Hey Diary (Don't know what to say)

December 18 2007

I imprinted.

Sorry, I gave the climax away, but it is wonderful. Kim. So beautiful. She's amazing.

It had been a week since I became a wolf. Now I am quite used to it. Now Sam and Paul had told me everything I had to know about werewolves. One of this was imprint. It was supposed to be rare. Never thought it would happen to me.

I had seen it with Sam and Emily. By the way, Emily is Sam's fiancée. She is the only one who can afford to cook for us. With great speed comes great appetite. Sam told me not to go to school cuz if I lose control, the consequences will be very bad. Kinda like what happened to half of Emily's face. But yesterday "the alpha" he gave me permission to go to school from today. I had told my mother that I was not felling well, which was easy to believe after touching me. It was hard to convince her to let me go to school. I wasn't that interested in school but something deep deep very deep inside me was telling me to go, as if someone was there waiting for me.

It was during Government class that I saw her and never looked away. She was already in the class by the time I came. I never looked at her. I didn't even find her that pretty (I must have been so blind). I went and sat next to her as I always did. She and her friend giggled. Suddenly I felt as though she was pulling me towards her. I turned and looked at her. That was it.

I couldn't look away. She was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen. I couldn't stop looking at her. I didn't even think that I had caught her staring at me. She looked down, embarrassed. I couldn't help it. I held her face in my hands and looked straight into her deep eyes. She blushed. Her face was wearing a mask of astonishment but I could make out that she was freaking out inside and considering that it was a dream. It's a wolf thing. We Kinda know what our imprint is thinking. Not like I know Sam's and Paul's thoughts, but something more. As if everything they are thinking is flashed across their face. I slowly moved my hand, not to scare her. Gently held her chin and told something I would never have believed I would be saying to her before today.

"You are the most amazing girl ever. I have fallen in love with you." I said.

Now all I could see on her face was doubt. How can she doubt the truest of the truths. Her friend was shocked and told to me.

"Are you kidding? Cuz if you are, you must think of her feelings before that. She is a sensitive person and I am not letting you hurt her."

I should have been angry but all I felt was gratitude towards Kim's friend for speaking for her and taking so good care of her. But I had to answer now.

"I truly love you, Kim. I don't know if you will ever feel that way about me, but I will always be there for you."

I didn't think now and kissed her. Just a small 3 second one but was full of passion. She kissed me back. That was a yes. I pulled her face away but kept it an inch from mine. She was smiling. That was all I needed. That made me too happy. My hands left the face and held her hand. Soon Mr. Beckett entered the class. I didn't care what was being taught in the class I was too happy for it now. As soon the class was over, she came with me, ready to do whatever I wanted too.

We ditched school and walked down the beach like any couple would do. Our eyes did all the talking. By now it was safe to assume that she wanted to be with me. She told me how huge a crush she had on me. We went to her house, no one was there. She showed me the diary in which she had attached my surname to her name all over it. It was so cute. This made me love her even more. I didn't know whether to tell her about the wolf thing or not. When I looked at her, I wanted to tell her every secret I ever had. It almost like I liked her because of some Magic by which I was bound to her.

I think I have to tell Sam and Paul about this. Poor Paul, he doesn't have anyone. Hope he finds a soul mate in a girl soon enough. I'm off now. Gotta tell the pack

-Jared.