Merediths POV

Today was going to be a regular day get up really early take a wake around my land go back into my trailer shower get ready for a really long day at work, but when I woke up I had a really weird feeling not a bad feeling, not a good feeling just a feeling that today something big was going to happen. I got up and did the regular stuff then I went to work ready for anything that was coming my way.

Today was going pretty good then I got a patient with Subarachnoid hemorrhage which I've never had before and they needed to be operated on fast or they are going to die I made up my mind quickly and rushed them into the OR. I've only watched this done on a tape and it is very rare so I thought I could screw up at any minute and this person could die or even if I did save them in this surgery they could die in recovery because it could start rebleeding. I finally let myself stop thinking and just worked, after hours of surgery I finally fixed it, for now this person was in the clear. I thought my feeling would go away now because that was something big and I did it I fixed something that not many surgeons can fix, but nope there it is the stupid feeling from this morning still there.

It was close to lunch now so I went to join my friends in the cafeteria I got my lunch and joined Izzy and Cristina. I sat quietly while they were in the middle of a conversation and then Cristina spoke to me, "Meredith you better be at mine and Burkes apartment by 8p.m. today and this time be on time."

Uh oh I completely forgot about the party thing at there house "Don't worry I'll be there I can't promise I'll be on time in case I'm in surgery but I swear I will show up at some point." I laughed a little cause I love to tease Cristina.

She gave me the dirty look I was expecting and said, "You are going to show up on time or I'll get Burke to kill you and make it look like an accident. Really I don't even work as much as you and I'm me. You need to get laid." her voice was very serious.

It made me a little mad cause she was right. But I tried to defend myself anyway "I do not need to get laid I'm fine. I don't work to much ok maybe a little but I really want to be the new Head of Neurology."

Finally Izzie steps in hopefully she's on my side for all of this, "Come on Mer you know your going to be the new Head of Neuro, you work more then any other surgeon here. Just so you know Cristina's right you need to get laid." why isn't anyone ever on my side "Oh and be on time for the party this time and wear something nice."

I think there trying to set me up again "Why it's not like I have to impress anyone?" Get ready for Cristina to make up some reason for me to look nice.

"Yes you do you need to impress all of the other surgeons coming so you better wear something nice!" Wow I'm amazed at the lame reason that Cristina came up with.

There defiantly trying to set me up again "Fine but don't try to set me up with some guy aga-" Stupid pager "911 I got to go see you at the party." I run of to see what it is.

Ten minutes after 7p.m. I walk out of the O.R. I just repaired an two aneurysms back to back surgeries, other then my feeling that still won't go away I am having a great day. I was thinking that now would be a good time to go home and get ready for Cristina's then my pager goes of it says "CHIEFS OFFICE" I quickly head to the chiefs office I get let in and told to take a seat.

God I feel like a kid sent to the principals office ten he starts to talk quickly taking me out of my thoughts. "Dr. Grey you this is about your application to be our new Head of Neurology."

Oh crap I don't think I got it all I can say is "Oh!"

"You are only going to be a second year attending in Neuro." I didn't get it "But you show amazing promise in the field." hmm maybe I got it, no I couldn't have there are way better surgeons then me. "So I have made up my decision about who the new Head of Neurology. This is very rare but I couldn't decide and the board has agreed to let me do this so there are now two Heads of Neurology here one will be flying up from New York and will be starting to work hear in two months he is a fourth year attending and is very good. You our the other Head of Neurology because how well you do your job you are a natural and I want the two best Neurologists in the country working at my hospital."

Oh my god did he just say I got it. "Thank you so much Chief for this opportunity. Thank you wow I can't believe it thank you." I was getting up to leave when he spoke again.

"Dr. Grey all I want you to do now is go home you are way over your limit."

I had a huge smile said "Ok I'm going home, thanks again Chief." I ran into my locker room grabbed all my stuff not even bothering to get changed and got into my car I quickly drove home. I take a quick shower then go through all my clothes tossing them everywhere in my small trailer after I finally find something I quickly got dressed. When I'm on the road again on my way to Cristina's it was it was 7:53p.m. Then my cell rings I answer it, it's Cristina.

"You better be almost here and not just leaving the hospital." She sounds angry but nothing can ruin right now other then the fact that I still have that stupid feeling I had from this morning.

"I'll be there in five minutes and I have awesome news to tell you." I was saying with more enthusiasm then I intended.

"What? Please tell me you finally got laid."Her voice had way to much sarcasm.

"Well no but I am one of the new Heads of Neuro!" I said very exitedly.
"That's good now hurry up and get here then you can announce it to everyone." She seems happy for me.

"I'm almost th-" Horns are honking wheels are turning I see lights everywhere then the impact of the hit. Stupid feeling.

Everything starts to get blurry.

Ohh Crap.

Everything goes Black.

Ok tell me what you think this one was long and took me a while to write so i will try and write more tomorrow but need comments.