I am so sorry I haven't written anything in a while. I had a major writing block and I didn't know how to continue. But reviews and suggestions are welcome!

PREVIOUSLY ON FINDING THE TRUTH ABOUT ME…

"Well Stefan me living up to my higher expectations means that I can put myself under your radar and be standing right in front of you. That's a long story for another day, month, year, maybe a century. See you when I see you." I got off my stool and started walking until Stefan caught up with me.

"You will explain all of this now." He sternly stated that.

"Well Stefan it's not safe here. At all you know ears are everywhere. How do you think I hear you? My place is better, Trust me." With that I got on my Ducati and he headed to my house.

Chapter 2: Home Sweet Home

When I arrived at my house Stefan was already there. He was standing with a perplexed look on his face. His body was stiff. I went ahead and opened the door and stood inside. I was waiting for him to say something to me. This whole confused look on him made him look a bit funny. After a few more seconds he talked.

"I can't get into your house but I've been invited in…." Stefan stated the obvious.

"I re-routed a spell to return the invitation for every vampire. Stefan- would you like to come inside?" I hesitated a bit.

"Yes, thank you.." It's a little awkward with the way things were left between us.

He walked into my house and looked around as if he hasn't been here in a while. I closed the door and turned to look at him.

"Stefan, I don't exactly know how to say this. So just try to keep up. And don't ask me anything until the end." I added a wink and sat down on my couch. Soon after I sat he sat down across from me a nodded his head.

"I'm not who you think I am I mean I am the doppelganger of Katherine and all of that but… It's what Isobel didn't have in her research that makes me different." This story is kind of hard to explain also suggesting I don't know all of it.

"I'm supposedly related to some Greek god of somewhat. I'm not sure what exactly it is but I do know I can perform magic. Like Bonnie in some ways, it's just not her kind of magic. I couldn't get all the information because hunters came after me and I couldn't continue my research. But something I definitely know that doppelgangers were never supposed to have a human life forever. They can't and I mean literally cant." I went over everything I said mentally trying to correct myself of any mistakes.

"When I say this I don't necessarily mean I'll get turned into a vampire. I'll embrace my true inner self; I will be stronger than the originals and any original witch. I will be so different than who I am now. I will look the same and all but I won't have a human life. I won't survive on blood though I will eat human food or nothing at all and be fine. Truth is I am scared about this. Who am I? More importantly what am I?

Stefan just sat there confused and his eyes were so pure and simple. His eyes show innocence, regret, anger, and a dash of jealously. They don't have the same effect on me as they used to. Not after truth and reality came crashing down on me that I simply needed Damon. All I dream about is his blue eyes I could get lost in.

"I'm sorry…. I don't know how I would deal with this if I was you. I'll help you in any way I can to find out more about you. But you still need to talk to Damon. This has taken such a toll on him. Just leaving like you did with a note…. He's damaged. You at least owe it to him to tell him your choice first."

Here we go again I mean like he did this when we were together. He was all nice and caring and became a bit pushy. He tried to make decisions for me or speak for me and I can do that myself. He kind of makes it sound like I choose him. I definitely cannot go back to him.

"All right Stefan I'll go talk to him but I don't guarantee anything. Now if you don't mind I need to unpack my things and clean. After that I will see Damon, just don't spill it to him I'm back yet." I was beginning to feel nervous I wonder how Damon will react. Stefan get off the couch and looks warily at me.

"Um thanks for explaining your story to me. Please talk to Damon because I am definitely not going to be the one ti break it to him." He looked amused in some way. Sick bastard.

"Just leave Stefan." I stated sternly. I wonder why he's like this. He's not usually like that.

I start unpacking things and I start imagining what it will be like to see his deep blue eyes. I could get lost in them for hours. The way he flaunts his body and attitude obviously gets to me. His smile and wicked sense of humor lights mod my day up… sometimes at least. I laugh internally about all those times he said something snaky and I just got mad. I feel so ecstatic and tingly when I'm with him. When I am around him that emptiness inside me dissipates. He completes me no matter how sappy it sounds. He is my everything. I've waited entirely too long for this.

I've put everything away of course with a bit of magic too. I haven't had to actually clean my room in a while. Magic is very handy. I need to see Damon, like now. I feel confident and quickly give a once over at myself. I head out my door ready to go see Damon until… I bump into Jeremy.

"Elena you're back! I was so excited when you called a few days ago saying you were coming home. Don't get me wrong I am happy you're back but weren't you supposed to be here tomorrow." Jeremy looked alive and happy which was what I wanted for him.

"Nice to see you too Jer, good to know you haven't changed. I was supposed to come home tomorrow but I wanted to surprise you. I missed you so much." I pulled him in for a hug and he hugged me back. I felt at ease with my brother. Despite everything we have been through we still had a strong bond. When we are finish embracing each other. He glances over at the ground at looks back up to me. He just then asked me the million dollar question.

"Have you talked to Damon?"

I sighed. "No, but I'm going in about ten minutes." I stated. I am actually not surprised everyone I've talked to in Mystic Falls has asked me this.

"Well I better not keep you waiting" He smiled and gestured to the door. I smile back at him.

"Thanks Jer, I promise we will catch up later! Sorry!" Jer smiled and said okay.

Before I left I quickly added "One last thing I had a spell put on the house so if you invited a vampire like Caroline you need to invite her in again. Long story I promise I will explain later I promise." He just shrugged.

"Elena…" He laughed " Go do what you need to do." He smirked and walked into the kitchen.

I smiled and closed the door. I got on my Ducati and thought of Damon. I have to admit I am nervous. What if he doesn't even want to talk to me? He is so breathtaking though I will do anything to get him.

I hope he can forgive me for the three years… Because three years is plenty of time to

About twenty minutes later I pull up to the Salvatore Boarding House. I slowly pace all of my movements. Seconds feel like minutes everything feels in slow mo. wonder if he even heard my tires against the rocks and pebbles. That would give away to him someone was here.

I take a deep breath and clear my mind and think of his striking blue eyes.

I walk up the few steps and as soon as I knock the door I hear someone walk down the stairs and open the door. I feel a gush of wind when he opens the door. It's him in all his glory. He hasn't changed one bit. He was wearing a pair of jeans that hang loosely around his hips. He had no shirt on which made me smirk inside. His glorious abs and muscles were on display. And he was holding a cup with bourbon in it. While he leaned against the door he squinted and looked at me again.

He looks at me wide eyed his eyes evident of hope and glee. But it also shows the hurt I've caused.

He breathes out name "Elena?"

Authors note:

I am very unsure on how to continue the next one any suggestions will be appreciated! So please leave a review or a suggestion!