My past

Are you still thinking about the past, same here maybe we should try and forget the past and move on. Maybe life will be a lot better. To you everyone see a monster but that only to you. Your friends tell you the same. "Your not a monster" there is a monster but that not you that us. In my past whenever people would see me uncovered they would call me many names 'monster', 'foul creature' and even devil. No one knew me.

When my father made me. He wanted the perfect human but found I was not like anything he wanted me to be. He abandoned me, leaving me wondering who I was, what I was. You have many things I wanted, an identity. Back then I didn't have one and I only have on when I'm outside of you.

When he died from an illness I was alone. I felt helpless, not wanting to feel this emotion I jumped unaware I would die. But then I met the three demons you have now.

Your life. Is similar to my old life. Hojo tried to make you into something else. His little monster. But he has failed. We both are seen by everyone as monsters.

The group you are with are not so bad. The ancient girl Aeris is a very loyal girl. She is always willing to listen to anyone problem. She has some innocence like a child but has wise wisdom as well like Galian. She asked you about the past and never judged you about your appearance just your past. She looked past what you are willing to see. Instead of saying it your fault she tries to show you that you are wrong. Lucrecia was wrong. It a shame she died. No one deserved that. She is the angel and angels don't deserve to die.

Cloud. Your leader of this little group, when we first met him he seemed to have something against you. Is this because of Galian and the fact you didn't tell him. I don't blame you. I would never mention anything either. He looks weak but then again you never just a book by it cover. His past with sephiroth is a bit of a odd. One but I feel sorry for Sephy. If a parent is bad then the child turn into a monster. I now this too well.

Tifa. She okay. I got to admit she knows when to cheer anyone up even when in her eyes she is upset. To you she probably another version of her. Asking you if your alright and joking around with you.

Barret is also someone interesting to know. He may act all tough but sometimes he can't see beyond that. Reminded me of an old blind man I knew. I was glad he expect me but only because he couldn't see me. Barret is similar to that, he can't see past though some things like people. Probably why he hates reeves because he can't see how good he is.

Reeves/Cait Sith. I can't say I like them or hate them. I envy reeves for having to sacrifice everything for the people in Midgar. But then again being good is hard but worth it isn't it.

Cid. He is similar to Barret, he can't see past some people. But when it comes to those he cares about then he will show that he has a heart of gold. The girl shera is living prove that he cares. I have heard him talk to you at times trying to get you to have a good time and to let go of the past. Good friend to have isn't he?

Even if he fight with Yuffie everyday. Sounds like me and Hellmasker.

Yuffie. She really does reminded me of the other demons. She as young as Galian, mad as hell but as brave as chaos. She is also similar to us as well. She has fights with her dad about decisions. Just like with you and Hojo. And with me and father.

Nanaki. He is always very loyal and is very wise. Some night you seem to talk to him when everyone else is asleep. Whenever Galian is out and refuses to come back he talk to Nanaki. Never understood what about. They are both speaking in beast. I have asked Galian what they were talking about but had no luck. But I noticed every time we have mentioned Hojo he tense up about it. Maybe he has the same hatred that we share with the other demons.

The other demons you have here are very unique. All of them are very different. But still share the same hatred as us for Hojo. But they also respect you as a person, because anyone who went through that torture would of killed themselves now. But here you are still alive and fighting to get closer to finishing avachelence mission. To stop Sephiroth.

Galian beast. He is the youngest of us all, while I'm the oldest. He has a lot of wise information for you or us to hear. He spends most his time talking to you, maybe he wants to know more about your culture. lately he has hidden away from everyone. maybe this is too much for him to deal with.

Hellmasker. he is an odd person probably more odd then me. he has an obsession with his chainsaw. but also has lots of knowledge. about humans and what right and wrong. but most times I can never see this. he spends most time arguing with me or chaos about control. before he came along I was the dominant one. Galian had his time and was sent away, now it was may turn. But he came along and proved that he was more dangerous then he looked. he looks like a serial killer but in battle he knows what to do without even needing to think about it. most times he thinks Lucrecia is noting but a user. she uses people and that what she did to you.

Chaos. one think I will say about him. he has uncontrollable power. made by the planet as the key of Omega. Inside of you he hates you but also respects you. hojo broke you but your still here fighting. stronger then me that for sure. he has chosen to fight with you against sephiroth rather then become your enemy.

when we fought hojo that was when Chaos came to life out there. he ripped, slaughtered Hojo, like he was a piece of paper. you still afraid of him because of his power. but he does everything he can to keep you from thinking of finishing yourself off. cloud told you to think about why you are fighting against sephiroth. you think about atoning and we are thinking about both yours and our future.

We are now inside of you normally we would be bicking about who will come out and fight. But now we are frighten about our future. Galian stays in the dark it probably comfort to him because he has not got the kind of power that we posse. But I afraid that maybe none of us have that power we need to defeat neither sephiroth nor do we know what will happen in the future. Hellmasker no longer laughs he grabs his chainsaw and holds it to his chest, his face always cover with a mask, but his eyes show a young boy who has lose all idea about what is going to happened. He scared out of his mind. Chaos has become more restless everyday. I would see him thinking about what to do and what would be the best choice but I believe that he is doing this because he nervous too and doesn't know what to do about any of this. But he would never admit he scared.

Now both Hellmasker and galian sleep while chaos is looking in your memories wanting to know more about you. We have grown to respecting you. All four of us. I would speak with you sometimes at night when your friends are asleep about the past. I think we should both just forget about the past and move on regardless of the scars that we have.