Forbidden Truth

Disclaimer: I don't own iCarly

A/N: This chapter takes place in the past


Chapter 2 (The Past: Experiment)

"Hey Socko!" Thirteen year old Spencer Shay ran through the halls of their school, nearly knocking Ms. Briggs on the ground.

"Spencer Shay! Stop running this instant or you've got detention!" Briggs shouted out at the cocky youth. Spencer just laughed and continued on until he reached his friend.

"Sorry old bag!" He usually skipped her detentions if she issued them, and she never did anything about it. So he wasn't really worried at all. He could feel her hot air from a mile away, but he didn't care so much. Socko, called that because he always wore his socks in odd ways, stood at his locker and slowly shook his head.

"You know, you're just itching for a record, aren't you?" Socko asked as he shut his locker and crossed his arms over. He never really cared much for how his friend constantly got himself into trouble. "Why do I hang out with you again?"

"Because I'm the most awesome, cool guy in the school!" Socko chuckled and leaned his shoulder against the wall.

"Yeah, right…I wonder what your girlfriend would say to that." Spencer grinned brightly as a girl in a purple tank top and knee length pants walked around the corner. Her hair bounced on her shoulders with each step, she was gorgeous. Spencer couldn't take her eyes off of her. Socko glanced over and half smiled. "Hey Sasha."

"Hey boys, what's going on?" Sasha made a bubble out of the gum she was chewing and popped it. She looked down at Socko's feet and lifted his pant leg with the toe of her shoes. "Green socks today?" Socko looked down and then lifted his pant legs up.

"Actually one green sock and one red one." He looked back at Sasha, thinking she was disapproving, he quickly defended his style. "Hey, one day this will be in fashion, just you see! I bet I can make them almost neon like." Sasha chuckled and wrapped her arm around Spencer's shoulders.

"I bet…You must love making your own socks." Sasha looked over to see Ms. Briggs walking by. "Hey bagpipe woman, you got toilet paper on your shoe!" Ms. Briggs stopped and looked back at her shoe to see a line of toilet paper stuck to her shoe by a piece of chewed gum. She shrieked and quickly walked away. Sasha smirked as Socko merely rolled his eyes. Of course, Sasha was just like Spencer in so many ways.

"You two realize how perfect you must be for each other." The couple grinned and pressed their heads together. Socko sighed and shook his head at the two. "Young love…So what were you yelling for me for?" Sasha blinked and looked over at Spencer, she groaned in disgust when she realized why her boyfriend must be so happy and excited to tell his best friend something.

"You're not going to tell him, are you?"

"You don't want me to?" Spencer asked, almost distraught. Sasha grabbed the strap of her backpack and sighed.

"Fine. If you want…but only him, no one else. Got that?"

"Okay…are you going to tell any of your friends?" Sasha thought for a minute as she popped her gum once more. She really didn't think her friends would care, plus it really wasn't their place to know what she and her boyfriend were going to do. She just wasn't close to anyone like Spencer and Socko were. As a matter of fact, Socko was probably her closest friend as well, which was why she didn't really care if he knew anything about them.

"Well, if Socko's my friend too, does that count?" Spencer smiled and nodded his head. Sasha glanced at the clock and swallowed, the hour hand was at the three. Just three more hours left, she was practically sweating. "I'm going to head to study hall. Have fun boys." She turned to Spencer and smiled softly as she kissed his cheek. "I can't wait…"

"Neither can I…" Spencer's cheeks grew red as he watched Sasha walk off. Socko raised his eyebrow and patted his book against his leg, he was curious as to what Spencer and Sasha were planning. He glanced toward where Sasha had been, then back to Spencer.

"Okay, talk to me man," Socko stated as he placed his hand on Spencer's shoulder. "What has you and Sasha all hot and bothered?" Spencer turned to his friend and bounced. He was actually very nervous, but at the same time, excited because he was going to be trying something new.

"Well Sasha's older brother was talking about how when you turn thirteen, you are supposed to turn from a kid to a man, or woman in her case." Socko raised his eyebrow, curious to see where this was going. He hoped it wasn't what he was afraid of hearing. "But there's this initiation thing that you're supposed to do to transition…and we're going to do it."

"And what 'transition' are you talking about?"

"It's all experimenting, anyway. Anyway, he showed us how people do the transition too."

"Really?" The two began walking towards class, continuing on with their conversation. "How did he show you?"

"Through the television. We're going to try that tonight. Actually in three hours, we're going to do it at my place since Dad's going to be gone all day." Socko looked at the classroom door and sighed.

"You're not talking about 'sex' are you, Spencer?"

"Her brother says everyone does it…" Socko stopped at the door and felt a churning in his stomach, he really didn't have a good feeling about that at all. He wanted to advise Spencer not to do it, but since he knew his friend didn't always listen to him, it would probably be in vain. At the same time, he felt like he would regret not advising Spencer against the act. So he worked his words up.

"Spencer, I have to be honest with you…" Spencer saw the serious face his friend was making, so he knew to listen well. Although, he figured it would pretty much be some long lecture about something he didn't really want to hear about. Just as his friend was starting to talk, the door opened and Mr. Howard stepped out of the door.

"You two are late!" Mr. Howard shouted as he placed his hands on the boys' shoulders. Socko groaned as the teacher pulled the two into the room, he felt a despairing feeling in the pit of his stomach, like he'd just lost some important opportunity. Perhaps nothing would come of it, who really knew.

Three hours later, Spencer was waiting in his living room, very nervous. He'd rushed out of school when it was over, so he never got a chance to hear what his friend wanted to say. He wasn't sure if he should have been worried about that or not, but he had bigger things on his mind. One scary thing was the feeling inside of him, like his stomach was all knotted up. He stared at the front door impatiently, counting the seconds down until he became, as Zach said, a man.

It was five after six when Sasha knocked on the door. He quickly bolted out of his seat, nearly knocking the wooden table chair over, and shot toward the door. When he opened it, he couldn't believe how remarkably beautiful Sasha looked. She was wearing a purple dress that flowed out in between her hips and her knees. Her fingers were playing with the spaghetti strap on her left shoulder and her hair was pulled back in a beautiful ponytail.

"Hey Sasha, you look great!" Sasha blushed as she took a timid step inside. Spencer didn't really change from what he was wearing, then again, he didn't think he needed to change out of his leather jacket.

"Spencer, hi, I just…thought I should dress up, you know? You don't think it's too much, do you?" She looked down at her dress and then up at Spencer, hoping he wouldn't disapprove of what she was wearing.

"I think it's just fine." She smiled as Spencer closed the door, he liked what she wore. It felt good to be appreciated like that. Spencer took her hand and tangled his fingers with hers, it was a soothing gesture and comforted them both. "Are you scared?"

"No." She was frightened, she'd never done this before, but she didn't want to admit that. She was afraid Spencer would look down on her if she admitted something like that. Spencer slowly nodded his head and swallowed. She wasn't afraid, that meant he had to keep his cool at all costs, no sweating allowed, no fear allowed. "This is a new experience, right? So let's do this together."

"Right." The two walked to the bedroom and shut the door, it smelled fresh, as it had been cleaned recently. Sasha walked over to the bed and sat down on the edge, gripping the sheet with her fingers.

"So…are you ready?" Spencer stood in front of her and slowly nodded his head. She closed her eyes and let out a soft sigh, trying to relax her body and calm her nerves. "I want to do this…with you…"

"Yeah, I feel the same way."

"So…" She opened her eyes and met Spencer's strong gaze. She could brave this, as long as he was right there. There was nothing to be afraid of. "…Lean in."

"Okay." He leaned forward and kissed her lips softly. She moaned very lightly and wrapped her arms around his neck, falling backwards on the bed. His hands landed at her sides as he deepened the kiss. He broke the kiss and lifted his head up an inch. "So…I guess we start undressing each other?"

"Y-Yeah, I guess so…" She took a shattering breath as she felt Spencer's hands on her skin under her dress, he was about to undress her. She was going to become a woman, like her brother said. "My mom isn't letting me by bras yet…she says I'm not ready for that…"

"Okay…" Spencer placed his hand on her chest and blushed furiously, he'd never felt something like that before. Sasha blushed as he quickly pulled his hand back.

"That felt…good…could you do that again?" Spencer nodded and moved in to kiss her. They couldn't turn back now, it was far too late to do something like that.

It wasn't an hour later that they were both naked under the sheet, they had finished with what they were doing. Both of them were breathing heavily, they felt different, but were confused as to what they were feeling. Sasha felt both good but gross at the same time. Spencer felt almost nauseous, but at the same time, intrigued and at peace.

"Son?" A voice called out. Spencer gasped and Sasha's eyes grew wide, it was his father. They hadn't expected him to be home until late, they thought it would be safe.

"Crap, it's dad!" Spencer called out as he quickly jumped out of the bed. Sasha held the bed-sheet to her chest and whimpered, afraid of what would happen if Steven walked in right now. "Quick, hide!"

"Where?" Sasha leapt from the bed and looked around the room. There was a closet, she could hide in there. She darted into the closet as Spencer quickly put his clothing back on. Just as he put his shirt on, Steven walked in the room.

"Hey dad, welcome home…I thought you weren't going to be home till later?"

"They let me off early." Stephen looked around the room with a raised eyebrow, something was off. His eyes trailed the bed and then the floor, that's when he saw Sasha's purple dress halfway under the bed. He blinked and then looked back to his son, it couldn't be.

"What's up, dad?"

"Son…" His voice became heavy and warning, Spencer knew he was in trouble. Stephen looked around the room, noting the closed window, the messed up bed-sheets, and the clothing on the floor. If Sasha was here, there was nowhere she could have gone. His eyes hit the closet door and Spencer felt a pulse of fear run through his body.

"Um, Dad…" Stephen walked toward the closet and placed his hand on the doorknob. Spencer started to sweat more as his father turned the knob. "Dad! How was work?"

"Not now, son." Spencer's teeth started hitting each other as he shook, watching his father slowly open the door. He couldn't watch, he couldn't stand it. Stephen stared with a frown as he opened the door fully and revealed Sasha hiding among the clothes. Spencer knew he was in for it now, he would be a dead man, there was no way his father would ever let him live this down. "You can come out Sasha, but wait right there for a minute. I'll be back, don't move an inch…"

"Y-Yes sir," Sasha replied fearfully. They watched quietly as Stephen left the room and did not budge for a full minute until the man returned with a towel. He wrapped it around Sasha and sighed as he turned toward his son, whom he was greatly disappointed in.

"We have to talk. Now."


Well, I hope you liked this chapter. Next is going to be the past as well. Do drop a review if you will ^_^.