Author's notes: This story isn't very popular but since I have it in my head and it won't go away until I keep writing than it shall continue. I just hope it will get popular in the future.

Rika'sGrayWolf- No I never get sick of your comments, in fact, I'm always happy to open my e-mail and see that you've commented me. I just can't reply to people's comments because my e-mail is stupid. Actually you are my most loyal commenter and I love you! But yah it's a good series I suggest you find it some how threw your library, every single book ends with a shock. And how the series ends is just mind blowing! Read it because your special gay buddy said so. Oh by the way you're my friend now I hope you don't mind.

Shipet100- Oh my please don't kill me! I will write it just for you and Rika how's that sound? Since I have a feeling you two will be the only ones reading it. Keep reading and reviewing or else Aden will be very sad.

Disclaimer: I do not own Cirque du freak, Aden doesn't want to get sewed.

Warnings: I rated this T for a reason, same sex relationships and language. In the near future this story will be very seductive, the rating could change.

The vampire's scars

Rainbowness

"I'm glad you're here" he pulled me into the tent, the atmosphere heavy as led, and his fingers as cold as ice. I shivered when my bare legs touched the cold hard ground, it wasn't helping that I was wearing shorts. Stupid.

He sat across from me smiling at me seductively. My whole body froze up I wasn't used to this at all I was only a twelve year old kid. I wished that I could go back to the time of innocence when I didn't know what sex was. I wouldn't be feeling what I'm feeling now, the sense of attraction, the sense of passion, and the sense of desire.

My heart took a jolt and my brain spewed with all sorts of thoughts as he placed his warm lips to my neck. He held me still in his arms and I began to calm down but my breathing was out of control.

"Understandable that you would be easily aroused at this age," he whispered in my ear his breath hit against my ear causing me to heave a sharp breath.

"You will be my new toy and you have no idea how exciting and fun this will be for me, I've been bored and friendless for the past while and you will help me get over it," he placed his cold hands on my neck. I was as still as I could hold it, except the little tent in my pants was about ready to explode. He placed his hand on my crotch and I could sense him smiling behind my back.

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I jolted out of bed sweat covering my whole body and my mouth felt like cotton. I heaved deep breaths in and out of my lungs and looked around the tent, it was fairly small but it was exactly like my dream.

"Wow it seems like you were having an interesting dream," I heard a voice from the side of me. I turned to find Darren himself sitting on his cot, his smile so big that I could spot his sharp fangs from a mile away.

"What exactly was I doing?" I asked in embarrassment my cheeks turning a bright red.

"Well you were breathing very hard and moaning in your sleep, I am wondering what you were dreaming about…" he replied standing up. He plopped next to me and felt my for-head, my heart leaped just by his one touch. Stupid.

"You do not have a fever," he tapped his finger to his lips thinking.

"Hmm, any ways I did not get to talk to you much last night because it seemed like you were tired so I just told you to go to bed and you did so," he leaned against the tent wall his arms folded in his lap.

"Yah I was tired, Mr. Creeps wouldn't let me sleep for the longest time" I replied in a frustrated tone.

"Mr. Crepsely is not a bad guy he just has a different way of viewing things I promise he does things for your own good. But he is no longer in charge of you, I am and I will assure you that I want friendship but I am more of a teacher, understand?" he explained giving me a stern look.

"I understand but I really don't want to be a vampire it sucks," I felt tears in the corner of my eyes.

"Do not cry things get better, I know it feels inhuman at first but you will get used to it, I will lead you and be your friend every step of the way," he patted my back affectionately. My body was suddenly covered in goose-bumps.

"I'm excited to be friends with you," I said with honesty, the smile on his face was full of gratitude.

"I haven't had a friend in ages and I cannot wait to start it also," he said nervously like he seemed hesitant to do something.

"What?" I giggled staring into his eyes.

"Nothing it would just be awkward," he replied my heart fluttered when I noticed blush come across his face.

"I don't care we are friends now right?" I asked cocking my head to the right.

"Yah, but I feel as if I am not that close to you yet and besides vampires would never be caught dead doing it," he broke eye contact making things awkward.

"Doing what?" I asked dryly.

"Well I wanted to hug you…stupid I know only humans do that stuff."

"That's not weird at all, you are very close to me the vampire's scar on our fingertips show it and besides me and you are mostly human so why not?" I had no idea what my mouth was saying by my brain was screaming.

The next thing I knew my arms were around him and his were around me, it was awkward at first but when he broke off I felt sad. He held up his fingertips, I gave him a weird look at first glace.

"Put yours to mine," he ordered, I slowly did so and we gave each other big smiles.

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Darren showed me around the Cirque and introduced me to a lot of interesting people I was intrigued and excited for my new life. It was just this whole vampire thing I was going to have to get used to. My friendship with Darren was slowly blooming and according to my body so was other things. Back at home I never really thought of relationships or attraction to any one in the matter of fact. I was just a normal kid into sports, friends, and comic books.

Whenever my friends talked about girls I would zone them out, whenever girls tried to talk to me or flirt with me I would just ignore them and try to dodge them. Realizing that I had been attracted to boys all these years slammed me hard. But the one thing that really made me think was that I was now a gay vampire, what the hell? Usually on old movies like Dracula you would see the guy vampire seducing the human girl. You would never in your right mind think of a gay vampire. The image just made me crack up inside my head but yet that's what I've become…….

My thoughts were interrupted by Darren splashing water in my face, I dropped the bucket of water I held in my hands and gasped.

"Are you ok?" he asked with a concerned tone.

"Yah fine just thinking" I replied looking at my reflection in the river. It's been a while since I've actually seen it. I had short black hair but long bangs in the front, the pink color I had died my bangs washed out a while ago so now it looked like a bleached blond. My eyes were a lime green color that seemed to have turned darker ever since I became a creature of the night.

"What were you thinking about?" he interrupted my thoughts once more.

"Things" I replied looking away.

"You've been thinking a lot haven't you?" he asked placing himself next to me.

"Yah I just noticed that my appearance has changed a bit," I replied touching my cold hands to my face.

"That happens, your body wont change for a while but your features change a little bit, your looks change for the better though," he smirked.

"Do vampires get into relationships?" I asked "Because I've been thinking a lot about that lately" my eyes shifted nervously.

"It's different when you're a vampire, it's harder to find someone and vampires can't have kids. So I prefer not to get into a relationship, well at least not until I find someone really special," he stood with two buckets in his hands.

"Well….I've been having a lot of different feelings lately….I think I'm attracted to males"

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That beginning part was a little questionable I know if I am requested to change the rating than I will but I'm sure most 13 year olds could handle it. So yah tell me what you think so far. I'm having a fun time writing this.