Hi guys! This is in Tobias's POV. I figured I'll be changing the POV every now and then in almost every chapter, I think and hope. Hope you guys like it!
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POV-Tobias
My heart is broken. Tris's heart is broken. Lauren has succeeded to drive a crack in between Tris and I. And I hate her for that. But I have a plan. And she can't know one can know it. But I know even if the plan works, Tris will still hate me. I can't live with out her. She is my everything. I can't. But I'm in a hole so deep, I wonder how I will get out. I wonder if anyone will come help me, or will they all hate me too? Can I be foregiven for all I have done? This day will haunt me for the rest of my life.
I push Lauren off. The tears spill. I only allow myself five seconds. One. Two. Three. Four. Five. I wipe my face.
"Sweetie, let's go have dinner. I want to sit with Zeke and the group and make more friends."
"Fine, Lauren. Let's go." I say. We walk to the dinning hall. I sit across Zeke and Uriah, at the end of the table. Zeke, Uriah, Will, Christina, Marlene, and Shauna all look at me and Lauren in shock. Lauren immediatly starts conversing with Marlene. I just stare at my plate. I am aware of everyone watching me. Zeke gets up,and pulls me out by the collar. He takes me to his room, closes the door, locks it and slams me into the wall.
"What the ***k, Tobias? What the ***k?! What did you do to Tris?! WHERE IS SHE AND WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER?!" He screams. I explain everything. Zeke remains quiet. Then all of a sudden, he throws into the opposite wall. My vision goes black around the starts to beat me up, and very soon I find myself losing consciousness.
POV-Zeke
How could he do that to her? How could he? How could he?
How could he?
I nearly killed him. Shauna came and stopped me.
"Zeke, stop. You're going to kill him. Stop. Stop. Calm down. Clam down." I move back. I didn't hit his face, not yet. I could've killed him. I could've killed my best friend who is a monster. Do I want that? Do I care for Tris so much that I would commit murder? And to my best friend? It scares me. I could've killed him. But he could've killed her. She could've been so dreppresed she goes and dies, kills herself. If she does, I will be sure to kill Tobias Eaton, the legendary Four. I will be sure to. Or I should just let him live with the guilt.
"Zeke, Tris is in the infirmary. She's awake. They all want you to go in first and talk to her. Come one. Leave him here." I nod, and lock Tobias run to the infirmary. When I reach her door, I slow down. I talk to the whole group.
"I'll go in first and see what she wants to say. Who she wants to see, or if she wants to see anyone at all."
"Won't she want to see Four?" Uriah asks.
"Not, Uriah. Not at all. Definetely not now." With that, I walk into the room. I close the door behind sees me.
"Hi, Zeke." She says, her voice strained. I walk over and hug her, not so tightly so that I don't hurt her.
"Tris, I'm, so, so, so, so, so , so sorry."
"I haven't seen a nice face in a week." She mumbles into my thick, grey sweatshirt. I pull a chair up.
"I know, I'm sorry. I should've tried to find you earlier." Should have, could have, would have. All things that are useless.
"It's fine. At least you're not reacting how Christina would've acted." There you go again. Would have.
"I have a question; how do you knowwhat happened?" She asks me.
" I hate to upset you, but Tobias told me. Everything."
"Did he, now?" She asks, her voice cold.
"Yes, Tris. He told me. He told me he kissed her. I think he was trying to tell me something else, something about it being a plan. I didn't hear."
"Speaking of Tobias, where is he?"
"Beaten up, locked away in my room, if it makes you feel any better."
"Can I see him?"
"Do you want to see anyone else?"
"Not, really, no. I'm sorry. Idon't think I'm up for it."
"It's fine. They'll understand. I'll get Four."
"Thank you." I hug her again. I walk out of the room, and look at them all.
"I'm sorry guys. She doesn't want to see anyone except Four, whom I'm going to get." They all nod, and walk out. I run back to my apartment. I kick Four in the sensitive spot, hard, and he wakes up.
"Get up, ******e. Tris wants to see you." He looks surprised.
"Me?"
"Yes, you dumb**s. Get the hell out of here." He stands up painfully. I force him to run infront of me. He stumbles into her room.
POV-Tris
Just seeing him breaks my heart all over again. It reminds me of what he did to me. What he did. He sits in the chair Zeke previously sat in. I sit up in my hospital bed. His eyes shine with tears. Myface is wet with tears. He holds my face in his hands and wipes the tears off.
"Why did you do that to me, Tobias?"
"I had a plan, Tris. I had a plan. I-I knew how to get us out. I knew. I knew what to do."
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"Because the problem started when she offered me those two choices. And I couldn't tell you."
"B-but you-you kissed her back! W-why? I-I thought- I thought-"
"No, Tris. No. I did that only to make her think-think that I like her. Only that reason."
"Tobias, you broke me." He breaks down at this. He starts crying. He puts his head in his hands.
"I'm sorry, Tris. That was the only way. The only way! I'm s-sorry, Tris. I'm really so, so, so, sorry. I really do love you. I really do. I can't- I can't-" I hug him, my tears returning. He sobs into my shoulder. I rub his back.
"I'm sorry, Tris. Please. Please. Please forgive me. Please." He begs. I look at him,and then kiss him.
POV-Tobias
Shegives me a conflicted look. And then she kisses me. I kiss her back. I snake my arms around her back, and she tangles her hands in my hair. She kisses me for a long time. Then she pulls back. There are still tears in her eyes.
"What are we going to do now?"
"I'll go talk to Max, get him to arrest her and Peter, and then I want you to come back home with me."
"I never said we were back together, Tobias." She says quietly.
"Please, Tris, please. I was only doing it to protect you. I knew how to get us out. I'm not Erudite, but I do know how to get us out of a problem. Please, Tris. Please. I can't live with out you. I just can't. I can't.I can't. Please, Tris. Please. I love you. Please. Please don't leave me. Please. Please." She gives me that sam conflicted look, presses her forehead to mine, closes her eyes, and sighs.
"Fine. But I won't be the same for a long time." I smile. I kiss her tentatively,and she kisses me back.
"Thank you" I kiss her "Thank you"kiss"Thank you"kiss"And thank you"kiss"So"kiss"Much"Kiss"Tris"kiss"Prior". I kiss her for a really long time. Then I pull back. She gigles.
"I gotta go. I love you, Trissy."
"Don't call me that." She says sharply. I put my hands up.
"Sorry." I mumble. "Goodnight, my beautiful Tris." I say, and I walk out the door. Zeke doesn't say anything to me, but just walks back in. I crack my knuckles. Now, to see Max.
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