BPOV
The wind blew in my face as Victoria ran with me in her pain was unbearable. I couldnt understand why. Isnt victoria supposed to hate me? I never understood why though.I never even said anything to her that would make her hate me so .
We stopped. We were at the cullen house . Why would she bring me here. Allow me to go through the change in the one spot i did not want to be , then kill made no sense. Being a newborn i could easily snap her like a twig.
_______________________________________________________________________________
The pain slowly leaving by body.I felt her presence nearby. Was she waiting for me to open my eyes to pounce or was she letting me free?How i wish Edward was here. NO. You must not think like that. He left me. When i had "the talk" with renee , She always told me "Honey if a boy ever breaks up with you , tell yourself not that he was to good for you,but that you were to good for how could I ,an ordanary girl be to good for a greek god.
The pain was gone now , so was my heart, emotionaly and phisaclly."Bella are you alright"Victoria whispered.I sighed and opened my thing was so clear. So bright . So was sitting on the coach, legs crossed , a look of concern clearly showing in her eyes. I didnt understand."What the hell you do you want victoria" i hissed , even though it sounded beutiful.
"Do you know that james was my mate?I loved him like you loved your Edward . I would have done anything for him.I stuck with him when he killed the president,when he killed a whole family , including the 5 children,and when he went after you.I wanted revenge against Edward. I thought the best revenge was to kill you. You guys looked so in love .After i attacked and you told me you and edward were no more , I couldnt go through with were just an innocent person. I am so sorry . Can you forgive me bella , even though i took your soal away?".
"Victoria you did not take my soal . Everyone has a soal , if you follow the right rules. You said you didnt want to kill innocent people ? What about all those people you use as meals . Do they count?" i ranted on . "Bella i wanted to stop , but james he always cut them in front of me after a while i couldnt stop ".
I thought about this for a while." Join me , a coven , a vegetarian coven , I dont want to be alone anymore." I sputtered if she turned me down like the others ? dont think i could handle a while Victoria said "Bella you will have to help me , the vegetarian thing .I beamed , happy at least someone cared "Only if you help me with the Edward thing ". I flinched at his name."Of course course i will ."
