it feels like she's trapped, like she's alone in the darkness and the walls are closing in around her. It doesn't hurt, but it feels wrong and the wrongness feels stranger than if it hurt.

It is like her body is welcoming the intrusion.

Well, it's not going to anymore - not if she has anything to say about it. This body is her own, not the Soul's, not Wanderer's.

This is her body and she's here to stay. They don't get to choose to erase her, not now not ever. She has Jared and Jamie to think of.

She can't give up now. She promised Jamie she would come back to him. And she never breaks her promises.