Kyubey described me as limitless, briefly.

Right before I'd rewoven history to my preference, he had sounded almost terrified. But that's silly; incubators didn't have emotions.

After that, I unwound him too.

The actual experience of it-unwinding, and rebinding the universe...what might have seemed like a second to others was so long an experience to me. The feeling of millions in despair, letting go with faith placed solely and me...

It was horrible.

There was so much pain; so much bitterness, anger, fear. To experience every girl's grief first hand and watch every hard memory of dead family and dead friends and-

I made them happy again. If nothing else, I absolved their regrets, and I made an end in which nothing truly hurt anymore.

(but what about my happiness)

Homura had been my everything, when inevitably, I had nothing. Every magical girl had crossed the threshold, and I had absorbed more tainted emotion I didn't want a part of. Homura was there; she believed in me even if she didn't have to, even if, sometimes, she didn't want to.

She wanted my complete happiness. Even among others who also truly cared about me, Homura had gone through as much pain as every magical girl ever had. I have absorbed so much bitterness, but surely, nothing matches what she felt.

We're equal. We're so equal. She deserves to be here with me.

And maybe that truly is enough justification to break into her.