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I decided to write another chapter... yeah...

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Comfort

When Lily woke up she found something warm on her waist, she looked down to find it was James' arm! Lily was confused, she should have pushed him off the bed... but she didn't... believe it or not it felt... good... she felt that in his arms there was a safe haven like nothing could hurt her, as if they were the only two people on earth... it felt wonderful. So she snuggled closer to the Quidditch player and drifted back to sleep.

Finally James woke up once more, to the telephone ringing. So he had to entangle himself from his flower. He went downstairs and answered the phone, he was still groggy.

"Hello?"

"Hi! Is this James? This is Lisa and is Lily there?"

"Um... she's still asleep"

"Oh.. okay... would it okay then if we drop her night bag over at your house?"

"Um... sure"

"Cool, we'll be over in 10 seconds!"

"10 seconds?"

"Well, we've been waiting outside your house for 3 hours.."

"What!? Why!?"

"To make sure Lils was alright."

"So you've been sitting out in our driveway since 5 AM?"

"Yep"

"Wow"

"Yep"

"Well, you should get off the phone so you can give me Lily's things..."

"Your smart"

"I know"

The both hung up. In less than 5 seconds the was a knock on their door. James opened the door to find. A bunch of girls giggling.

"Here" one girl said while handing them the bag, then the ran from the door to the van and sped off.

Lily has some strange friends James thought to himself.

As went back in he noticed something strange- his parents weren't home. He saw on he kitchen counter a note...

James,

Me and Dad are at the Ministry. There was some muggle attacks last night. One of the households that were attacked were the Evans, DO NOT TELL LILY! We need more information if they're okay or not...

Love you,

Mom

James put the letter on the table. He knew the Lily's parents were dead; Death Eaters didn't hurt, they killed. For a second James wondered what if Lily had been there?The thought scared him more than anything. It was hard for James; he knew Lily's parents were dead, and Lily didn't. Lily still had her innocence and happiness, he decided to make the best of it.

The teenage boy got out the cook book in search of a reciepe; pancakes. He found it; after 15 minutes, he had never used a cookbook in his life.

Next, he got out all of the ingredients. He did what all the instructions said, and he made pancakes. They were a little on the burnt side, but oh well it's the thought that counts.

Then the got out a breakfast- in- bed carrier. He put the 3 pancakes he had made for Lily on a bright yellow plate. He also put the butter and syrup on the pancakes. He decided the look didn't look complete yet, so he went outside and got 5 yellow daises and put them in a vase, which he sat on the carrier.

There was still something missing... a drink! He checked in the fridge, nothing! So he apparated to a supermarket in his PJs and bought some orange juice. People around him in the supermarket looked strangely at him, but he didn't care, all he cared about was making this day perfect for Lily, this was her day.

So he went back home, and poured the juice in a cup and sat that on the carrier too.

He decided it was time to wake up his lovely flower so he went in the room and sat the carrier down on his side of the bed. He went around to her side of the bed and was about to wake her up, then he saw her face. Her eyelashes curved perfectly up, her nose wasn't to big, it was just the right size, and her lips; were heaven! They were perfectly soft and pink.

He decided he better wake her up after staring at her for 10 minutes. So right before he was going to tap her Lily opened her eyes.

"Hey Potter"

"Hey Evans"

"What time is it?"

"Around nine"

"I'm starving" Right when Lily said that he reached over and picked up the carrier and sat it in her lap.

"What do I owe foe this yummy surprise?"

"Um... nothing I thought you might like some pancakes that's all"

"Well" Lily said as she started eating her pancakes,"Thanks"

"No problem"

"MMMmmm!these are delicious! These almost beat my mom's!"

When Lily said that James felt as if he had been punched. When his parents got home, how would they break the news to Lily? Would Lily be mad at him for not telling her?

"I need to go to my friend's house to get my bag" Lily asked.

"Well your friends brought of your night bag over"

"Oh"

"So, what do you want to do today?"

"Um, I don't care"

"There must be something you want to do, Lils"

"Um... Shopping!"

Inside James was about to shoot himself but he didn't show it instead he said "Sure"


So that's how right now he was riding the subway to the mall with Lily, she looked happy so James didn't care if he wanted to barf when she mentioned going shopping.

"So where do you want to go to first?"

"Um.. I don't care"

"How about Borders, it's a book store..."

James HATED reading and anything dealing with books yet he still said "I would love to"

So they went to Borders. Lily bought the whole Twilight series, Vampire Diaries series, and all the Darren Shan books which came to a whooping 210 dollars! Lily walked out with her four bags and James said "Let me help you" and he took all the bags.

"What's the matter with you?" Lily asked turning towards him.

"What are you talking about?"

"You make breakfast for me, you go shopping, you went to a BOOKstore with me for a good two hours. Everything I've done today is the exact opposite of what you would do!"

"Um... I want to make you happy?"

"Why do you want to make me so happy?!"

" Because it's the right thing to do!" James shouted back to her.

"There's something I don't know, right?"

"um... yeah"

"You aren't suppose to tell me this secret are you?"

"No,Lily please don't be mad"

"Will I ever know what the secret is?"

"Yes,...probably tonight..."

"Is it good or bad?"

"Bad"

"Oh.." Lily said looking down, "so are you trying to make this a perfect day, so when I get home and I hear the bad secret, it won't be as bad?"

"Kinda, Lily please listen to me, I'm not telling you the secret because I think my mom and dad should tell you"

"Oh okay, it's nothing too bad like my parents dying or something is it?"

"..."

"No, my parents aren't dead or they?"

"..."

"No! It's no true! They're not dead!" Lily then was shouting and tears were running down her face. She pushed James back and then ran.

"Lily!" James called. He looked around the mall for her, and then he finally found her behind a tree shrub in the building. She was now curled up in a little ball, lying on the floor crying.

"It's not true" Lily kept whispering to herself.

"Lily" James said sitting down beside her.

"It's not true"

"It's not true"

"It's not true"

"It's not true"

"Lily" James said again reaching out to her.

"Don't touch me!You have NO clue! NO CLUE!"

"I know-

"NO YOU DON"T! YOU HAVE NO CLUE WHAT IT FEELS LIKE! TO HAVE YOUR PARENTS BE MURDERED! YOU HAVE NO CLUE WHAT IT FEELS LIKE JAMES! WHEN WE GET HOME YOUR PARENTS WILL BE THERE, YOU CAN HUG THEM AND THEY CAN HUG YOU BACK. YOU CAN STILL TELL THEM YOU LOVE THEM AND THEY'LL REPLY! I'M ALONE!

"I'm here Lily"

"James did you know the last thing I said to my parents was " you don't care about me". Petunia, my older sister, had her boyfriend come over. They were thrilled to death. So when I brought up going to Lisa's house to spend the night they said "sure", they weren't even paying attention to me because they were playing Scrabble with Vernon and Petunia. They left me out, I know they didn't mean to. Why didn't I tell them I loved them? WHY! Why did they have to die? Why did they have to leave me to Petunia? I HATE her and I'm not kidding. Me and her have never done anything together, we are like strangers living in a house together. It's going to be horrible. What am I going to do?" She said, she was still crying.

"Whatever happens Lils, just know that all your friends will be there for you no matter what, and I'll be there to back you up in whatever happens"

Lily started crying in harder.

"Just leave me alone, James... please... just leave"

James knew he shouldn't leave her alone, but sometimes you just got to let out your emotions by yourself, alone. So he went to the Pretzel shop and got a pretzel. he could see the shrub still, but from a long distance away. He wanted to make sure she got home safely.

Then he heard his cell phone buzz. ( Yes they have cell phones, even if they are a magical family).

"Hey" his mom said.

"Hey" his whispered back.

"How's Lily doing?"

"um..she's doing not so hot, I mean.. we were leaving the-

"You told her didn't you?" his mom interrupted.

"I didn't mean to, Mom"

"So how did she take it?"

James told her all that had happened. Mrs.Potter started crying on the phone.

"I went to their house"

"Why did you go to their house mom?"

"It's part of my job to see if they,He-who-must-not-be-named followers left any clues"

'Did you find any?"

"One"

"What was it?"

"It showed a picture of three stick people on the wall, the two bigger stick people were crossed out, we guess that probably means the parents. Then the smaller figure wasn't crossed out , but it was circled, which we presume is Lily"

"How do you know Lily didn't draw it when she was little or her older sister?"

"Because the figures on the wall, were fresh"

"What does that mean? Fresh?"

"James, they drew the figures with blood, Lily's parent's blood"


Okay, I'm going to write the next chapter shortly. This was a really sad short chapter, it will become happier though I promise! Please review it makes me want to update quicker! So review, questions, comments, or anything you want to ask me go right ahead! I'm also looking for a Beta Reader; do you know anyone who would be interested? So REVIEW!

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