AN- This is part of a series of poems I am making. It goes along with Cursed. This one doesn't quite rhyme, but the other one didn't at all, so… Oh well.


Condemned


You are perfection

From the heavens you were surely sent

Your cold silver eyes hiding all emotion

Yet still so flawless, beautiful, elegant


I hate everything you do

I hate everything you say

I can't help watching you

Beautiful bastard, you control my fate


I could give in and tell you how I feel

And have you hate me forever

But I couldn't bring myself to do it

I couldn't, not ever


So I bide my time and watch you

Same as I always did

And wait for you to be mine

While trying to forget all those things you said


I am condemned to a lost life

You are my light, my hope

I know I will never be yours

I will always be alone


I nearly scream when I see you with her

Can't you see how she really is?

Maybe you can, and you like it

I tell myself it isn't true, but deep down I know it is


I hate you, I love you

I need you

You haven't a clue

You unwittingly control everything I do


I love you

I try so hard not to, but I do

Condemned to spend my life alone

Hopelessly in love with you


-Jes-