Disclaimer: I do not own TMNT, Leonardo, Raphael, Donatello, Michelangelo, or Master Splinter.

Rating: Rated M!

Pairing: LeoxRaph, DonxMikey, and SplinterxLeo.

Warning!: If you don't like or know what Yaoi is, then don't read! In Raphs POV.

I looked over our Masta's couch and saw Leo on his shell panting. Sweat rolling off his forehead and eyes hazy. On top of him was our Father- no. Not anymore. Not after this. On top of my brother Leonardo was Splinta. He looked at me with wide shocked beady dark brown eyes. He quickly got up as Leo tucked 'im self in I stood their completely frozen. Our Father the man who raised us! Was FUCK'N Leo! After Leo saw me his eyes went wide with shock and horror and he got into a sitting position.

I just shook my head as Splinta put his coat on and said "R-Raphael listen to me my son your brother and I we were-" "Shut up. Just shut the fuck up! I don't even wanna hear your shit! All I wanna hear is why the shell Leo-" I glared at him as he struggled to get up "Let this HAPPEN?" Splinta reached out for me and I just hissed "Don't you fuck'n touch me you perverted pedophile! I'm so gonna fuck'n kill you!" Before I could tackle him Leo put his hands on my shoulders his breathing still ragged. I growled and said threw my clenched teeth "Get your filthy hands off me- cheater!" His eyes look at me with sadness, desperation, and regret.

He says in a broken voice "Raph… Please…. I-" "I don't need to hear it Leo! Fuck you know what? I thought I could trust you Leo- I neva doubted ya Leo!- Neva… and you do this to me? What the shell let him fuck you without a fight?" He looked down as Splinta shook his head. "Raphael. Do not blame Leonardo I…" He trailed off and I bit down on my tounge trying to control the rage building inside of me "You what?" I hissed and Leo tensed. Splinta growled and sighed "Raphael I will tell you later, in the meantime control your temper-" "Fuck that! Tell me what you said to make Leo roll on his shell and take it!" Leo glared at Splinta and told him straightly "Look. I told you if this ever got out YOU would leave- and you agreed. So leave. NOW. We'll tell the others that you've decided to trust us and leave us to live on our own. Just go."

Leo's eyes turned hard as stone and narrowed. Splinta hesitantly walked over to his desk and said quietly "I am sorry my sons… I have dishonored our family… I never meant to hurt you…" Then he takes his bag and walks out without another word. When he leaves the lair Leo falls to his knees. "Uhn…" I catch and say quietly and sadly "Leo… what did that bastard say?" Leo straightens and pulls away "If you love me, you will satisfy me. If not, then I can always find someone else…" He glances those warm eyes and I snarl "He said that? Leo why didn't ya tell me! How long has he been doing this to ya?" Leo looks down and says in a low voice

"Before I left. Way before. A little after we defeated the Shredder… then he sent me away, he didn't start up again until we defeated Winters…" His voice cracks at the end and that jus breaks my heart all the more. "Damn Leo… you shoulda told me… I would've made sure to make him stop…" He shakes his head "No, Raph I'm the leader and the eldest- its my problem I can handle it myself-" "Oh like you were a few minutes before? With his cock up your ass?" I yell and go wide eye'd realizing I'd just done one of the stupidest things ever! Leo looked at me and glared "Thanks. Thanks Raph I really needed to fucking hear that from you!" He got up abruptly and I mentally slapped myself. I tried to take his hand but he slipped it free

"Leo wait I didn't-" "Look. I'm going to get some sleep because I havn't gotten a nights rest in over a MONTH. So go and do whatever just leave me the shell alone!" He yelled to my face and disappeared. I shook my head and face palmed my self "Stupid, stupid, stupid!" I growled and sighed closing my eyes and walking out of the room shutting it closed. As I walked out Donny and Mikey peeped in. Shell, guess its all up to me to tell 'em.

"Hey Raph you OK? Whats up, you seem kinda… uh weird." I glance at Mikey and sigh "Look guys, Masta Splinta he…" I started to say when Leo appeared in front of me. "He's gone on a spiritual journey. He wont be back for a long time, he said this is also a test for us to see if we can survive without him. So be prepared tomorrow we have to do everything on our own without our Father." Leo's voice faltered at 'Father' and I sighed shaking my head. Mikey was grinning and nodded "Sweeeet! Dude you know what this means? We can have awesome parties night after night!" While Mikey was act'n his usual goofy self Don looked at us from top to down.

His calculated eyes watched our expressions closely and he just stared at Leo. Leo had his Fearless Leader face on and that seemed to raise Donny's questions but that all stopped when Mikey tackled him "And you know what this means Donny?" Donny's face turned bright red and I chuckled "W-What?" Mikey nuzzled his beak with Don's and smirked "We can have some 'fun'." Don just blushed harder and Fearless walked to his room and I followed. Don and Mike were so busy with each other they didn't notice when we left.

When bro slipped in his room I slide in too, which got me a growl "Raph…" He warned but I just smirked "Yeah Fearless?" Which got me a worse yet better reaction cause he spun around and pushed me against the wall "Raph, what do you want from me?" I sighed and looked up. OK I can do this, this is what brothers do. "I… I-I want cha to tell me everything. Let me know what yer going threw, let me help bro. I wanna help ya, but I can't if you don't let me in." When I looked up Leo's eyes where bright brown with countless emotions running threw em.

His arms fell and he just stood there. For a few minutes I thought he was having a heart attack or somth'n when he stepped closer and pressed his beak to mine. I kissed back softly and slowly not want'n to ruin the moment. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me onto the bed next to 'em. We laid there looking at each other as if for the first time when he said in a flat tone "If you want me to tell you, you have to promise not to get mad." I snorted "Really Leo? How can I not get mad? You know me, shell Donny and Mike would get pissed too!" Leo looks down sheepishly and nods "Guess your right… well…. Here's how it started…" He stared at the wall which is because he didn't want to look me in the eyes cause he didn't wanna see what I felt.

"When after we came back from defeating the Shredder- the time before I went to Central America Master Splinter… he called me to his room, and said…"

*FLASHBACK:*

"Leonardo, you have rid the world of the Shredder for good. I am proud of you, yet sad that it came down to our last resort of killing the Shredder. But I must say you have become a great and devoted leader and brother. Not to mention a very…. Attractive student… Leonardo, you have a appearance that would swoon any woman if they just saw the true you." I blink. "Uh thank you Father. That's very kind of you" Master Splinter comes around and sits across from me. He places a furry hand on my thigh.

"…..Master Splinter?" I say trying to stay in control and not jump to conclusions. "Yes Leonardo?" His hand trails higher up my thigh causing me to gasp and take his hand "Master Splinter! What are you-" He cut me off with his furry mouth and said in a husky voice "Leonardo if you care about me, if you love me then you will fulfill my needs, my desires." I shivered as his hand went higher and closer under my plastron and started teasing my cock. "Ahh ah M-Master Splinter p-please…" I take his wrist and he bites my neck softly careful not leave any marks.

"Leonardo… if you don't do this simple task then I can find another…." My eyes go wider and I look at him. Who is this rat and what has he done to my father? I say my eyes narrowed "And what makes you think I would let you get even close to them?" He smirked and looked at me with lustful eyes. "Remember, I am the Master, you are the student. Do you really wish to take a chance for who would win Leonardo?" I start to shake and hang my head. He would win if he really tried. I'll take a dive for my team, for my brothers. My hand drops from his wrist as he pushes me on my shell.

He takes his robe off and looked at me with hungry eyes. I looked away as he stripped me of my weapons and tore off my mask. He kissed and licked down my neck with his rat tongue, my heart sped up and my breathing quickened. He licked down my plastron and nipped my thigh causing me to gasp "Ah!-" he covers my mouth with his claw hands. "Shhh… Leonardo calm down, let your self enjoy this sensation…" I just closed my eyes as he licked my entrance causing my member to slide out. He pushed his tongue inside of me making it harder not to moan. My stomach started to churn as I clutched the ground desperately trying not to make any sounds.

When he slide his skilled tongue out I protested a whine but that fire in my stomach was building with some feeling of nausea. He put both his hands on my thighs and started licking my beak and forced it open allowing his tongue to enter. I kept my eyes closed tighter. "Mhh…" I stayed silent as he pushed the tip of his dick inside of me, I hissed at the intrusion. He didn't hesitate to push it in further- rougher. He pulled out with some of the pain, but shoved back in quickly causing me to yelp "Ah ahh M-Master Splinter p-please w-! Ah!" He didn't listen as he pulled out and slammed back in at full force grunting.

"Ah Leonardo…" He moaned quietly making me want to vomit. I just kept my eyes closed as he kept slamming in and out. I kept quiet and so did he except for the occasional moaning my name. After a while he finally came filling me with his seed. I whimpered as he drew out panting. He put his robe on and I laid there for a few minutes trying to hold in the tears that held all the pain. "Leonardo… please forgive me, but you should leave. We don't want your brothers expecting anything. I nodded slowly registering that and got up.

I limply walked to my room and closed the door silently locking it. I lie on my bed huddled with a pillow silent tears falling down my face. I had no dreams that night.

*END OF FLASHBACK:*

I stared at Leo whose eyes held so much damn pain I wanted to make it all go away. I knew I can't but I am going to try. I pulled him into a hug which I really don't do much cept after make-up sex. I held him tightly and wrapped his arms around my shell. We laid there and after a few moments I said in a monotone. "Leo, from now on you tell me anything- I don't care what it is just tell me. I know I shouldn't talk but remember it aint good to keep things bottled up.

He nodded and buried his face in the crook of my neck silently sobbing. "T-Thank you Raph, thank you… I love you, and I-I'm sorry. I-I-I'll do anything to make it up I s-" I kisses him lightly and pulled away so he could see me clearly through all his tears. "Leo, you don't need to do nothing 'cept breath and be happy. Got it Fearless?" He searched my eyes but I showed him that I meant it, cause when Raphael Hamato says something he means it. I kissed him again and said gentaly as I could manage "Now come on, lets get some sleep." He nodded and closed his eyes. I did to after smiling "Good night Raphie, sweet dreams." I smirked and said "Night Leo, love ya." I could pratically feel his blush and kept smirking.

Then I fell into sleep-land to wake up in the morning hearing the door creak open. Followed by a giggling sound which could only mean one of two things. 1) He saw me an Leo hugging each other, or 2) He was starting to put two and two together. I hope this time I have better luck and its 1. Course Lady Luck neva did like me.

Yay! I think this cliffhangers not as good as the last- but hopefully you enjoyed it! Cause I know how you all love cliffhangers! ;D well til next time my pets! R&R!

~Love-LeoxRaph-Rage~