like eternally Bella looks up at me and says "Tanya...
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