Disclaimer: I own nothing. Hannah Montana and all its characters belong to the Disney Channel. No infringement intended.
A.N. Song used in this chapter is 'Letters From The Sky' by Civil Twilight.
Fall To Pieces Chapter Two: Letters From The Sky
One of these days the sky's gonna break and everything will escape
And I'll know
One of these days the mountains are gonna fall into the sea
And they'll know
That you and I were made for this
I was made to taste your kiss
We were made to never fall away
Never fall away
I sighed for what must have been the hundredth time tonight. Today was another long day on set, and when I was done all I wanted to do was crawl into the tub and soak away my uneasiness. That didn't work, and when I started to prune I got out, ordered room service and looked over my lines and schedule for tomorrow.
Most people my age in my position would probably be out living it up, but not me. Nothing seems interesting to me without my best friend. Lilly isn't here, and all I do is long for the few short moments where I can hear her voice on the phone. Those moments are few and far between with both our schedules and the nine hour time difference.
I never knew it was possible to miss someone so much, never knew such pain and heartache until now. Is it normal to miss you best female friend this much? Who am I kidding, what is normal anyway?
One of these days letters are gonna fall from the sky
Telling us all to go free
But until that day I'll find a way to let everybody know
That you're coming back
Mmm you're coming back for me
'Cause even though you left me here
I have nothing left to fear
These are only walls that hold me here
Hold me here...
Hold me here...
Hold me here...
Oh to hold me here...
As I lay here on yet another sleepless night, I wonder how I was able to deny the fact that I've been in love with Lilly for so long. Everything I've ever done has been for her. I trusted her with my biggest secret when we were twelve years old; I've written songs for her and taken her everywhere with me; I couldn't bear the thought of losing her so instead of moving back to Tennessee we moved into a bigger house and she moved in with me; and finally, I gave up my biggest secret and let it be known that I was Hannah Montana just so we could go to college together and have a normal life, so I could be free to be me with my best friend.
And then I got one of the biggest opportunities of my career so far, an offer to star in a Tom Cruise movie and I couldn't pass it up. Lilly understood, and here I am. I'm in Paris and I'm so lonely and yearning for the day Mr. Spielberg yells 'That's a wrap!' so I can go home to Lilly.
I wonder if she feels the same way, if she misses me as much as I miss her. I want to take her into my arms and never let her go. Hastily, I grab my phone. It's 5pm in California and Lilly's in class, but I just have to let her know that I miss her.
'I miss you' I text, for those three words are all I can manage before I choke on my tears and sob into my pillows.
One day soon
I'll hold you like the sun holds the moon
And we will hear those planes overhead
And we won't have to be scared
Mmm yes we won't have to be scared
Oh we won't have to be yea...
Yea...
You're coming back for me
You're coming back for me
You're coming back to me
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