I dug my way through the spiky masterpiece that is Edward's hair with a pitchfork and some toy fangs, and finally lodged myself inside the secret of his mind.
I need to get the story moving towards the plot, but I did throw in another lemon.
Because in the end, it's all about the lemons, right?
Right.
EPOV!
I ground my backside into his hips, igniting the flame again. He moaned into my hair and squeezed me tighter against him. I knew I had won this battle.
"I don't think you're going to make it to next Thursday."
***
She was right. She was always right. There would be no way I could make it to next Thursday with her beautiful silk-skinned body cradled against my chest. I had my whole world in my arms, the reason for my existence. I could never deny her anything.
And right now she wanted me. Again.
I couldn't wait to get home from that damn meeting. To unravel myself into Bella. To fall inside of her with grace and lust. To watch her scream my name. And the best part? I craved her just as much as she craved me. We satiated each other's most intimate desires.
"I bet you won't be able to hold off. But I surely can," I said proudly, masked behind the lie. I clenched my jaw to inhibit a smirk. She knew just as well as I did that my self-control was in her tiny hands. She never pushed. But every cute pout and soft kiss on my cheek wrapped me a little tighter around her finger.
"Game's on, Cullen."
I knew the game was on from the minute her eyes told me how much she loves my suspenders.
I loved this side of her. It made me think back to when I first confessed my love for her. Well, when we both confessed our love for each other. We were sitting in my meadow, our special spot.
We were both young, but somehow, the forces pulled us together without any intention of letting us leave. Plus, we wouldn't have wanted it any other way. She was my everything. To lose her, was to lose my soul.
It had been months since we visited the meadow, our meadow. I planned on taking her there soon. It had been my sanctuary as long as I could remember. I never told anyone about it. It seemed too private, and too personal to share it with anyone else besides myself. The hours spent in the green grass thrived on thoughts about my loneliness, persuading myself that I was meant to be alone. There was always an emptiness. But when Bella came into my life, I realized that she was the one missing.
Suddenly, I was pulled back to reality by small fingers gently tapping on my jaw. My eyes flickered to hers, looking up at me through eyelashes.
"Yes, dear?" I said charmingly.
"You went away…I lost you for a minute. Where did you go?" She said the last part as she roughly messed up my hair. She wants to play.
I swiftly moved on top of her to straddle her, holding her arms to the mattress next to her head. I took a moment to glace over her naked body under me. Her neck muscles tightened. Her chest rising and falling with every breath. Her breasts perking up to meet my bare chest. The sensation of her warm skin touching mine nearly electrified me. I exhaled heavily and I watched her close her eyes and tilt her neck back. I knew she felt me, because right now, I was hard as rock and straining against her thigh.
"I was thinking about the first time we said we 'I love you'," I whispered, looking into her eyes.
"The meadow…" She cupped my face in her palms. It was like she read my mind. "Promise me we'll go there soon."
I didn't even have to ask her.
"I promise," I said, before crashing my lips to hers, massaging them and tracing my tongue along the edges. I felt her breasts touch my chest more rapidly as her breathing got heavier. I shifted my hips so that my tip was grazing her entrance. I'm not sure how many tactile sensory nerves I have there, but it's enough for me to realize that she was drenched. My cock got even harder.
I broke the kiss for a second. "Bella…" Kiss. I released one of her arms in order to run my hand down her leg. I grabbed the underside of her knee and hitched her leg around my waist, bringing us even closer together. My aching cock strained against her with even more pressure. I really thought I was going to just slip in from how wet she was. She moaned into my mouth.
Kiss. "Bella, do you feel that?" I asked between breaths. Kiss.
She narrowed her eyes and smiled at me, seductively, coiling me around her finger a little tighter. "You mean…" She reached down with her free hand and gently stroked me. "This?"
Holy fucking hell.
I moaned and dropped my head into the crook of her neck, and bit the skin gently. I felt a pulse shoot through my length and wondered if she felt it.
Tug. "I'm…" Tug. "Waiting." Tug. Tug. Tug.
"Yes! Yes, yes yes. Mmmm, that!" I moaned into her neck.
Then in one fluid motion, her legs tightened around my waist and my pulsing dick slid right into her. We both gasped at the sensation.
"Fuck," she moaned. Bella never cursed. So I felt satisfied to know that I could make her involuntarily slip sometimes. Not only that, but I was the one making her writhe and moan and scream profanities under me.
The way she said my name. . .I needed to hear it.
"Bella," I breathed. "Bella, how does that feel, love?" I started rocking back and forth, gently at first.
"Mmm, so good. So fucking good." She leaned her neck back and bit her bottom lip.
I look it as an invitation and lowered my head to her neck. When my lips were grazing her skin I whispered, "Hmm, I didn't seem to hear you. Would you mind thrust repeating?" I pulled myself out of her before pounding my cock into her with full force.
"EDWARD!" She screamed.
Bingo.
I plunged in and out of her rapidly, sending waves of pleasure up my dick and to my stomach. I felt the ache; my body's beg for release. And just when I thought it couldn't get any better, she lifted her lips off the mattress, meeting my thrusts. She brought me deeper than ever before. She needed to know what she does to me.
"My GOD, Bella, you feel thrust so thrust amazing. You know that? Fuck! I love being inside of you…" My words escaped like a violent hiss through my gritted teeth. I was trying so hard to prolong this. I closed my eyes. Seeing her and feeling her brings on my climaxes way too early.
With my eyelids shut, I lowered my lips to her breast, sucking one nipple in and gently biting the tip. She moaned in pleasure and arched her back.
"God, Edward, don't stop!" As she moaned her words, she wrapped both her legs around my waist, tightly, almost holding my in place.
But I needed to move. I needed to feel her explode on me. The feel of her warm orgasm spilling onto my cock was enough to launch me into my own. But right now, she had me in suspension.
Suspension.
Suspenders. . .
I kissed her cheek, causing her to open her eyes and look at me.
"What happened?" Her tone was somewhat concerned, despite her heavy, frantic breathing. Her brown eyes gleamed into mine; and once again, her hold on me was tightened.
"Stay still, love." I clenched and flexed my dick, and felt it thickening inside her. She gasped at the sensation and tightened her legs around me.
I grabbed them, and got closer to her face.
"That's how hard you make me. And when you make me so hard that it aches, I want to make you feel every solid inch of me pull out fuck you thrust in until you forget your own name." I smirked. "But it's hard to do that when your legs are holding our hips together, love." I was whispering now against the skin of her cheek, moving to her ear. I smiled against her skin.
Bite.
I leaned over the bed to grab the suspenders off the floor. Her eyes lit up and she blushed. My open book. I moved her legs up onto my shoulders and tied her ankles against them with the elastic straps. Under my arms and over her ankles. After double knotting each, there was still about four inches of suspender left hanging. Perfect.
"There," I whispered. "Now I can fuck you as hard and as fast as I want." I gave her earlobe a quick suck and pounded into her.
"Fuck! Edward!" The sound of my name being amplified from her lips sent another shock wave up my dick, and my balls tightened a little. Fuck, almost…
Just as I imagined, her hands came up to grab on the extra inches of suspenders. She moaned as each thrust sent her breasts bouncing up and down. She was beautiful. With one hand on the mattress, I swept the other across her breasts, teasing her nipples, grabbing and rubbing. I felt her walls tighten on my throbbing cock. The wet and warm skin of her insides massaged my dick with each fluid thrust. Her breathing became erratic.
"Bella, love…God, I love how tight you get on me!" I was pounding her hard and deep now. The crashing sound of our hips became closer and closer together as we both neared our releases. Then, she pulled on the suspenders, lifting her chest to me. The flexing of her stomach made her even tighter and she clenched all her muscles to keep herself up. Her forehead was now leaning against my chest.
"Edward… Edward!" She was getting louder and louder. Tighter and tighter. Finally, I felt little spurts start spattering against my head.
"Oh, Bella. That's it, love. Cum all over me." My dick collided with her internal muscles while my hand crept down to rub her clit.
"EDWARD! Oh fuck!" She screamed, and she exploded onto my cock. I felt her fluids drip down my length acting as extra lube for my sloppy thrusts. Her muscles contracted on me while I continued to fuck her.
"God, you're so FUCKING amazing!" Her neck flew back while she rode the blissful waves of her orgasm.
"Oh Bella," I breathed. I squeezed my eyes shut and tensed my neck muscles while my dick repeatedly penetrated her…hard. I felt the euphoria creeping its way through my balls and up my cock.
"Bella…" Just "Bella!" one "FUCK!" more…
And with one last plunge I released everything I had into her. My balls were tight against me as my streams emptied into Bella. She squeezed her muscles again, holding me inside, and I was in ecstasy. My body dropped and collided with her body against the mattress. She was still gripping the suspenders with tight knuckles.
Good thing she's flexible.
"Oh Edward," she said. "Feel good?" She smiled and ran her fingers through my disheveled hair.
Feel good? Was she kidding!
"Bella, 'good' inhale is an exhale understatement." I kissed her forehead and started to untie the suspenders. When her ankles were free, I felt her legs slide down my arms and bend at the knees, holding my hips in place where they were. Still inside of her.
I could stay this way forever. And so can my dick. I felt like the luckiest man in the world. The woman I fell in love with was also a sex goddess. She was my angel.
"I love you, Edward." There was something about the way her eyes looked at mine when she said those words. It was the same every time. That sparkle, that squint. And the way her hand cupped my jaw. She made me hers over and over again.
"I love you, too, Bella." Kissing her again, I slowly slid out of her, trying not to hurt her and plopped down next to her. My heart rate was still trying to return to a normal pace. 120/80 was far, far away.
"Love you, too," she said, her tone sounding quite amused.
I heard her giggle. It was a sound that could melt my heart in seconds.
"What's so funny?" I looked over at her, but her eyes were on my lower half. So I glanced at myself, only to find the suspenders in a messy pile over my package.
Ha ha ha. How that happened is still a mystery.
Then I felt her sit up and wrap a blanket around her naked form. She turned and grabbed the suspenders off my body, softly grazing my now soft cock. I shivered in pleasure.
"I'm going to hang these on the closet doorknob, in case we need them again," she said. Looking at me over her shoulder, she pursed her lips, and I blew her a kiss. She pretended to catch it in the air and, brining her fisted hand to her mouth, she opened it and kissed her palm.
Jesus Christ, I loved her.
"Oh, we'll definitely be using them again, love."
I had to laugh. When she came snuggling back next to me in bed, I attacked her belly with my fingers, tickling her wildly. She loved tickle fights.
As she exploded into hysteria besides me, my fingers worked hard to sustain her laughter. As a result, my laughter began to echo her own.
"Edward! Stop!" She said, hysterically laughing. She tried kicking me and pushing me off. But it's too amusing to let her win so easily.
"Please! Ahhh Edward!" She latched onto my hair and pulled my face into a heart-warming kiss. The tickling stopped as my hands quickly shifted their position to her lower back and neck, holding her against me. And just like that, the mood was romantic.
Kissing her was always my favorite way of showing her really how much she means to me. Perhaps it's because it took me so long to kiss her the first time. I was nervous. She was my first everything. And in a way, it makes me happier to know I was her first, too. We explored together, and knowing that we loved each other made it even more special.
I try to explain this to my brothers, but they just call me all kinds of names. Fairy, softy, gay, fruitcake, whatever.
Emmett claims that he was Rosalie's first. Hard to believe. Jasper admitted to having one or two before Alice. But once he met Alice, he told me he felt like his past was just a blur, and he was renewed. And Carlisle, well Carlisle and Esme have been together since forever, and I wasn't about to ask my parents about their sex life.
But that was how every Thursday night went. We would get a bite to eat at the 24-hour diner near the hospital Carlisle worked at, and talk business, life, and sex. Emmett usually always initiated the sex topics. Jasper and I would quietly listen while Carlisle gave professional advice. It would get even more awkward when we realized all the waiters were eaves dropping. It was like verbal porn to them.
Anyway, I never brought Bella into those conversations. I respected her. I'm sure she wouldn't appreciate me telling my brothers and father that she enjoys tugging on my suspenders while I fuck her relentlessly.
The thought brought me back to Earth, where I was enveloped around Bella's soft, silky lips. I wrapped my arms a little tighter around her, showing her how I would never let her go.
"Well," she said between kisses. "Seems as though we both couldn't hold off until Thursday." She twirled a piece of my hair in her fingers.
I flashed her a smile. "Did you really think it was possible to for me to resist you?"
"Well. . ." She was waiting for my response.
"Bella, love, I can't even handle being away from you when I shower. How on Earth do you think I can handle 7 days?" I tapped her nose with my finger. "My silly Bella."
I kissed her lips and looked at her, shaking my head and smiling.
"Just checking. Making sure you still like me." She shrugged her shoulders, obviously speaking in a jovial manner.
"Like you? Bella, you are completely absurd. I think you need sleep." I patted her back and pulled the comforter over our bodies.
She yawned and snuggled into me. Her hot skin warmed me; every depth of the person I am. My soul sang for her. I could've been a real jerk and took advantage of Emmett's offer. Drinks were on him tonight. But no. My Bella was waiting for me. And that look she gave me before I left the house had me panting like a dog on the inside.
If I came home even a little buzzed, I wouldn't be completely there for her. And, well, she deserves all of me and more. That's why I only had one drink, a tequila sunrise. I hoped she didn't taste the vodka on my tongue.
Suddenly I felt her lips softly kiss my chest and finally exhaling deeply, eventually evening out her breathing. When I knew was asleep and comfortable, I allowed myself to drift as well into a slumber.
**
I was woken up by Bella's trembling body in my arms.
"Bella?" I leaned on my elbow to get a better look at her.
She was sweating and her eyebrows were furrowed.
"Bella! Wake up!" I shook her by the arms, but her nightmare continued.
"Edward…" she called, her eyes still closed and obviously still dreaming. I felt a little better that she was dreaming of me, but why did she look so nervous? Then she screamed. "Stop!"
I stilled over her. "Edward… stop?" Why was she telling me to stop? What the fuck was I doing? I was suddenly angry with my dream-self.
"BELLA! Wake up, love!" I shook her hard and her eyes opened, wide. "Oh, Bella. Are you okay? It was just a dream, love."
She sat up with me and looked confused as she gripped my arms, coming back to reality.
"Just a dream…" she whispered, confirming it to herself.
I rubbed her arms and kissed her forehead. "It's okay. I'm here," I soothed.
She leaned her head against my chest and her breathing slowed.
"I'm sorry for waking you up," she said, her eyes in the shape of tear drops.
"Don't be ridiculous, love. Do you want to talk about it?"
"I honestly can't even remember it right now. It probably wasn't important." She smiled at me. She was fine.
We laid back down and I covered her, tucking the sheet under her chin. I kissed her cheek and watched her drift away again.
I stayed awake for a while, watching the sheets rise and fall with her even breaths. She was so peaceful. But I wanted to know why she said "Edward…stop". It was unnerving to hear those words come from her lips. Perhaps she was dreaming of my tickle attack? But she loves those.
Edward…stop?
What the fuck was I doing. . .
***
Geez these two can't be apart for more than 2 seconds!
I wonder what would happen then.
But what is Edward doing to Bella in her dream!?
Perhaps Chapter 3 will tell us? Hopefully Bella's memory comes back.
Poss-i-bi-li-tes…
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