AN- This is part of a series of poems I am making. It goes along with Cursed. This one doesn't quite rhyme, but the other one didn't at all, so… Oh well.
Condemned
You are perfection
From the heavens you were surely sent
Your cold silver eyes hiding all emotion
Yet still so flawless, beautiful, elegant
I hate everything you do
I hate everything you say
I can't help watching you
Beautiful bastard, you control my fate
I could give in and tell you how I feel
And have you hate me forever
But I couldn't bring myself to do it
I couldn't, not ever
So I bide my time and watch you
Same as I always did
And wait for you to be mine
While trying to forget all those things you said
I am condemned to a lost life
You are my light, my hope
I know I will never be yours
I will always be alone
I nearly scream when I see you with her
Can't you see how she really is?
Maybe you can, and you like it
I tell myself it isn't true, but deep down I know it is
I hate you, I love you
I need you
You haven't a clue
You unwittingly control everything I do
I love you
I try so hard not to, but I do
Condemned to spend my life alone
Hopelessly in love with you
-Jes-
