Chapter 2

I knew he would come. For the first time, it was Chuck that was coming for me. As I watched from the front steps of my father's French chateau I felt like I was watching a fairytale come true. I stared at Chuck as he began to walk slowly towards me with those beautiful white roses in his hands. He slowed his pace to a stroll seeming as if he wasn't in such a hurry anymore. That doesn't matter though, he is here and that's it. Ugh! Cold breeze! Where the hell did that come from? I glanced quickly towards the sky and noticed how overcast it looked; it was sunny only moments before. Quickly I diverted my gaze back to Chuck but his expression had utterly changed. The flowers in his hands fall like burnt leaves to the ground. He is smirking at me now with a look of pure disgust spread across his features. He turns away from me laughing as two of his slutty maids appear beside him and walk off towards the cast iron gates. In that moment I realize this is no fairytale because in every book I have ever read this isn't how it ends. This isn't a happy ending. Prince Charming is supposed to rescue his princess, not leave her behind. What more could I expect from Chuck Bass?

As I wake from my second nightmare of the flight I wonder, what the hell am I going to do? My mother has no idea where I'm going. No one does. I have yet to tell Daddy that I'm coming. For the first time in a long time I feel totally and completely lost. It's like I lost my map and plan that I have always kept so close to my side. I'm a Waldorf. I'm not supposed to be pregnant at the age of nineteen. I'm supposed to be sitting in a lecture hall at Yale and not in a jet bound for Paris.

Running away is always so much easier than staying and fighting. I know it's not the typical Queen B attitude but it's not about me anymore. I now have someone else's life to look after. I would be excited if I wasn't so absolutely terrified. I'll be a better mother than Eleanor ever was and of that I'm certain. As for the baby having a father? I have no idea. A piece of paper means nothing. It's only the beginning and I know I have a long way to go.

Thanks so much to those wonderful reviewers and this chapter is for you, people. Once again thanks a bunch for taking the time to read this and I would love some more reviews to see what you all think. Thanks xoxo

P.S. if your suffering withdrawal symptoms from Blair and Chuck in the show then you are not alone! xx