Chapter 2

Tabitha drove slow on the way home. I knew she felt sorry for me, and was glad she wasn't driving like she was a fucking drunk maniac! Still pain sucks. I should have known this relationship between Lance and I wasn't going to last long, but still I felt hurt and cut. Cut very very deep. Lance had no clue what he had done to me, and I will not ever let him forget. I will make him pay.

Back at home Kurt was waiting for me. "Kitty!" Fuzzy looked like he was about to lecture me and stopped when he saw my face. "What happened?" then his expression went from worry to anger. "What did that douche bag do to you? If he touched you I'm gonna kill him! If he broke up with you I'm gonna boil his eyes out!" He picked up the nearest glass object and threw it against the wall. The saucer broke and I slowly backed up against the opposite wall putting distance between my angry friend and me. I was shocked my eyes felt like they might shoot out of their sockets! I swear if I would have been able to see his face under the fur it would have been flushed with rage! Hidden by the shadows I watched as Kurt calmed down. Breathing deeply he looked back at me. "I-I'm sorry. I d-didn't mean to. I." Kurt stopped and looked at the saucer. "I'm gonna be in deep shit aren't I." I sighed with relief glad to have my normal wacky ball o' fuzz back.

I grabbed him and hugged him tightly. "Don't ever scare me like that again you ignorant ball of fur!" He hugged me back. After a while I let the tears slip. "You won't really boil Lance's eyes out will you?" Kurt's smile faded from his blue face.

"He really did beak up with you didn't he?" I laughed uneasily and nodded. The anger flashed in his eyes but vanished the second he caught my stare. "Wow Kitty. I. I actually feel sorry for that dumb ass. He let go of a really amazing girl." He smiled at me. That made me feel better. His smile was almost enough to make the hole in my chest close back up. Which was weird. Lance's smile used to do that. Now all it causes is pain. A pain so horrible there should be a word for it. Oh, wait there is, it's called heart break! Thinking of that bastard Lance made bitterness and hate boil inside of me. Finally, I decided I should spend some time and sort out all of my thoughts and feelings.

"Uh I'm going to go lay down ." Kurt swallowed and put a comforting hand on my shoulder and for some odd reason I wanted to lay my hand over his but, I didn't.

"Alright Kitty, just come talk to me if you need too." Nodding I turned around and fazed through the wall next to the girls wing. When I completely got through the wall and solidified I bumped into Jean.

"Hey Kitty." She said a little to cheerfully. "What's up?" I sighed if I didn't tell her she could just read my mind and everything would be even more messed up.

"Well, I was just going to lay down. I had a tough time today. Lance and I. . . we. . .well he. . uh. . .Lance broke up with me." Jean's face went from cheery to very concerned. She reminded me of a big sister.

"Oh Kitty I'm so sorry. Come on get you to your room and then I'll get you a chocolate bar and a glass of milk." she laughed a little. "I know it's not that healthy but it will help." she ushered me to my room and sat me down on my bed. She left and barely a minute later she came back with two glasses of milk and two chocolate bars. She handed me one of each. "Eat up girl it'll make you feel better." My red headed "big sister" laid back on the bed biting into her chocolate. "So how do you feel, besides miserable?" I laid down beside her setting the milk and chocolate on the night stand.

"Angry, I want him to suffer!" I was practically shouting! Then after a while I heard Jean's comforting voice in my head. "Kitty calm down it's alright. He didn't deserve you" I looked back at my friend she was right. "By the way Kurt's waiting for you in the hall. His thoughts sound worried. You better go and talk to him." Then she left.

A little while later I had gained the courage to talk to my blue buddy. I fazed through the door and saw him pacing the floor. Fuzzy was mumbling something under his breath that I strained to hear. Finally I gave up. "Kurt?" he stopped and looked at me with a strange expression.

After a second of staring at me, he gathered himself up. "Oh uh, Kitty. I was just coming to check up on you, you know see if you were okay." I never knew he really cared that much.

"Thanks and I'm fine by the way." Kurt smiled and my heart skipped a beat. "So you want to watch a movie?" My friend the Blue Elf nodded and led me to the TV room. Plopping down on the couch I grabbed the remote and told him to pick the movie.

"Alright how about a comedy?" I thought it over for a second.

"Sounds good." I replied while Kurt took the empty space on the couch next to me . At that time it was only about four thirty so we had a lot of time on our hands before the party.

"What movie?" I asked curiously. Kurt shook his head no. "Come on I'm not eight!" Laughing Kurt put an arm around my shoulder. The closeness was almost overwhelming! Damn it! Why the hell do I feel this way? Especially towards my best friend. Jesus Christ Kitty get a hold of yourself. Your just on the rebound. Then why does he smell so good to me? What the hell I think he smells good? Where did that come from? Fuck fuck fuck fuck! Shoot me now I like my best friend more than a best friend! Shit shit shit! Jeez I need to stop cussing! Fuck it! Fuck this really sucks, and shut up I know that rhymes! God now I'm talking to myself!

"Kitty?" Kurt was looking at me like something was wrong. "Are you okay? You don't seem to be paying much attention to the movie?" Blinking I looked at the TV. What the fuck? I spaced out through half the freaking movie! "Please don't tell me your thinking about that Douche Lance." I almost wanted to say 'No I'm thinking about how good you smell.' Jesus Christ I gotta stop this insanity. Wait maybe that's it. I'm going insane! "Kitty?" Elfy was looking at me wide eyed. How ironic the dude I called the nuisance was becoming my new crush!

"Uh. . ." I just stared at him. What am I going to do?