"OLD FEELINGS"
Previously: Jacob gave Bella a ride to school kissing her before she left. It was the anniversary of the day Edward left. Edward transferred back and was seated next to Bella in class.
"Hello Bella" My mind buzzed. Was any of this real? Or did this have to do with my old illusions of my past love? Had the anniversary of this horrible day caused something in my mind to lose control? I answered him anyways
"H-Hello" I stammered. Looking deep into his eyes I began to remember the old me. Bella Swan the girl who had a vampire boyfriend and was on the path to immortality.
The word Vampire had me back tracking. What about my werewolves? My Jacob?
For the first time in my life I felt pure and utter hate for the vampire next to me. Right before the bell rang and Mr. Greene had finished his lesson HE spoke
"Bella," whispering in my ear I could feel his cool breath "I need to talk to you. I have so much and more to explain."
"Oh like how you no longer love me? Or how your momentary vacation out of my life was amazing without me?" I could even hear the pain and hate in the words I spat at him. "Trust me Edward, there is nothing in the world I want to hear from you. Leave me alone!" If I were a vampire my words would have been a snarl. I got up and left memorizing the shock/confusion/pure torture on his face.
At my locker Angela and Jessica came to bring up the worst topic ever.
"Hey Bella! Did you hear...Edward is back?" She hesitated before saying it almost deciding if she shouldn't say anything. Oh how I wished she hadn't
"Leave her alone Jess, I'm sure this is tough for her." Angela spoke while hitting Jessica with her elbow.
"Yeah I heard he was actually in my first hour class." I didn't want to go into detail about the moment Edward ruined my life...again
"I'm sorry Bella." Speaking softly, I was grateful Angela wasn't much for gossip so I knew she'd leave it alone.
"What happened?" Unfortunately that grateful feeling was replaced by annoyance after Jessica spoke.
"I've got to go to class," I grabbed my stuff out of my locker and rushed to my next class "see you at lunch." I said over my shoulder as I walked away.
I needed Jacob. But he would be out with the pack still keeping Victoria at bay.
The thought of the red headed Vampire made me shudder and accidentally run into someone.
I hit them hard considering I wasn't even going that fast and began to fall backwards. Abruptly I felt the student grab my waist to stop me from falling.
As soon as I was up right they just turned to walk into the class I was heading for.
"Still as clumsy as always." he mumbled under his breath.
"Thanks for joining us. Miss Swan and Mr. Cullen. Please take your seats." Grateful again that I didn't sit alone in English. Although the only open seat was in front of me.
"Huh? Since when did Cullen get back?"
Edward's Point of View"Why the hell is he back? It was hard enough trying to win Bella over Jacob, but now Cullen too. Ugh. Whatever maybe she still hates him. I heard mikes shocking thoughts"
Jacob? I ran some names through my head instantly understanding which Jacob he meant.
Trying to win Bella over Jacob? Who won? Jacob Black or the annoying Mike Newton?
I glanced back to notice her sitting as far from Mike as she could. I wondered if it was because of me she sat far away or if she was in love with this Jacob?
I knew he had feelings her, I could read that at the Prom close to a year ago. But what would cause Bella to fall for him? During the whole class I ran it through my head. Wondering how they began to fall in love. Wondering if it was too late. If my love for the one girl in the world that once loved me back wasn't enough anymore. If that was true...now what? This Jacob may have won her heart, but I'd had won it long before. This meant war.
