Author's Note: Yeah, still nervous about the threesome, but I hope that you all like it!

Disclaimer: I don't own Kingdom Hearts or their characters, just like there features. If you read Axel Loves to be in Love, you would know this.

Warning: Threesome as I mentioned earlier. M/F/M

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Axel bolts up and blushes deeply, avoiding my look. "Fuck off," he says without conviction.

"Got you," I say softly, stand, and move over to sit by him, "So, you swing both ways?" I ask with a giggle.

"SHUDDUP!" He says covering his face and laying back again. I burst out into full blown laughter then silence myself and try to bring him out of his shielding hands. I finally get one away from his face and kiss the exposed cheek. This brings an entirely different reaction than I expected, he sighs, then suddenly sits up and turns away from me. "I'm fine," He says in a mumble then hugs his pillow.

"Well, the sudden movement like I shocked you by kissing you, says otherwise," I say and rest my hand on his shoulder and look at him with concern, "What is up?" I ask with emphasis on the 'is'.

"Nothing," He mumbles again and keeps turned mostly away from me.

I quirk an eyebrow, notice his position of pointedly keeping himself turned away from me and the pillow then make a small 'ah' sound. I look up to his green eye and blush at the look I see there, "You like me too, though," I say and look away in sudden embarrassment at our close proximity.

"Maybe a little," Axel says in slight denial.

"You got hard from me kissing your cheek, you do, or you just thought something really different when I kissed you," I say with an quirked eyebrow.

"Maybe the latter," he mumbles into the pillow.

"Cut the bullshit," I say and grasp his shoulder, turning him towards me. I lean forward and open my mouth slightly, then wait and let him close the distance between us as his choice. When he does I shuffle forward so that I am on my knees and place my hands on his shoulders as his rest on my waist. His tongue flicks out and I moan as the hot muscle brushes against my own then goes around my mouth, mapping it out. We pull out of the kiss and gasp, "Wow, you know how to kiss," I say in amazement.

"You do too," Axel says and pulls me into his lap gently, allowing me to climb out if I wish. I settle into it instead and feel comfortable there and rest my head against his shoulder. "How many guys have you dated?" He asks suddenly.

"What?" I ask in shock.

"How many guys have you dated?" he repeats with a deep blush and looks away from me.

"Probably four, why?" I ask looking up at him, but not offended by his question.

"Oh, just wanted to know, how you are that good," he says and begins to mumble as he goes. "Sorry if that was rude to ask," he says then looks at me finally.

"It is fine, I don't blame you. Where I work, people wouldn't be surprised if I were in the tens range by now." I say with a slight chuckle, "How about you?" I ask and kiss his neck lightly.

"Honestly?" Axel asks nervously then sighs at my nod, "about 7," he says and blushes.

"Boy's or girls?" I ask then and look up at him with a level gaze.

"Girls, with one guy, wasn't too special though," Axel says and smiles softly, unable to just look at me without a smile or blush.

"That isn't bad, don't worry," I say and kiss his jaw lightly. "Sometimes we meet the people we don't like too much, but just have to to move forward. Every broken relationship points us forward, and on to the next. To the person we need in our lives," I say softly and nip lightly at Axel's jaw.

He gasps slightly at the small bite and I lick away the minor hurt then he tilts his head down and kisses me. I sigh into the kiss and run my tongue across his teeth this time as he explores my mouth again. We struggle a bit with our tongues, but I give up and let him take control. We break apart, gasping for air again and smile at each other, "Are we dating now?" He asks.

"You have a crush on Roxas, I think we need to resolve that before anything else happens," I say and crawl out of his lap and leave with a small wave and wink. I go back to my own dorm and find Olette sighing and sitting on the big couch. Demyx walks in with a worried look, "Sup Dem?" I ask.

"Can't find Roxas, he is usually in the dorms right now, and stays there for most of the night, I wanted to invite him to dinner with us." Demyx says with a distracted look.

"I see," I murmur then leave the dorm again. I go out and look around the campus, but can't find him anywhere. "Maybe he went to a dorm, or off campus," I mumble to myself, then go to inform Axel of our dilemma. "Hey, Axel," I say as I knock on his door.

Axel opens it with a deep blush and gestures me to come in without a word. I walk in and quickly spot what caused the blush, an equally flushed Roxas sitting on his couch and looking at me sheepishly.

"You missed us yelling at each other," Axel whispers in my ear and goes to his mini fridge and grabbing out three cokes. He hands us each ours and quickly retreats to his bed again, this time the far corner of it. "Make it better," He whimpers to me and sips at his coke.

I sip at my own, "First off, Dem was worried about you Roxas, I have been looking for you for an hour now, and Demyx couldn't find you in the dorm. Second, what the hell were you yelling about this time," I say coolly, not wanting them to start yelling again, but wanting them to hear my distress. While I wait for a response I text Demyx that Roxas is alright and at Axel's.

"Sorry, didn't mean to worry you guys, just thought no one would notice me missing, as though they ever have," Roxas says with a sigh and gulps down about half of his coke quickly.

"You may have just joined the group, but we care for each other like family, we worry for each other without being asked to or told not to. We will always try to be there for you or notice you when you are or aren't there," I say with a sad look.

Roxas blushes and sighs, "Thanks and again, sorry." he says then looks me in the eye. "I don't want to talk about what we were yelling about, well not the last part of it that is," He says the eyes Axel and I don't miss the look. I look to Axel and glare at him briefly before Roxas clears his throat again, "I wanted to talk to him about how he had acted before, and we started yelling like that, just so angrily, thank God for sound proof dorms." Roxas starts and rambles slightly. "But as I said, I don't want to tell you about the last part."

I smirk, "I can guess, if you'd like, from the looks you gave each other, and the deep blush from you both, it was a bit more than yelling, and how flushed you were when I came in, as well as both of you being hard," I say and pause for them to let my observation sink in, "Axel," I address the red head, "You two kissed." I say more as confirmation rather than questioning him.

Axel goes as red as his hair and when I look at Roxas he has his face buried into a little square pillow. "Yes," Axel barely squeaks out and looks at me with fearful eyes.

"Oh," I cry out and run to him as he looks to be about to cry, "Don't worry about it baby," I whisper in his ear and hug him tenderly, but firmly.

"What does this mean for us though, I just admitted my feelings for two people, but I can't have them both," Axel whines and glances over my shoulder at an astonished Roxas who blushes more and buries his face again. Axel just whimpers out and presses his face into my neck.

"It will all be fine, you obviously like Roxas more," I say and rub his back soothingly. I am about to continue when Axel's head shoots up.

"NO!" he gasps out, "I don't like either of you more or less than the other, that is what is so hard about this. My life sucks!" Axel says angrily to himself and rubs at his eyes as he begins to cry.

"Don't cry baby," I whisper and hug him again. I almost jump when I feel a small hand on my shoulder and look up to see Roxas leaning down to hug the distressed red head. "Roxas is here for you, just like me," I say and smile to the blond who looks a bit uncomfortable, but hides it mostly as he rubs Axel's back with me.

"Yeah, I don't r-really know how I feel yet, b-but I do think that I like you both as well," Roxas says with a small stutter and smiles at me.

I smile back and love how the expression reaches his baby blue eyes. "See?" I whisper and lift Axel's chin lightly, with a finger.

Axel looks up at us both and grins then laughs slightly, "Thank you both," he manages just before there is a frantic knock on the door and I instantly jump up and get it. I see Roxas move back to the couch and Axel pouts at this, but wipes his eyes before I open the door.

"ROXY!" Demyx bursts out when the second the door is unlatched, pushes by me, and instantly tackles the fore mentioned blond. Roxas squeaks and the rest of the group follows Demyx in, but minds Roxas' space. I smile and nod to them then sit at the foot of Axel's bed. Sora looks around then smirks at the band posters on his walls while Riku holds him possessively, Marluxia sits next to Roxas as he is slowly suffocated by Demyx, Zexion pulls him off then has Xion wrap her arms around him again as he winces a bit, Olette smiles and goes to Demyx, kisses him lightly then sits on the floor pulling him down with her. I look at the odd group of friends then smile at how almost all of them are dating within the circle. Except for Marluxia, Roxas, Axel, and me, they are all dating, and dating another person in our group, but I hope to resolve that soon. I would gladly let Axel have Roxas and possibly date Marly, just to let them have their chance, but from my earlier attempt, I know that Axel won't let that happen.

"Dinner?" Axel asks as we all hear his stomach grumble.

We all laugh, get up from our sitting positions, and go out to a simple cafe. We order and I go and wait on it. When I am coming back with the food I hear Roxas talking.

"I heard Bree mentioning something about a brother having a Vexen incident," Roxas says quietly.

"Bree doesn't talk about it much anymore, and we don't bring it up for her sake, she told Marly and Olette, and in turn they told us. Vexen got the best of her brother and it took years, but eventually he couldn't take it anymore. Vexen made him feel like a piece of shit, and eventually Tom believed him. He decided to end what he thought was his worthless life." Axel explains with a solemn expression, the whole group is wearing it as Roxas looks on in horror. "It crushed Bree, she had known that he was being bullied, and he had been pulling away from everyone for years before he did end it. Worst of all, she found him, he had hung himself, and she thought it was her fault for the longest time. She took up drinking, and we still haven't gotten her completely out of that habit, but she has definitely done better, even now though, Olette and she gets a bad nights sleep because she wakes crying or screaming and Olette calms her down. She can't live alone for a while still, and if you see her leaving the campus, I warn you not to follow her, she would be going to her therapist." Axel explains in depth and with a sad look then suddenly breaks off as I walk up to the table with the tray and a rueful smile.

"Selling all of my secrets Axel?" I ask and hand out the food, replace the tray and sit again.

"Sorry, he asked about Tom," Axel says with a blush.

"It's okay, the new ones always do," I say with a small smile. "And yes, everything Axel said is true," I say looking Roxas in the eye, "Vexen has ruined my life and the chance my brother had at one, and I won't let him do that to Zexion and Xion. I have a therapist, but I have the best support group anyone could ask for right here," I say with a smile at the surrounding friends and Olette kisses my cheek affectionately. I smile at her again then look to Roxas, "Any questions?" I ask brightly.

"None that I can think of right now," Roxas says blushing, "Sorry if it hurt to hear and talk about it," he apologizes then nibbles at his food.

We all follow and eat in silence until I look at the clock, "SHIT!" I swear then jump up, wrap up the remains of my sandwich, hand it to Olette and wave, "I'm going to be late, but don't wait up!" I call over my shoulder as I run back to the campus, get dressed and washed up then jump into my car and drive to work.

I dash in and blush as my coworkers look at me then go to the back, clock in, and explain to my boss as to why I was late. He just nods and sends me out to do my job. I stay behind the counter for most of the night then see distinctly pink hair bobbing through the crowd and catch glimpses of the rest of my friends. I trade with a guy and go out gathering orders, when I arrive at the table I am pleasantly surprised to see all of them there for once and Roxas sitting in the middle of them all as they seem to be protecting him. "What can I get you guys this time?" I ask with a smile and lean on the table lightly, pencil poised above the notepad.

"Three shots of straight Jack Daniels, two house beers, one sex-on-the-beach, one martini, and something simple for the newest drinker here," Marluxia orders boldly, remembering everyone's orders perfectly.

"So what, Koolaid?" I ask Marly with a quirked eyebrow.

"Probably safe," Axel says going with my joke, ignoring Marluxia's protests to this, insisting upon something a little bit stronger.

"Don't let Marly make you drink Roxas, you may never wake up or stop throwing up, depends on your stomach," I say, turn on my tall heel then go get the orders. I return with the laden tray, pass the drinks to the appropriate persons and smirk when Roxas sips at the weak drink. "Don't expect much from that, but again, don't listen to Marluxia, he loves to watch people go mad with the alcohol." I laugh as Marly splutters then walk off and do my job. They stay for most of the night and leave a couple of hours before my shift ends, luckily Axel had ordered single shot of Jack Daniels and waited for a few hours, so I know who the designated driver was.

I walk out of work after wiping down the tables and climb into my car. When I get back I find that everyone met in my dorm and I walk in tiredly then flop onto the couch with a sigh.

"Tough night?" Marluxia asks.

"A bit," I mumble as Axel sits next to me. I smile at him then feel weight on my other side and find Roxas. Finding this situation interesting I look at them both pointedly then almost jump out of my skin when I feel someone begin to undo my shoes. I look down and find Marluxia sliding the straps of my stilettos off, placing the shoes on the ground, and rubbing my feet.

"Those shoes must kill," Axel says then picks up one and examines it.

"No, I have gotten used to them quite well now," I say and swipe my shoe back, grab the other and cling to them protectively. "Never mess with a girl's shoes," I warn.

Olette and Xion laugh at this comment then nod enthusiastically before returning their full attention to their boyfriends.