I saw it.. chapter 2

Bette:'' What did you just say?'' with that Bette flipped Tina over, so she was half lying on her and half off with one of her legs between Tina's.

Tina:'' You heard me now get the fuck off me'' Tina said as she pushes Bette off of her body. She gets off the bed and discards whats left of her dress and goes over to the dresser to get some clean clothes.

Bette:'' But I don't understand...........I Thou...''

Bette never got a chance to finish as Tina swung around and started a vicious attack.

Tina:'' You don't understand!, Fuck you Bette. You know I don't understand, how long have you been rubbing yourself up against the carpenter uh? Am I that repulsive that you had to get your kicks with someone else, you know, it's no surprise really cos you haven't even looked at me let alone touched me in that way for a long time now. You have no right in asking any questions.''

''I'm pregnant Bette, and stupid me wanted to keep it a little secret for just a while longer cos I didn't want you to worry, with everything that you went through with Faye Buckley and the stress that you have been through with the show, I just didn't want to worry or stress you anymore, but silly me, doormat Tina obviously wasn't aware that you were getting your stress relief from the fucking carpenter. You fucking selfish Bitch.''

With that Tina turned back around and started to get dressed, she just had to get away.

Bette just lay there, gob smacked at what Tina had just said.

Bette:'' T what are you doing?, where are you going? We have to talk about this. Look Cand....

Tina:'' Don't you fucking dare''

Bette:'' Dare do what?''

Tina:'' Don't you dare mention her fucking name in this house, do you hear me. Bette I can't talk to you, I can't even stand to look at you! I need to get out of here, I need to think''

Bette got up off the bed and went over to Tina and tried to force her to look at her the face.

Bette:''Tina you tell me that we are going to have a baby and you don't want to talk about it.''

Tina looked into Bette's eyes as Bette has her hands on Tina's shoulders.

Tina:'' No Bette, I'm having a baby, not WE. Right now there is no WE, you decided that when you decided to sleep with someone else. I was doing this for US, because we wanted a baby, remember all the plans that we made for us and our family. No I can't do this now.

No I can't do this now. I need some space and I need you to respect me and give me this space. Please do not contact me at all. You need to figure out what you want.

Bette'' No Tina'' grabbing Tina's hand '' please we have to sit down and talk, talk about what went wrong and why I made a huge stupid mistake.''

Tina:'' A mistake?''

Bette:'' Yes T a mistake!''

Tina stood there for a little while and looked Bette straight in the eyes.

Tina:'' How many?''

Bette:'' How many what?''

Tina:'' How many times did you sleep with her?''

Bette:'' What?'' Shaking her head ''Tina that's not important, believe me when I tell you that it was a mistake''

Tina:'' Was it more than once?''

Bette:'' Tina please don't do this''

Tina:'' Well, was it?. Answer me Bette''

Bette bowed her head and whispered ''yeah it was''

Tina:'' A mistake my ass, I could call once a mistake but to go back for more, well that certainly can not be put in the same sentence, can it. Look at me Bette''. Bette kept her head down looking at the floor.'' Look at me god damn it''.

Bette slowly raised her head as Tina gently took hold of Bette's hands with silent tears rolling down the sides of both their face's she then she saw the raw pain in Tina's eyes.

Tina:'' You've broken my heart Bette''

Tina the slowly turned and walked out of their bedroom and out of their house.

Bette is just left standing there....

Alice was just returning from Dana's where she declared that she just couldn't marry Tonya, when Dana asked her why, she just lent and kissed her hoping that, that was a good enough reason. They didn't speak any words, just looking at each other, Alice turned away and Dana retreated back into her apartment.

She felt on cloud nine, she had just displayed her love for her best friend and hoped it would flourish, ''the ball is in her court now'' she thought.

She entered her apartment and went towards the living room, where she saw the shadow of someone sitting on the couch, she quickly went to turn the light on and saw Tina shoulders slumped just sitting there.

Alice:'' Tina?'' as she moved forward to sit next to her

Alice:'' Tee what's wrong? What's happened?''

She could see that Tina had been crying heavily and that the tears were starting to fall again.

Tina:'' B......Bet......B''

She couldn't get her words out, instead she stood up and went to the chart that Alice had on her wall and began to draw a line from Bette's name and starts to write C...A...N...D she couldn't write anymore. Alice rose quickly and hugged Tina as she started to fall and the tears that were once silent started to fall with all the pain coming out of Tina's mouth.

Alice:'' It's ok I gotcha, it's gonna be ok T''