The damm Lavi I was just thinking about, was there leaving the lunch room. Oh, he is not going to get away from me. I am going to kill him for giving me these fucking retarted feelings. The soba didn't matter anymore, killing lavi did. So, I left my soba on the table at sarted to follow lavi. Good thing I know how to sneek up on people. (I would call that stalking a person) Where is the little fuck-tard going? And, what the hell is he doing way out here.
lavi:
Kanda...the only person I will never say goodbye to, but I am here doing what I fear most: leaving the person I ever truly loved. Bookmen are nothing but fools. They do nothing but record, assholes. What is so great about knowing some dead guy. its not like your going to talk to them or something.( and I Personally add that to History classes they just suck!!) When was the first time I felt this way. When did Kanda suddenly apear into my mind. It was on that day I made my way into head quarters. The very first sight of him made me breathless. his long hair, those deep, blue eyes, and that lonly expression that was on his face. At first I thought he was a girl!! Like litteraly who wouldn't? When was the last time you've seen a guy with long hair? He first intoduced himself as 'Kanda' and that made me think of 'panda'. And, that got me to think of Granpa Jiji. The I imagened him with a bikini on. That just scared the fuck out of me!! So, then I remembered that Sister complex guy saying something about a "Kanda Yuu". There that was his name. After he intoduced himself, i said, " Nice to meet you, Yuu..." When his name rolled off my lips, i got a shitty sword pointed to my face. Crap, I got myself screwed over! When the could blade touched my tender skin Kanda said, " Who in the fucking hell said you can fucking call me by my given name, Baka Usagi!!" He was mad and I am not kiding. Who would get mad enough to threten you with a sword. But, that him all the more intesting to me...
kanda:
I, like an idiot, was hidding behind a tree, thinking. Why did I have that shitty dream in the first place? And, I can still remember every detail about it.
Dream:
My loutus was in my hands, with one last petal. the other petals withered away in a second and turned to ash. that last petal held my dear life in place, that one last petal. After i looked at my dieing soul, I looked up. I saw Lavi at the brink of tears. He came walking to me. I was just frozen of what was happining. He gentaly placed his arm around me, putting me in a protective embrace. He looked up to look me in the eyes. He said In a faint wispere, "I will never let you die" I was shocked when I felt his lips touch mine. I was dazed and surprised that I was enjoying myself. He took his lips off mine, and took me out of his embrace. I looked down to see my loutus with all its petals. I looked up to see Lavi. He then said, "Good bye..." As he said that, he soon turned to ash. The only thing I had to remember him by was the feeling he gave me that no one else could give.
Kanda:
Damm, I can't fucking belive I am saying this, but I love him. Crap, now I can't tease Komui for acting gay because I am gay.Shit, I would rather let my skin burn then tell that asshole Usagi i love him. Hell, I can't say I like him because knowing him he would proberly tease me infront of the intire head quarters. because I knew one thing: that Lavi was absolutly not gay!!...
Lavi:
I can't be a burden to the bookmen before me. I noticed the day I acted as Lavi I was in fact Lavi, body and soul. And, nothing is going to change that. Everyone will be sad when I die, yet the will heal in time and soon forget me like the others I befriended befor I became lavi. Everyone will forget, and soon be more joyus when I am gone, exspecialy Kanda.
As soon as that thought, without hesitation, Lavi jumped to meet his end, with Kanda watching his every move...
