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Last Time:

I heard Alice hold a sob in and then scream, I looked back and saw a glazed look on her face and realized she was having a vision. She snapped out of it and she looked at the lifeless body of Bella and hugged her and whispered words I never wanted directed toward my Bella. I searched into Alice's mind and saw her vision, and I sat back, unbelieving the vision she had….my Bella. My Bella….she was so badly hurt, and I was so late to arrive…if only.


This time:

I stared into the horizon sitting on the grass, still wet with dew. I had been sitting on this hill for hours replaying the images over and over in my heard. If vampires could cry, I would have cried so much I would have none left. My hands still shook with anger and pain and the sight of my Bella. She looked so beautiful; I never noticed how someone's eyes can display their emotions all in one final look. When the light escapes from the iris and the last breath leaves their lungs as they gasp for their breaths. The way their skin turn grey so quick, they way people fall to their knees when loved ones have left us. I remember Charlie's expression as he punched three holes into the wall, I could even hear the shriek of agony from Renee over the phone.

The days were grim and cold, they held a memorial for Bella at school, I didn't attend, but there were candles and a new wing would be built in her honor, thanks to Carlisle of course. I spent my days wandering around Forks, people would give their condolences to our family and there eyes would turn down when they saw me. I was a walking corpse which was ironic because I already was even with Bella……when she was here alive with me.


Alice left town a while back, she said she needed some time to gather herself, Emmett had started working on his truck, last time he had done that was when we had a pet dog and he died…Emmett was real upset about that, but he was fixing his truck after he smashed it when the news came,

The day of the funeral was hard for me. The weather was perfect, grey and raining. More like pouring, everyone had umbrellas except for me, I felt no need for it, and it was symbolic to me, because, while I could not cry, the rain down my face could for me. I stayed at the sight until they lowered her to the ground. Renee had come over to me and had given me a hug. She told me that Bella loved me a lot. She handed me her diary, she told me to look at it, and that it belonged to me. I thanked her, she left me in the rain watching as Bella's casket was lowered to the earth.


And here I was sitting on the hill watching the sunrise. I had her diary next to me. I had read it cover to cover. I found some things out about me and about her. Every little thing I did reminded me of her…I now had no purpose on this earth.

I stayed on the hill till I watched the sun set. I thought of all the moments we had shared together and the ones we could have shared. I would miss the slight blush of her cheeks, the warmth of her breath, and the salty tears that ran down her face as I cradled hers.


TILL NEXT TIME!!!