A/N Here is chapter two don't forget those 3 little evils and whatnot

Disclaimers: I still own nothing _ GUTTING RIGHT?!

CHAPTER 2

It was a simple request, and I wanted to do it Phil wanted Charlie and me to go out on the road for a few days to visit he missed us and truth be told I missed him too and I know he missed Charlie he wanted to be here but he was back on the touring schedule and had all the traveling that entailed kept him from his us for long periods of time but I was used to it well I was getting used to it anyways I mean it used to be me traveling around like that too. But the thought of seeing him, seeing Jon it totally freaked me out I mean I had seen him on the TV screen but when I did i just changed the channel to something ekse anything else it didnt matter I just needed to not see him. But he persisted and I relented.

And at this very moment I'm trying my best not to have a panic attack because lady luck fucking hates me and who is the 1st person I see walking into the arena of course it's him why? why me?
He swaggers over calling Charlie a "cute kid" and makes a few insinuations about 'our night' and I just cannot get out of there fast enough I mean why is he doing this to me?

Backstage is still a flurry of people running around like headless chickens staffers and gofers and talent and eventually the superstar known as my husband jogs over shirtless and in just basketball shorts and I cant help but marvel at him he really is perfect that's why i cant tell him about Jon and what he did, even though right now with Jon staring at me and making crude gestures with his hands all I can think about is breaking Phil's heart what if he made us take a DNA test my life is an episode of maury povich GREAT!
Phil grabs Charlie from me, he wants to parade her round the guys he is such a proud father and just wants to show her off I don't blame him I mean she is the most beautiful baby girl ever.
As soon as Phil leaves it's like he can sense I'm alone and vulnerable because he grabs my arm and drags me into a nearby storage closet he roughly kisses me and tells me how much he's missed having me around and how the ring rats don't measure up to me it's like he feels like he's being sweet to me and all I can think is how I'd like to pour that bottle of cleaner over his head tell my husband what he did, have him murdered and live happily ever after, though if the whole murdering thing happened then happy ever after doesn't exist for me.

I managed to get out of there relatively unscathed, just wanting to wash my mouth out with mouthwash or vodka - wait definitely vodka - holding back tears I go straight to Phil's locker room finding him in there with Charlie blowing raspberries on her tummy while she giggled - the most beautiful sound in the world and I could not ruin that with my 'situation'.

A few weeks later...
Phil stormed in to the bedroom with a letter in his hand stating it was from some sort of lab and asking me when I was gonna tell him that Charlie wasn't his, that was the day my world collapsed how/what/why/when all these questions flooded my mind at the same time but I tried to look Phil in the eyes he had proof, proof that Charlie was Jon's child although he just stared at me like I was nothing he slammed the bedroom door on his way out the room and I ran after him begging for him to let me explain but he had filled in the blanks himself apparently after someone told Phil about my closet encounter with Jon (thanks Eva-Marie fucking bitch!) he put 2 and 2 together and came up with 7 because apparently someone then told him (thanks again Eva-Marie you FUCKING BITCH AND A HALF) about our dancing at the club and how we had left at the same time and assumptions were made about my fidelity he shouted at me called me names and I was trying to get the words out my mind screaming "I WAS RAPED" but the words never came out just tears and sobs as he just stared daggers in to me and with that he left, he called me a lying whore and he left, he left me alone, alone to process what just happened.

Well what the hell did just happen I mean why was this happening first Jon does THAT and then this, was this Jon's plan all along? Was he really this demented and crazy? I mean he was the lunatic fringe after all...