The odds are not in my favor. I hate doing what I am told. I don't let people dress me up like a puppet. I am not one of their Capitol models. I am a warrior. I fight and now I have to sit in this stupid chair and act like it does not bother me. No wonder people go crazy in the games. This is already making me crazy. The girl who volunteered has been on my mind so much lately. Her name is Katniss and Clove thinks she looks as nice as Brutus.
I cannot stand Brutus. He degrades women and acts like he is so much better than me. I cant wait until I can prove to him that I am not a worthless piece of shit. I start to strategize and I hate the idea of being on a team. 23 people have to die. Alliances only get you stabbed in the back. I am glad I know what I am getting into. I have watched almost every hunger game there is.
Clove on the other hand is a little bit of a, well whore. She likes her guys and I am sure they just love her. I on the other hand stayed as far away from girls as possible. I have a %4 percent chance of coming home. I am not going to get anyone's hopes up. It also helps I don't even know how to talk to girls so I just steer clear. I know I am a genius. I cant stand the superficial gossiping and conversations. Almost every word that comes out of a girl my ages mouth is a complete waste.
What am I doing this is just a waste I need to focus on the task at hand. My past does not matter I need to be thinking of the future. Strategy.
Screw this I cant think! I don't even know what anyone can do. I am not picking the weakest out by looks. I do have some common sense.
"I am going to bed" I tell Brutus. He hardly acknowledges me leaving.
This is my first night in a bed away from home. I miss it there. Tajden would always sleep in the other bed in my room and we often stayed up late talking.
I drift to sleep thinking of home and the girl form district 12.
Sorry that was short:( please review! I promise it will get better once they get to the capitol!
