For the last couple of days I have been feeling really weird. I feel nauseated and I have been puking my freaking brains out. I haven't told anyone about it because I don't want them to worry about me. So, I have made an appointment with Dr. Olendzki.
When I got up the morning for my appointment I still felt like shit. I really hope they figure out what is wrong with me, and that I can get over it fast.
When I got to the clinic Dr. Olendzki asked me some questions and decided to run some tests. She thought she might know what was wrong, but wouldn't tell me till she knew for sure.
After about an hour the doctor came back in the room with a worried face on. I immediately thought something was really wrong.
"I'm going to die aren't I?" I asked, panicked. "I have some rare disease, and I am going to die."
"No, you aren't going to die." She relied in a nervous voice.
"Then what's wrong with me?"
"Well…." She started.
"Just tell me what's wrong and give me some pills so I can leave." I said.
"Rose there aren't any pills you can take to make you feel better." She started. "Rose, you're pregnant."
No, no, no. I have only slept with Dimitri, a Dhampir. I can't be pregnant. She made a mistake.
"WHAT?" I screamed. "THAT IS NOT POSSIBLE."
"I'm sorry Rose, but you are." She said, sympathetically.
"Are you positive?" I asked in a small voice.
"Yes." She replied. "I'm sorry." Then she started to walk out, but I stopped her.
"Dr. Olendzki?" I asked.
"Yes?" She replied.
"Could you not tell anyone about this?" I asked. She thought about this for a minute.
"Ok, I will leave it to you." She replied.
"Thank you. Can I go now?" I asked.
"Of course you can. Good luck, Rose." She said, and then she left.
I slowly got my stuff ready to leave and started walking back to my dorm. I had no idea what to do. I thought it was impossible to become pregnant form another Dhampir and then it hit me.
I AM SHADOWKISSED. DUH.
Even with the answer to how it happened I still didn't know what to do. I wasn't ready to tell anyone yet. So, I just walked to my room to think.
When I got to my room I took a shower, hoping it would relax me. As the water ran down my back I relaxed slightly, but I knew it would be a while before I could relax all the way.
After the shower, I lied down on my bed to think. I must have been more tired than I thought, because next thing I knew I was asleep.
*Dream*
I was walking to the gym with practice with Dimitri and I was going to tell him today.
When I got to the gym Dimitri was sitting on a mat reading one of his western books. Upon my entrance he looked up at me with his gorgeous brown eyes and a breath taking smile spread across his face.
"Good morning, beautiful." He said, then stood up and walked over to me. When he got to me he lifted my face and gave me a sweet, but passionate kiss.
"Good morning, Comrade." I replied uneasily. He must have noticed because he stared at me with concern.
"What's wrong, Roza?" He asked.
"Dimitri I have to tell you something." I started. "I'm pregnant, with your baby." After saying this I looked up into his eyes, which showed hurt.
"Don't lie to me, Roza. It isn't possible for me to get you pregnant." He replied with pain evident in his voice.
"Dimitri, I have only slept with only you. I am shadowkissed, I can and am pregnant with your child. I love only you, always. " I replied. He thought about this for a while. Then a smile spread across his face.
"I'm sorry I doubted you. I love you, too. I can't believe you are carrying our child." He said happily. My heart skipped a beat when he said "our" child.
"You aren't mad?" I asked.
"I am the farthest from made you can be." He said with a smile. Then he got down on his knees and put his hands on my stomach. "Hello little baby. I'm your daddy. I can't wait for you to be born. I already love you. You and your mommy are my whole life."
After he said that I was so happy, that I started to cry. I loved this man so much. I couldn't wait to have his child.
"Dimitri, what are we going to tell everyone?" I asked, starting worry. He looked thoughtful for a little while.
"I don't know yet, but I think we should tell Lissa." He replied. Then he leaned down and kissed me again, just as our lips met the doors busted open. Standing there was Kirova, Stan, Alberta, and Lissa. Their faces ranged from angry to disappointed.
"What is the meaning of this Guardian Belikov?" Kirov asked angrily.
"Rose and I are in love, Headmistress Kirova." Dimitri replied calmly. There was evident shock on all of their faces, except Lissa who looked heartbroken because I didn't tell her sooner.
"So, what the Zeklos boy told me is true. He said he saw you to kiss. He also said that Rose was pregnant with your child, Guardian Belikov, which of course is impossible." Kirova replied.
"I AM PREGNANT, WITH HIS CHILD." I snapped. They looked at me like they didn't believe it. "I'm shadowkissed, so I can get pregnant with the child of another Dhampir."
"If that is true than, Guardian Belikov, you are fired. As for you, Miss Hathaway, you are expelled. I expect both of you to be gone before the end of the day." Kirova said, leaving with Stan and Alberta, Lissa stayed behind.
"WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME ROSE? YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO BE MY BEST FRIEND." Lissa yelled, with tears streaming down her face. Through the bond I could tell that she felt betrayed.
"Liss, we are best friends. I wanted to tell you, but…" She cut me off before I could finish.
"DON'T TELL ME YOU WANTED TO,ROSE. YOU WOULD HAVE TOLD ME IF YOU DID. I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU EVER AGAIN. HAVE A NICE LIFE." She yelled before storming out.
"What are we going to do now?" I asked Dimitri with tears streaming down my face. He looked in my eyes and wiped away the tears.
"We are going to go pack, and go live with my family. I will find another job somewhere and we are going to be together, with our child." He replied, but I could tell he didn't want to have a different job.
After we left the academy and got to Russia, his family welcomed us with open arms. Life was going good until Dimitri lost his job, because the company moved. After that he couldn't find a job and we didn't have any money. We had o give our baby up for adoption because we couldn't support them. Dimitri and I also slowly grew apart, and he started to drink.
*End of Dream*
I woke up with a start. I was balling my eyes out. That was when I made my decision. I was not going to ruin Dimitri's life. I also couldn't take the rejection from everyone, especially Lissa.
I, Rosemarie Hathaway, was leaving St. Vladimir's Academy, and I wasn't letting anyone know why.
I hope you liked it.
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I will update as soon as possible.
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RosemarieBelikov
