Chapter 2: Attraction

Finding the courage to stand up from that couch wasn't easy. I'm pretty sure I just sat there for two hours, staring at the door that Yamamoto had walked out of.

My heart was aching and my mind was torn. What Yamamoto had done had skewed my world again, sending it spiraling even faster into confusion.

While I still yearned after Tsuna's attention, even though I was royally pissed at Mukuro, I still couldn't forget that feeling in my heart when Yamamoto kissed me.

A few tears leaked down my cheeks as the memories of the kiss between Tsuna and Mukuro invaded my thoughts, but I quickly shook it aside. I let the memory of Yamamoto's desperate kiss overwhelm me instead.

I made my way slowly towards the kitchen, and found a plate of sushi on the counter, along with a note.

Gokudera-

Here's some sushi in case you get hungry. Don't worry, it doesn't need to be refrigerated.

Blankets and pillows are in the hall closet to your right. Take as many as you want. You know where the bathroom is in case you want a shower.

I'll be in my room if you need anything else.

And I'm sorry again.

~Yamamoto

I picked up one of the pieces of sushi and took an experimental bite. While I could tell it was freshly made and good, it didn't appeal to me. I simply wasn't hungry.

I walked over to the hall closet and pulled out a pillow and a couple of blankets. As I dragged them back to the couch and curled into them, I realized that they smelled strongly of a certain baseball idiot.

I snuggled deeper in, letting the smell of grass and sunshine and something that was distinctly Yamamoto overwhelm my mind.

I needed to forget Tsuna. I needed to forget about him. He was no longer anywhere close to being mine.

That smile…

I inhaled the scent surrounding me deeply, letting it wash me away to sleep.

I just needed to forget.

That night, I dreamt of Tsuna again. But this time, Yamamoto was there too.

REALLY short, I know, but the next chapter will be longer and from Yamamoto's POV.

Just so you guys know, this is an experiment. I rarely write in first person, so doing an entire Fanfic in it… well, let us see how it turns out, shall we?