Scared of the Future – Chapter One: Everything for You

Santana woke up. Her eyelids felt heavy and her head was hurting slightly. Probably form all the crying she did last night. Yesterday, when she finally calmed down, Brittany made her some tea and they went to sleep pretty early. They didn't talk about the babies or the future, Santana had done enough talking and she was emotionally drained. She was glad that Brittany had held her through the night, making her feel safe and sheltered from everything bad in this world. Santana looks down and sees Brittany's hand covering her little baby bump. It wasn't that big but it was there. Santana reached down and laid her hand on Brittany's and intertwined their fingers. She heard Brittany wake up and then the cutest moan escaped her mouth which made Santana smile.

"Good morning." Santana said. Brittany kissed Santana's neck.

"Good morning, beautiful." Brittany whispered. Santana turned around and faced Brittany. They smiled a small smile at each other and gave one another a sweet kiss.

"I love you." Santana said softly.

"I love you to." Brittany told Santana. Then she giggled. "We are awake before the alarm. That never happens."

Santana grinned. "I guess I really wanted to kiss you."

Brittany smiled and kissed Santana a little bit more passionate and tried to roll on top of her girlfriend but Santana softly pushed Brittany on her back.

"The babies." Santana softly whispered.

Brittany nodded. "Sorry… are you sure it could hurt them?" She asked.

"No, but I don't want to take any risk." Santana answered.

"I understand." Brittany told Santana and kissed her cheek. "What are you going to do when they are born?"

The Latina rolled onto her back and laid her two hands on her belly. "I want to keep them. I can't imagine giving my children away to someone who I just have to trust with them. I know that I'm young and that it will be hard but I just… I can't give them up for adoption. I really can't. I have tried to imagine it but I just can't. The only image I can imagine is me, holding two little babies."

"How are you going to tell your parents?" Brittany questions, rolling to her side and covering Santana's hands with one of hers.

"I am planning on doing that in a few weeks but I'm so scared. I know that they won't throw me out or blame me but what if they don't want me to keep the twin?"

"Then you can stay here." Brittany told her girlfriend sternly.

"Britt, your parents…" Santana began.

"Are only here for like 2 months in the whole year. They wouldn't care. You know that." Brittany told her. "You have stayed here for months at a time when you parents found out you were smoking; by the way, you should really stop. It's bad for the babies, I've heard." Brittany told Santana.

"I know I should." Santana said.

It was silent for a few minutes.

"Are you sure you will be able to handle a twin?" Brittany wanted to know.

"I don't know… I don't even understand why you stay together with me. This is all so much shit and I'm not even ready for it, let alone you."

Brittany's eyebrows shot up. "San, I love you and this is one of those moments where you need me and I'm going to be here for you. Always. I will do whatever you need me to do."

Santana got tears in her eyes and Brittany hugged her girlfriend close.

"Everything for you, baby. Everything." Brittany whispered.

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Santana and Brittany were sitting in the choir room and Mr. Shuester stood in the front.

"The theme of the week is… Frank Sinatra." Mr. Shuester said. Brittany, who had known that this would be the theme smiled. She loved Sinatra. She was delighted when Mr. Shue had asked her to perform a little song, because he knew Puck's reaction would be:

"Come on, his music is too corny and so old." Puck moaned. Everyone agreed.

"Well, Brittany, can you show these people how fun Frank Sinatra can be?" He asked the blonde who nodded and stood up. She walked to the piano where she found a vest (No, it wasn't one from Mr. Shue) and a hat. She was already wearing a white shirt and dark jeans.

"The lesbian has arrived." Puck laughed and Santana shot him a look that could kill. He immediately shut up.

Brittany's hips began swaying to the music and Santana couldn't help but look at her girl's 'assets'. Then Brittany looked over her shoulders, to Santana and began to sing the first sentence.

Fly me to the moon

She fully turned and leaned with her hands on the piano, her head moving with the beat of the song.

Let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like
on a, Jupiter and Mars

She smiled at Santana while she slowly walked forward.

In other words, hold my hand
In other words, baby, kiss me

She sat down on the empty chair next to Santana, in the front row. Santana looked at Brittany who was still singing to her.

Fill my heart with song
and let me sing for ever more

She placed her hand on Santana's cheek and made the Latina turn her head fully to the blonde.

You are all I long for
all I worship and adore
In other words, please be true
In other words, I love you

She gave Santana a wink and then jumped to her feet holding out her hand to Santana who took it and Brittany gently pulled her to her feet. She laid her hand on Santana's waist while Santana's hand went to her shoulder. Their hands that had connected previously kept being glued together. They swayed to the music and it was the first time in months that Santana had smiled. Really smiled, a smile with feeling. Brittany couldn't help but beam. She let go of Santana's waist and guided the Latina to do a twirl which the darker girl gladly did. When their bodies were joined again, Brittany continued to sing while she kept swaying with Santana.

Fill my heart with song
Let me sing for ever more
You are all I long for
All I worship and adore
In other words, please be true
In other words, in other words
I love you.

The song ended with Santana mouthing the last words to Brittany and then everyone applauded. Brittany hugged her girlfriend close and whispered that she loved her again. Santana pulled back from the embrace and gave her girlfriend a sweet kiss, which made the other Glee kids whistle and clap harder.

This was one of the happiest moments in the past three months for Santana and she really needed it. She missed just being happy.

Now, she had to begin with letting everyone know that had to know about this, go to the police, she wanted the janitor to be punished for what he had done to her and try to make arrangements for when the babies would arrive. She was finally starting to get back on track, and only because of Brittany. It was like telling her girlfriend had made her problems seem a tiny bit smaller and now she was able to see more clearly. She could see what she had to do. She was so glad she had Brittany. She didn't know what she would do without her.

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