I get up and try to put on a smile but it's hard and always will be. I hardly ever feel like this but it has too happen I think about what what all my old friends are doing, I always push the thought away from my mind but today it just won't go away. Christina has her own boutique, Cara and Caleb work at a hospital, Zeke does never mind I don't know what he does, Tobias works for the city he seem to go his separate way and his own group of friends, one of them a girl-Scarlet obviously likes Tobias they flirt all the time but Tobias never makes a move which makes me glad but I know that eventually he will move on but I never thought he would move on with a girl like her she's so different from me she has long Black hair, long legs and is more in the parts I am less; she looks like a adult while I look like child I'm in the middle of deep thinking I am awaken by a knock and realize I was crying. I wipe of the tears while I get up because I hate it when people pity me.

"Come on Tris your going to be late" I realize it's Zoe she's been helping me ever since the event, Iv'e grown fond of her.

"Alright I'll be there in five minutes" I say closing the door. I get dressed in a dark maroon shirt and Black pants and head out the door.I go to breakfast to grab a muffin and see Edgar I don't want to talk to him yet. I think I still feel weird about the kiss. But before I can go I see Edgar running my direction.Oh no.

"Hey Tris" he sounds confused."I just wanted to ask If we're still cool and if you wanna hang out?"

"Yeah were cool." Not really.

"Oh, It's just that... Never mind I'll see you around five"

"Okay bye"

I Make my way outside and see Zoe, Amar, George, and my friend Jessie. Jessie waves for me to sit next to her I hesitate I think I've been avoiding her because she's too clingy but I should appreciate that she's my friend. I sit next to Jessie and she starts talking about her morning but I just can't pay attention.

"Are You listening ?"

"Yah go on" I have no idea what she's saying.


About A hour later we stop. I forgot to ask Zoe where we were going but oh well. When I get off I realize I'm at the city. The city my Friends, Old friends, are. Once I made the choice to be'dead' I knew visiting them was never a choice because they would hate me.

"What are we doing here" My voice sounds more steady then I thought It would.

"Relax Tris Everybody's at work, I would never do anything cruel to You. We're just here to Give some supply's then we'll leave" She said the last part loud enough for everyone to enter with a few guards asking who we are once they hear we go on but by foot. I'm worried someone will notice me and I notice Zoe keeps looking at me she's the only one besides Matthew who understands my choice. Amar thinks what I did was wrong I know George Doesn't Judge me but he just agrees with Amar. While walk I notice the changes They're are tiny shops we walk past and then we walk past a bar and I see Tobias two guys and Scarlet. Then They start Kissing. Zoe notices and see's My staring and to my surprise stops the group of people stop but there's only three people besides me and Zoe. I can't help It and I start To cry. I notice the people at the bar or people shopping start looking at us I mean no wonder there's a group of people obviously not from here Just stopping. I have too push my self too keep going. Jessie grabs my arm In a friendly way when we walk to the Hub which is now where the city council meets we drop of the supply's and head out now I notice Tobias and Scarlet are making out while their friend Is making cat calls. Then I notice Christina and Cara Having the same look of disgust just two tables away. Zoe said everyone was at work. As we walk toward the truck she walks towards me.

"I'm sorry I must have been given the wrong time"

"It's alright" I say even though It's not.

We get back around eight and I'm so tired but when I get to my apartment Edgar is sitting on the floor half asleep with flowers in his hand. I help him up and we sit on the couch and we talk all night until we both fall asleep. I wake up at three in the morning I'm now in my bed and I realize it's my time to move on.


I get up really early at around four and take a quick shower put some tight black pants on and a tight grey T-shirt and exit my room to the living room where Edgar is still sleeping. I sit on the couch across from Edgar and put on my black Combat boots and then I realized he was watching me so I try to give him a death stare but I just start grinning.

"Tris why exactly am I in your room"

"Because being the kind man You are you waited for me to get home and you fell asleep"

"well Tris lets go to breakfast"

"well hurry up You pansycake"

"Um what was that you know what never mind let's go"

We go to breakfast I get two muffins and five strips of bacon. Matthew has been working Non-stop and I miss him. Edgar leads me to a table with a few friends I recognize.

"Guys this Is Tris My girlfriend" girlfriend? oh well It's not like I dislike the thought of that.

"Tris this is Liam" he gestures to A boy with short hair."This is Erick" he pointed to a boy with long shaggy hair.

We talked for A long time although Edgar hardly talked, Me and Erick Had this connection and I just knew we would be great friends.

Okay You Just Need To Wait for Tobias To see Tris It might happen in 2-3 chapters It Just Depends. I need To Build Up the Drama With Edgar To Make It Great When They See Each Other. Leave reviews . Message me On Ideas.