2. No Idea
Carlos was burning with furry. He was also confused, why did his best friend hide a big secret like that. Carlos had trusted James with his big secret. And James didn't, he felt so betrayed. He dint know what to do anymore, he had just had his worst day of his life. His first love ever breaks his heart and his best friend kept a huge secret from him. He just kept on walking he didn't know where he was going, and right now he really didn't care. He had tears coming down to his cheeks. 'Why do things always happen to me' he thought.
"Watch out kid!" a person called at him.
Carlos looked up and he was four blocks away from the Palm woods. He wiped away the tears before anyone could see him. He found a bus stop and sat on a bench, trying to figure out what he was going to do.
He was thinking that Robert broke up with him because he wouldn't want to be public, and that James didn't tell him that he was gay. The more he thought about it he was mad at himself not at James. He knew how James felt about coming out and he was pressuring him to do something he didn't want to do. It's exactly what Robert did to him.
"I'm so stupid." He yelled, as he started to run back to the Palm woods.
When Carlos entered 2J he saw James just staring at the T.V, which was off.
"Hey, Jamez. I'm sorry I was such an asshole." Carlos said. "James? Are you okay?"
"Yeah, just watching some T.V." James said in a sad voice.
"You do realize that you need the T.V on to actually to watch T.V." Carlos said as he walked to turn on the T.V.
"So are you still mad?" James said in a childlike voice.
"No, I know that someone yelling and being mad at you is not really what you need right now."
A smile came across James's face.
"You said that you would always be here for me and I'm going to do the same thing. You're my best friend and I don't want to see you hurt and I don't want to be the one that hurts you either." Said Carlos.
"Thanks, Carlos I don't know what I would do if you weren't here."
"Your life would suck without me and you know it." Carlos said playing, they both laughed.
"It probably would." James said. He didn't tell Carlos but he knew that if Carlos wasn't there by his side that his life would suck. Carlos made his life a hundred times better. "I wouldn't have my helmet wearing corndog loving Carlos."
That brought the huge cheesy smile to Carlos face that James loved and couldn't resist.
"Hey, talking about corndogs. I'm hungry. "Carlos said touching his stomach. "Aren't you?" James nodded. "I'm going to get some food you want to come?" Carlos asked James.
"I really don't feel like going out, I haven't gotten all prettied up. I will not be caught dead outside like this." James said
"You look fine." Carlos said.
"No I don't. And you cannot make me go out there."
"Okay. We'll just order some chilly cheese fries. And maybe we will clean our room. You left all your empty hair care product containers in there."
"Hey I'm not the one that thought it was a good idea to eat cereal in bed."
"What was so bad about that?" Carlos asked.
"Nothing if it was on a bowl. You ate it in your helmet. Helmets have holes Carlos, you left a mess in there Carlos."
"We'll clean it right now let's go and maybe mama night will see that it's clean and buy more corn dogs."
"Didn't she cut you off?"
"Yes but I gave her a puppy dog face and she said she'll buy just a few a week."
James knew exactly what face Carlos was talking about. That face usually only works on kids younger than 10 but there was something about Carlos that just with one look he can make you do anything and he could get anything he wants. That was one of the thing that James loved about Carlos. James really wanted Carlos all to himself but he had no idea of his love. Carlos was such a special guy. Every time that came around he stole James breathe away. But the truth was that he had no idea that was even there to give him his love. He just wanted to go up to him and say please tell me you can hear me I'm expressing my love won't stop 'til I get you I'm not letting up I'm-a run into your heart like a kid at a store take every ounce of love and beg you for more.
